I am back again on this thread to pester you Geetha 😛!! You can call this post a consequence of having a restless mind that cannot survive without being put at work (even while I am sleeping LOL) 😆😉..
I do not why but the spoiler of Kabir being an eye-witness to SK murder and keeping quiet in order to protect him and his family was not going well with me (I don't mean in the opposite sense..in my defence its just hard to believe). So, last night when the SK topic was brought up by Ananya I was actually scrutinizing his expressions hoping to see signs of guilt for not being able to deliver justice to an innocent man but I did not see any guilt on his face instead I found him to be completely 'encumbered'. I know what he had told about SK to Ananya in the previous episode was unconvincing and we knew that there is more to SK case. Surprised not to see any guilt on his face I re-watched his conversation with Tarini and I cannot believe he was lying to her in any respect. He was saying the truth that he had told Ananya jo bhi woh jaanta tha'. Then it struck me what if he had really told her what he knew (what one would make out from the situation(the crime scene)) but hidden about 'jo woh maanta tha' regarding this case. Maybe that laden expression on his face was not because he had lied to her but because he was unable to share his doubt (or his version possibility) regarding the reality of SK's case. I don't think he himself is convinced that SK committed suicide but still he was enforced to make her believe this (obvious reasons being to protect her as he suspects danger or lack of evidence in order to support his possibility/doubt). And then when he realised how deeply the Ananaya has been affected by the suicide revelation about the man she had idolized all her life and that too because she believed what he told her over what her heart really felt and how he helped her to look at the other side made my belief that he too isn't convinced that it was a suicide further compelling.
Had to get this thought of my system..phew 😳