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Thanks to Diyu sa, Minnu, T and Shweta for taking the initiative evryday all this while to give us this thread. Why had'nt I met u all earlier and all the others who updated here religiously.
The episode description has already been given and it is amazing so I really don't know what to add to it.
So I am here now ... had been wandering whole nite and uptil now here and there ... there is a feeling of unrest .. a feeling of loss.. a feeling of despair as RR had to go early even less than a year ... a tinge of sadness that now there wont be any more soulful discussions as we have been having until now... these discussions have been very healthy and most entertaining as well as knowledgeable... many of ur writings have inspired me to look at things in a different way and I have always felt good seeing different perspectives come together here on this thread. Will miss Sanish on screen as there is no one like them really!
I am so glad to share with u all that this is my maiden journey on IF and I have enjoyed every minute I spent here.
What a journey RR was ... i was in my 9th month of pregnancy when RR had started... 24th Jan was my delivery date and my mind was stuck on RR even when I was in the hospital.. I almost escaped a scolding from my husband for being over obsessed with RR since it's 1st promo landed on the TV>.. that was the day and now he knows that it is v special to me and so he has let me be the crazy me for RR. 😃
RR has been the 1st show I have loved so dearly, it has been v v close to my heart.. I am a sucker for romance and if it is passionate and soul stirring... I will get sucked into it. Not everyday do we get a something like Parud and RR.
What Sanish portrayed as Rudra- Paro just blew me off and I am glued to them for life. I have let go of any hard feelings yesterday because no matter how much we relate to it, past is past and someone who has gone has gone for real and is not coming back.The one who is left behind is the one who has to live with the pain, the remorse, the feeling of having lost, the feeling of been torn apart or separated from what u loved the most !
I will say that Life is indeed bigger than Death and it has to go on...it should go on as that is how GOD has set it up and that is how he wants to see the wheel of life churning.
My only regret is that RR did not get it's due and the CV's did play with our emotions so I am going to be careful before investing so much emotionally in a show now. RR has given me sleepless nights and have cried, sulked, been angry and ,melancholy but I dont regret because RR we loved deserves every bit of our tears and heartache and love that we felt for it.
Just watched the Jalald / Rakshak VM by Asmanichatri and gone back 9 months already . It is so haunting u will be teary eyed by the end.
I will be at peace keeping Parud in my heart forever .. and Diyu sa... now I understand what u meant by saying it should end as Parud - Myrah and not Myrud - Paro.
Paro came back... she really did because Rudra brought her back and I am at peace now.
I love u alll... getting v emotional while penning this so let us all hug and celebrate our friendship. 🤗
Lots of love
- Ruchi