Mistakes Regrets & Repentance

At the moment when we make of choice of taking any decision we dont know how wrong or right our decisions gonna be in future, as being human we are bound to makes mistakes, its only time makes us realise how wrong we were...& with realisation our journey of Repentance begins...depending on nature & level of mistakes the Repentance journey is as difficult or as easy it can be...

Mala made a mistake leaving her husband & son...& now she do regrets her decision, she wud have a choice back then to stay back but she choose other option of leaving...

Somewhere he is Regretting, he might be blaming himself for keeping Mother-son away for past 15years ...afterall it was he who stopped Mala from taking Rudra along... & also, for making Rudra kind of person he is, who hates to love...hates to trust...Only if he had looked after his son & made him a better person...Rudra's life wud have been much easier & smooth...Somewhere he must be feeling he did a mistake of letting go off Mala, even if she wanted to leave as a husband he shud have listened out, & tried to find reason behind leaving & shud have atleast made an effort to stop her... In his moment of anger he just took an impulsive decision of just throwing her out ...Only if he wud have stopped her...Life wud have been different...

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Whole Ranawat family, even Paro Baisa may call RudraSa arrogant, & may not feel his anger is appropriate ...But RudraDev's RudraAvtar, his doubts, his non trusting attitude on Mala is very much logical & an expected reaction seeing his MaaSa being back in Ranawat Haveli 😊😊 ...


After everything RudraSa faced in all these years its not gonna be easy for him to trust Mala once again, no matter how much she or anyone else tries to convince him...he has learnt from childhood never to trust on "khoobsurat Woman" ...with so much efforts he started trusting Paro baisa but that too is in initial stage, His trust on Paro Baisa will need time to get rock solid 😆😆😆

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Dilsher literally gave a zor ka jhatka to RudraSa 😆😆 by telling that its he who allowed Mala to be back 😆😆😆 ...poor RudraSa here he was fighting for him & trying his best to keep Mala away from Dilsher but he allowed her back easily in haveli 😛😆😆😆 All along RudraSa was caring worrying for him but only he backfired him 😆😆
Really wonder if Dilsher is upto something 😕😆... hope he hasn't planned to slow torture Mala 😆😆 & be a Jallad for her 😛😆😆😆

Really felt bad for RudraSa, nobody thinking about poor boy 🤗 15 years back it was Mala who decided to leave him...now, its Dilsher to decide Mala can be back in their lives...in all this mess, in all these years he suffered as child back then & now will suffer too seeing Mala in front of him everyday & will be reminded of all past years 😕😕 any & every decision his parents take his life changes but no one considers his opinion, his feelings

Good to see Paro just showed her support to her MajorSaab 😳😆😆 instead of trying to explain herself...inspite of that MajorSaab didn't listened 😆😆😆 & he does have a point atleast Paro baisa shud have asked him that BapuSa has asked her to bring back MaaSa 😆😆😆 for sure RudraDev wud have clearly said NO 😆😆 but atleast he wudn't have felt cheated by both his father & Wife at same time 😕

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Lets see how difficult & Long Mala's Repentance journey gonna be... though she can sigh in relief as she has majority on her side 😆😆😆 out of all family members only Rudra & Mohini are two people who doesn't want her in family 😛😛😆 Rudra might eventually accept her with Paro baisa constant pressure 😆😆😆 & might give in her wife's Ziddiness 😆😆😆

So, technically she has only face two people for her survival in Ranawat Haveli 😛😛😆😆... & like his son & bahu are trying to make their marriage work ...she too can put in little efforts to bring back her married life with Dilsher back on track 😛😆😆😆 ...
All the best to MaaSa 👍🏼