Feelings are at their best when they are vulnerable. - Page 8

Beautiful emotional episode and what apt title and post by you👏.Very well said,Feeling are truly at their best when they are vulnerable.I loved reading your post and especially these following parts of your post:


1)It was beautiful because throughout the episode Rudra and Paro were guided by their feelings for each-other.

2)You and I can write posts and posts trying to comprehend Paro's behaviour or what she is thinking but when you look at that face of hers that waits a confession and embrace of love from Rudra , you just shake your head and hope that she gets what she is dreaming about.

3)I found the dance of Rudra and Paro beautiful and symbolic, but the moment of the 22 minutes of airtime was when Rudra stopped the whole puppet show only because he felt it had made his precious Paro cry.

When Rudra lost his way and was under tremendous pressure bcoz of his loss of job and invasion of social workers Paro stood strong and guided him.Now Paro has lost her way and is insecure and vulnerable with the aftermath of his confession ,similarly Rudra will show her the way and will stand strong for both of them.That's how it works.We can scream our lungs out saying his or her behaviour was not logical but then when has love been logical.

Thanks for your good wishes sis 😃 ❤️

I was also confused with the episode but then I thought over it. When we can love Rudra with his contradictions, vulnerabilities, as a HUMAN who ers. Then why not Paro? Is it because we expect her to always behave like a perfect woman. All forgiving, forever understading. Do we, in this process FORGET that she is a human like us , as well. She is extremely vulnerable as of now but in her heart, she is not accepting this fact.. Her heart knows, feels and understand the love behind his actions and this is why she SMILES when he does small gestures for her like today. Even after that heart shattering confession..Her love feels HOPE and her heart and mind ,then starts to synchronize.

But when she is around Laila, her heart-mind collaboration stops and Mind starts questioning regarding her status as his wife. Fights with HEART that 'You say its love. But then when did he say that to you..? How do you know that he feels different for you than the girl whom he spent 8 years in a twisted relationship. ?' Her heart feels helpless and then she wants answers. To put her mind back to its place and show that it (her heart) was right all along.Its like it is her desperate attempt to bring her heart and mind in a synchronized manner.

To be loved back was never an issue for her.But now around Laila, her mind starts to dominates. And for her peace of mind, she wants to hear her rightful place in his heart.

Originally posted by: MoronsKiMallika

Thank you.😃

Just one question.

You are WOW. Where have you been all this while?😲

Originally posted by: CandYlicious_S

Thanks for your good wishes sis 😃 ❤️

I was also confused with the episode but then I thought over it. When we can love Rudra with his contradictions, vulnerabilities, as a HUMAN who ers. Then why not Paro? Is it because we expect her to always behave like a perfect woman. All forgiving, forever understading. Do we, in this process FORGET that she is a human like us , as well. She is extremely vulnerable as of now but in her heart, shr is not accepting thus fact. Her heart knows, feels and understand the love behind his actions and this is why she SMILES when he does small gestures for her like today. Her love feels HOPE and her heart and mind & then starts to synchronize.

But when she is around Rudra, her heart-mind collaboration stops and Mind starts questioning regarding her status as his wife. Fights with HEART that 'You say its love. But then when did he say that to you..? How do you know that he feels different for you than the girl whom he spent 8 years in a twisted relationship. ?' Her heart feels helpless and then she wants answer. To put her mind back to its place and show it that it (her heart) was rightvall along.Its like it is her desperate attempt to bring her heart and mind in a synchronized manner. To be loved back was never an issue for her.But now around Laila, her mind starts to doninates. And for her peace of mind, she wants to hear her rightful place in his heart.

Originally posted by: ThithliDhost

Beautiful Post Vicky sa.. The episode was very emotional for me too.. At one point I felt my heart swell up with all this emotions that, I felt I need to take couple of deep gushing breaths.. Such beautiful emotions..feelings 😳

Happiness, hope, frustration, anger, scary, dejection, misery , love, hate.. All in one episode..👏..

I loved the puppet dance. The story was modified to have an ugly twist by none other than guest of the house - the CHUDAIL.

And I am very thankful for that.. Now The king understands the queens fear and the reason behind it right?

That scene where Rudra and Paro discuss their own story in the pretrense of the king, queen and pari story was so well done..👏.. So emotional.. When Paro says, may be the pari has the strings to the kings heart and the king is dancing to the pull of strings by pari, I was feeling paro's fear, her despair and her lose of faith/hope.. She was at that moment just an ordinary girl with ordinary emotions .. Her faith, her belief in signals from universe, her positive thinking, everything was over powered by the raw emotions that was invoked in her by the puppet show, the music and her own imagination.. Fear of loosing something very precious to us can only be understood by those who have exp such deep emotions. Itz hard to explain. And this fear makes you do many things that you normally do not ..

Its not that Paro doubts Rudra. Its not that his actions are not enough for her. Its not that she does not still blv that he loves her somewhere deep in his heart.. It is just the fear that she has a chance of loosing the only precious "thing" in her life to the Pari from the past.. This fear IMO is bcze Rudra is not ready to let go of his past and embrace present. The fear is that he will not leave behind his comfort zone of past..

It may sound very illogical. But for the person who is going thru this phase of lufe, very real and painful..battle of heart v brain is never pleasant.

Rudra ..oh my.. I feel for him.. He is trying. He is struggling to come to terms with his feelings. He is learning to accept Paro and show his love to her. He is getting there but he is not allowed to learn this lesson of love at his own pace. Rather he is being pulled, pushed and cornered by his own emotions and that of his "Queen's" He does not know how to reassure Paro, that no own has the strings to his heart. His heart is safe in the place he has hidden it, years ago, when his Mother left him.. He may have lost the way to this hiding place, but he can surely get it back. And he has started the process.He is yet to accept that.his heart belongs to his queen, beats only for her. But it will also happen.. Soon..

One thing that was very clear to me today was Rudra does not want Paro to leave him ever. And Paro wants to hear Rudra speaking this out. Rudra has many times told Paro that he wants her out his life.

Now is the time for him to nullify all that shout outs and assure Paro that he indeed need,wants her in his life forever as his wife.. Its time for words, just actions won't do any more..

Sorry for the long post Vicky sa.. And the post is just my rambling, may not make sense...

PS ..

To me there is no Paro no Rudra.. Its always Parud.. They are a unit. I support, defend, criticise either or both Depending on the emotions of that particular day episode..😃 ..Just saying...

Thithlidost,very beautifully written👏.Especially the bold red parts.You have described the angst Paro and Rudra is undergoing presently so beautifully.The last part in blue is how you view a love story.

Originally posted by: nema123

Lovely post Vickysa and Loveanime... !

I am completely confused though.. may be will have to wait till the story unfolds..

Originally posted by: ThithliDhost

❤️ Vicky sa,

Your posts are my inspiration and your kind words gives me courage to ramble .. I am very grateful to you for reading my comments and encouraging me to write more . Aap se hi hum hain.

@Joe,

Thank you for your kind words. I am happy here😳 .. I donot have the energy to post in the Main Forum. As long as Vicky sa makes a post, I will ramble on . Once she stops, so will I ..

Thanks

Radz

Originally posted by: Cara86

Beautifully done Vicky 👏

From Rudra feeling bad about taking away his Paro's smile and his bringing back that smile to her face... and mine 😃 To that look on Rudra's face seeing Paro's tears 😭 that lead to the talk..."woh chahta hai ki rani uski zindagi se hamesha ke liye chali jaye" 💔

Can't think, won't think about tomorrows episode in fear of my own Chudaila nightmares 😉

Originally posted by: _CrazyRudraFan_

Okay again!!!!!

LA, MKM, OF n Thithlidost... I love the way u guys write about characters... No bashing..no biasing, only loving n understanding the characters. N let them be who they want to be. M no one to comment but i just see you guys doing amazing in ur lives. I'l wish n pray u ppl get immense happiness n stay blessed u all!!

Lots of love n respect! 🤗

Reading ur thoughts makes my day n makes me a better person each day! A huge huge thank you! 🤗

Originally posted by: MoronsKiMallika

Thank you for all the love! 🤗...I will try to be on my best behaviour from now onward.😆...You are really generous and i agree that the names you have mentioned are such great people ( not me coz am pretty grey) and i love their thoughts. Its like reading a piece of literature.😃