Feelings are at their best when they are vulnerable. - Page 4

Originally posted by: MoronsKiMallika

Thank you.😳...Baby, am watching the show with you. How do i know where we are headed?😆... I don't know about Paro's or Rudra's reactions but Sumer seems to have found his dulhaniya in Laila. 🤣

Originally posted by: -Nuzrath-

nice post
today episode was beautiful but
paro is also damage goods like rudra she puts every bad thing that happened to her in past she still holds as scare in her that why she has
nightmare frequently for the beginning of the show
she try her best to find a strong anchor to hold in present life
it my view of this episode might wrong too

Originally posted by: prettypri

Ha ha ..Vicky...you are the one person in whose post I can ask these questions without fear of reactions😉.

That said, yes as you say the destination is important but the speed at which Paro wants to race to that is what I don't get! If it's not because of Laila then why? She isn't thinking about the vow at all so I guess we should factor that in ourselves...!

The thing is Vicky...Rudra doesn't know that there is a Vow and so limited time etc..so it shouldn't be that he starts to think she will never be able to accept him now she knows his past ...saying the words would not be easy for him..he will get there in time...but not knowing the reason for the hurry and subjected to all this pressure after the revelation may push him away further too!

He seems to be thinking of ways in which to make her smile and show her he cares...even when Laila taunts he has responded so clearly!

When met with the same negative reaction...negative to him...how would he know the reason...she says she wants him to acknowledge...he appears to me from his hopeful looks and gestures that he believes he is trying to get there...but when she constantly says he doesn't want to let go of the past etc isn't that pushing him away more??

Originally posted by: Hope

---- UnReserved

It was an emotional and beautiful episode indeed.

Rudra had forgotten that he has 'no feelings' for Paro. Paro had forgotten in a rather compartmentalized manner that she is going to leave Rudra.

Very nicely said, Vicky Sa. They both forgot everything else. Only thing Rudra wants is to make her happy and all she wants is for him to ensure her that she is important to him.

Perfectly said. Poor Paro might have come to terms with him not loving her but when he makes sweet gestures for her, all her logic goes down the drain and she can see and think only him. At that point she just wants him to be hers and for him to do/say something to confirm it to her that he is indeed only hers. She is totally vulnerable and her reaction to the play clearly shows it.

Even I loved the scene where Rudra immediately stops the show when he sees Paro in pain. It was beautiful. Everything he did today was only and only for Paro. Between, I liked Ridra's reaction to Sunehri's hug. The way he awkwardly placed his hand on her head was sweet.

No... Please NO. No SuLa Mahal. Please. I want Laila out of the haveli and PaRud life. Bas.

Originally posted by: MoronsKiMallika

Pri, i hope you don't think that am RR's writer. 😆

Originally posted by: ThithliDhost

Beautiful Post Vicky sa.. The episode was very emotional for me too.. At one point I felt my heart swell up with all this emotions that, I felt I need to take couple of deep gushing breaths.. Such beautiful emotions..feelings 😳

Happiness, hope, frustration, anger, scary, dejection, misery , love, hate.. All in one episode..👏..

I loved the puppet dance. The story was modified to have an ugly twist by none other than guest of the house - the CHUDAIL.

And I am very thankful for that.. Now The king understands the queens fear and the reason behind it right?

That scene where Rudra and Paro discuss their own story in the pretrense of the king, queen and pari story was so well done..👏.. So emotional.. When Paro says, may be the pari has the strings to the kings heart and the king is dancing to the pull of strings by pari, I was feeling paro's fear, her despair and her lose of faith/hope.. She was at that moment just an ordinary girl with ordinary emotions .. Her faith, her belief in signals from universe, her positive thinking, everything was over powered by the raw emotions that was invoked in her by the puppet show, the music and her own imagination.. Fear of loosing something very precious to us can only be understood by those who have exp such deep emotions. Itz hard to explain. And this fear makes you do many things that you normally do not ..

Its not that Paro doubts Rudra. Its not that his actions are not enough for her. Its not that she does not still blv that he loves her somewhere deep in his heart.. It is just the fear that she has a chance of loosing the only precious "thing" in her life to the Pari from the past.. This fear IMO is bcze Rudra is not ready to let go of his past and embrace present. The fear is that he will not leave behind his comfort zone of past..

It may sound very illogical. But for the person who is going thru this phase of lufe, very real and painful..battle of heart v brain is never pleasant.

Rudra ..oh my.. I feel for him.. He is trying. He is struggling to come to terms with his feelings. He is learning to accept Paro and show his love to her. He is getting there but he is not allowed to learn this lesson of love at his own pace. Rather he is being pulled, pushed and cornered by his own emotions and that of his "Queen's" He does not know how to reassure Paro, that no own has the strings to his heart. His heart is safe in the place he has hidden it, years ago, when his Mother left him.. He may have lost the way to this hiding place, but he can surely get it back. And he has started the process.He is yet to accept that.his heart belongs to his queen, beats only for her. But it will also happen.. Soon..

One thing that was very clear to me today was Rudra does not want Paro to leave him ever. And Paro wants to hear Rudra speaking this out. Rudra has many times told Paro that he wants her out his life.

Now is the time for him to nullify all that shout outs and assure Paro that he indeed need,wants her in his life forever as his wife.. Its time for words, just actions won't do any more..

Sorry for the long post Vicky sa.. And the post is just my rambling, may not make sense...

PS ..

To me there is no Paro no Rudra.. Its always Parud.. They are a unit. I support, defend, criticise either or both Depending on the emotions of that particular day episode..😃 ..Just saying...

Originally posted by: JJKKL

Funny thing about Rudra is he is demonstrating much more love than "an average man who has already said I love you". No wonder most of the forum waasis are pro Rudra. And I think Paro is in dreamland

Originally posted by: JJKKL

ThithliDost,

You deserve your own threads. Please start them. Don't hide your diamond inside another diamond (our Mallige)