BIG BIG HUG sweety! (Even the damn emoticons have stopped working for me)
But everything you said...is exactly how I feel! I tried being so very positive too...up until this point, It's like I just lost someone very close to me...and tbh Paro was exactly that! She was a character so very close to my heart..and I don't know how to stop the tears or that feeling of my heart being ripped apart! It hurts and it shouldn't, because realistically they're NOT real...they're just fictional! Paro is just fictional! BUT for all of us...she was brought to life on our very screens, she made a place in our hearts, she touched and inspired us, her strength, her love, her purity and her beauty...she was real to me, Rudra is real to me and PARUD is real to me...their love was real to me...in the very same way that characters in books are real to me.
It all sounds very dramatic I know...but that's human nature...we're emotional beings and we latch onto things that inspire emotion within us, we can't ignore it even if we try!...and Parud touched me in a way I probably haven't been before! Because even though they were spiritual, almost an other-worldly type couple...what soul mates are made of...they were still relatable. And having that very essence of Rangrasiya taken away is shattering!
Like you said...time heals wounds and we'll move on from this...start fresh and delude ourselves into thinking we got our happy ending...that Parud got their happy ending, the one they rightfully deserved, especially after everything those two have been through! We'll continue watching to support those two incredible actors who brought these character to life in the first place! But I'll never forget...and I hope like you, that I never get invested in another Indian TV show like this ever again!
Hugs all around everyone! Love you all! Hopefully the tears will stop...but we'll all be left with heavy hearts that I know for sure!
Also sorry this was so long...I guess I just needed to get that off my chest so maybe I can get some sleep!
Edited by MP07 - 11 years ago