tadaan tadaan after so much dragging at last the end!!
Y:ashi………lets make out things clear…..till when will we both keep playing this hide and seek game?ashi lets open out things to each other.as a friend I suggest that instead of keeping things to ourselves…..we speak out……….abt wt we feel for each other………
Ashi didn't know wt to say…she just got lost in her thoughts…….she felt she had the answer….or so she thought………she didn't know wt to say……..she just remained mum and heard his words………
Y:ashi…we first started fighting….this fight eventually lead us to start thinking abt each other……..probably bad things……..but we started liking…or to say…..loving those bad things………abt each other………and it eventually lead us to start thinking abt each other…….and probably liking each other…do you want to deny this?
A:no yuvi……I know my hate towards you was never hate…..i knew I liked you inspite of the differences….inspite of ur dumb relationships……inspite of our differences and fights………….but……..
Y:but………..ashi………you don't have to tell me……..i know that whenever you think abt me…doubt lingers in ur mind….i think we should sort out things for once and for all………frankly ashi…..even I fail to understand my feelings for you…..when I start thinking abt you…….ya I agree I do think abt you……it fells nice…..it feels good……..but then I start thinking……then y do we both want to hurt each other?sometimes we have thrown such harsh words on each other……….after which….
A:I cry…..yes yuvi…it's true….even I do cry….
Y:I know ashi…..you r the one girl….who has made my tear glands to work…….and that too in excess……..i feel we r just jumping into relationships for the sake……..without realizing wt we want……ashi……I want to ask u something……
A:shoot…..
Y:do u still think we can be together as a couple?
A:I dun know yuvi……….i like u a lot……but I fail to understand what I want too……….
Y:ok.today is the last day of our school..remix is also dissolved with aman gone to ludhiana and ranveer and tia going off to rajasthan together……so we won't be meeting each other…..i suggest we both give time for our relationship……..i don't want you to think that you have made any hasty decision…..you have got a bright career ahead………u got to fulfill ur ambition of becoming a pilot……..and as for me……I am going to pursue my music career…….am going to set up a music studio for myself….with the money that I have got uptil now by our performances……I will do something independentky……..i will not care abt wt my dad has got to say…..and now I want to tell you my decision…….we both r confused as to the feelings relating to each other…whether it is love or infatuation….let's give ourselves 7 yrs of time……..i know it is a long time………but if we really feel for each other…..we will meet each other at this same place……but if neone of us doesn't turn up…..we won't question each other…….we won't even remain in contact till then……..r u ready for this ashi?
All ashi did was nod her head………y…have u gone mad?it yelled from inside…….
"bye ashi"…….saying this yuvi leaves………
she was left gaping…….she saw his posterior diminish ……………into the dark of the nite………she felt suddenly something arising from within her……like the sun of her soul had vanished……like dark clouds had suddenly captured her inner spirit……she wanted to yell…….she felt like she was being crucified……the pain of nails digging into her palm and foot would have been more soothing….that excruciating was what she was feeling……….pain is it you??I asked…….i know I created this emotion but now even I am in doubt………..wt the heck?said pain……..it's not me……I am wondering who it is…………it is I think a new vocabulary in the category of wt humans call emotions……..wt she was feeling I cannot pen down eventhough I have created it………..words the most powerful medium of you humans communication also cannot explain it cos it has to be felt….experienced…….as for who I am???well guess…….who am I???……..read ahead………the clouds within her waiting to explode and erupt out of her eyes……but not a tear came out of her eyes……..she stared into the lake…………the shadow of her emotion trying to eclipse the spread moonlight………didn't I tell you……..ur ego will get the better of you one day……..go…..go and stop him……….atleast now listen to me….don't say a duh uh! And shut me up……..said something from within her………..she couldn't listen…….her senses were paralysed…….i was very curious…arre I am the wind yaar…..i am rite now vacillating between these two weird souls……..i am just inquisite allrite?I am not trying to gossip……….he was kinda struck too…..by that emotion…..he couldn't believe he had done that!!!y had he said that?….7 years?could he imagine life without her??/for such a long time……….but 7 yrs???he asked himself…something told him to say that….but who????well me[ha…….ha…..i won't leak out who I am……..naah na na naah na…….]the wind blowed over him……..vacillating…..it ried peeping inside his mind to find out wt he was thinking……but men!!women!!!humans!!!god!how much they think???[ok don't point out..i know there r exceptions……..]…the wind started thinking……..it seemed impractical to it!!!y?has he gone mad???so many things can happen in that span of 7 years…..a tsunami can hit…..an earthquake can strike…….ppl can find a place for themselves in hell[euphemism???]……..but ….confused the wind approached me…..i told the wind….somethings r better left without an explanation……reason I can't tell you rite now………I am always on a mission…who am I????
The vanished sun……..the eclipsed lake….the peeping stars…….the surrounding tree lashing their hands vigorously as the wind was jumping out of curiosity[curiosity kills the wind!!!sounds absurd doesn't it??]……..all wanted eagerly to know wt the ending of this story will be…..they asked me….who am I???….but they knew…I always remain tight lipped abt things………for that they will have to extend their lifespan by a period of seven years………………….
Ppl I can tell you wt the future holds for them……….as I have had the honour of making their future…who am I??well let that remain a secret…..i would like to tell you wt I will do with them……but aadat se majboor that I am I love throwing surprises………who am I???well alrite……..dun look at me like that….i will tell you……but don't bash me up b'cos I did this to them………I am life…….and wt I hold for ppl……….sudden changes no one can exactly say…….i may pop up surprises in front of you when it is least expected……but all I can tell you is…….ok…I know I am on a mission……but sometimes even I do leak out things…….i am also not 100% perfect…..but you humans fail to catch the thread……..that I leave……I am what you call "smart"in that sense……..but all I can tell u is time is something you humans urself have created…there is nothing like time that exists……..u may feel that I am talking nonsense….but no I am not…….think with the most powerful part you have………….ur mind……ur thoughts will tell you……but ya the word time has been so much used by u ppl that it plays the most important role according to u all in me that's life……….u may all think I have been the most cruel thing and have created a tragedy in ashi's life[psst……that's me]…..ok….now I am not being proud of that…even I feel[sounds absurd!]for doing it……….and I don't want to explain y I did it….if I start explaining things then I will have to ask yamdoot for extension of my life[waah……..waah….life asking for life!]……..it will seem like a tragedy to you all now……but in the long shot I can assure you that it will seem like a comedy………………
Just imagine……there is no pain in this world…….then how will someone know wt is joy…………wt is happiness……..they won't fully relish"ME" will they?then if there is only joy revolving in this world……then wt about my other friends in the vocabulary of emotions……that pandoras box[greek mythology] has released[acc to the greek mythology she released all the bad things in this world…but the only good thing that came out against the chain of bad emotions was "hope"]in order to experience opposites…….there must be seperation………a division in the existing time[that's wt u call it rite??] and space…….to experience all the aspects of physical reality fully…………..
………..rivers know this[they don't have brains but still are intelligent…wt if they had brains???]there is no hurry…….we shall get there someday…….ashi yuvi….their souls r like the river……..they have to live together……they arise together from the mountain with this mission………..but at the foor of the mountain which is like me that's life………they split as tributaries…..but ultimately get united at the sea……………………that's it! With that I close my thoughts and put a fullstop to it![I dun have a mind but thoughts plenty………….goodbye for now….ummaaaaaahhhh to u all…….[even I have learnt wt u hum,ans call a flying kiss!!!!]
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