Is she too a piece of trash like Laila to you? Use a woman and cast her out as some dirty laundry. I completely don't get you...if you have nothing for Laila WTH are you touching her every chance you get...the holding of her wrist was a longtime for not wanting anyone.
8 yrs is a longtime to have a monogamous relationship with someone. As much as you scream that you aren't committed...it's commitment alright. Maybe deep down you do feel responsible or guilty?
Why else wouldn't you give the woman the right to know your past? She has a right and do does every woman.It seems you are not too keen to disclose your colorful past with your ex lady... and please don't give me the crap that you don't want Paro's innocence to get tarnished? That is utter bullshit. If you don't feel a thing for Laila and have considered her as just your f**k buddy...lay it out to Paro and let her make the decision...to whether she wants to stay or leave.
But, what surprises me is that you will be disclosing the truth not because you want to...but because you have been caught and the whole matter is in front of Paro in tits and bits.