please please please do not stop eating. that is not going to accomplish anything.....in fact you will end up hurting yourself only.
i cant even imagine what a tough time you must be going through right now....but you are in my prayers all the time. have a safe trip back to india and be a strong pillar of support to your brother's wife and kids....they really need you now.
and don't worry about the forum.....please just take care of yourself. 😭