Rudra... Major Rudra Pratap Ranawat.. Mhaara Rudradev...
Sweetheart... are you sure your heart is not bottomless pit?
How are you still breathing and surviving in this atmosphere of constant pain, endless agony, continuous hatred, hurt, unhappiness, metal torture, full on negativity and depression.
And this is coming from a woman, who like all other of her kind, is designed by default to take all the problems of the world in her stride and smile.
I am aware of your wrath for women and I am also aware of your love and longing for the two women of your life...
Mhaara Rudra... I hereby profusely apologise to you on behalf of the entire womankind who mirror the lives of the two women who are the reigning queens of heart and soul as we speak.
I AM SORRY.
WE ARE SORRY.Please forgive all of us for leaving you, our child, alone to the evil forces of this big bad world.. all these years.
I know, today an apology, even if it is heartfelt, will not carry enough life in it for you to believe but I would like you to know that we are all with you and for you. Forever.
And let me tell you that one woman who loves you, won't go away. Ever.
Your Parvati will walk with you every day, unseen, unheard, but always near, so loved, so missed, so very dear.
Our lord almighty has chosen her to be with you to live in your heart and soul.
To resurrect you. To strengthen you.
To make you live a beautiful life, which is so incomplete without her. Far, very far, from pain and suffering, hurtfulness and negativity.
Expression of eyes can be read by everyone. But depression of the heart can be read only by THE ONE: Your Paro. And none else.
She is the ONLY one who will nurse and heal you. To mend your broken heart by carefully and lovingly stitching its thousand parts which have cracked inside you. And you don't have choice in this you see, as it is, you have already engraved her in your soul!
Rudra, your firm belief that beautiful women cannot be trusted and owned is so misplaced, sweetheart!
Parvati can reach up the sky and hold a star for you dear and lo! The entire glittering sky would be in the palm of her hand.
Please do not hold on to anger, hurt or pain. They steal your energy and keep you away from love. From your love.
The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world is a woman's heart..and Parvati has one of gold and twice large as all the oceans of the world put together.
If a hug represents how much she loves you, she would hold you in her arms forever, like she did last night.
Rudra, being deeply loved by someone gives you strength. Loving someone deeply gives courage and she derives it from you.
The best kinds of relationships begin unexpectedly.
When you get that astonished feeling and everything happens so suddenly.
That's why you don't look for love, if comes to you just at the right time. The time you never though would come.
Your time has come Rudra Pratap Ranawat.
Your Parvati has come to you. To be with you forever.
Hold her tightly.
Just like you have held her wrist all this while.