Now finally I can feel for Mala's character without any assumptions 👍🏼 ; I guess any woman in her place would hv walked out from such a bad marriage ; Mala did try to make their marriage work and even took responsibility of the business when Dilsher lost his leg , but it seems Dilsher never really valued her importance but instead kept taunting her and even physically abused her ; Dilsher was actually a drunkard who lost evenrtything due to his alcohol habit and he also had a male chauvinist kind of attitude towards Mala and so could not tolerate her success later on 🤔
Mala did have a extra marital affair with Tejawat but the affair happened because she was suffocating in a loveless marriage filled with physical violence and so she actually found some peace in Tejawat plus like she said , their love for writing also developed that connection and rest I guess Tejawat was good with his brainwashing act too and so he was smart enough to trap Mala looking at her emotional state of mind 🤔...
So overall I will no more blame Mala now because she did made efforts to make their marriage work but no efforts came from Dilsher and then I guess every woman has the right to walk out on such bad marriage and start a fresh life with someone who actually loves her but mayb it was Mala's bad luck that she got the love from someone like Tejawat who turned out to b a terrorist ...
Coming to Dilsher , I guess he realised Mala's value only after Paro entered Rudra's life and then Dilsher could understand the worth of a wife in any man's life the way Paro handled Rudra and brought him back to life , reason why today we see Dilsher actually feeling guilty for whatever he did to Mala ; He knew that its his fault that the marriage dint work and then just to satisfy his typical male ego , he made Mala look like a vamp in the eyes of his son Rudra since childhood
In short Rudra is the main victim here ... He suffered the most because of a bad marriage between a husband and wife .. He was fed all sort of lies against his mother by his own father and then today when he finally knows the truth , he feels like a lost kid between his mother and father and wonders why was he born in the first place which is so natural for him to think that way 😭😭
If I see from Rudra's POV , then for him both his mother and father r wrong .. His father is wrong for all the lies that he told to Rudra all these years against his mother and his mother is wrong for not making enough efforts to get her son back which she could hv via legal route especially when she knew that her husband was an alcoholic ; So now if Rudra feels both his parents r selfish and never thought about his emotions , can we blame him ?? Its always the child who suffers the most in such cases because both father and mother expects the child to understand their inidividual POVs and in the process the child feels all divided between both 😭😭
I also liked what Paro told Rudra today when he was venting his anger on that punching bag ; Paro tried to make him realise that he may continue to hate his mother but he has no right to talk to a elderly woman in that manner since thats not the Rudra she loved , she loved that Rudra who hated women but always made sure to protect and respect them even if they r wrong 👍🏼 ; Though I m not sure if Paro's nonstop comparison between Mala and her own life is right or not but at least it makes Rudra realise that he should not hv spoken in that tone to an elderly woman who gave him birth ; At least now that Rudra knows the truth , he might see his mother from a different POV and will try to understand her 🤔 ...
Overall I m glad CVs cleared out the Mala story now ... No more confusions left and its only a matter of time Rudra accepts his mother 😃