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Prologue:
10 Years ago...
What would it be like to escape this constant wind of anguish that just does not leave me alone. Starring at a knife and wondering if i can kill myself to end this saga and maybe reunite with my parents. There have been times when I just wanted to reach out to touch, feel another human being not with my hands nor my body but with my tears and my heart. The catastrophe of holding on to memories is not the pain but the loneliness that have permanently been stamped on them. No one to talk to, to hold me, to tell me "Shh..its okay you will get past it!" When it rains, the sun beats on you, everyone together holding hands survives but than theres me...
Desperately want to escape this constant wind of anguish that surrounds, I want to go out there for people to accept me. The incident of my parent's death constantly circles around my eyes and I cry like I am constantly getting stabbed in the face. My guardians, in the orphanage, have just left me to be...nothing more or nothing less...
After 10 years...
I have returned to India, to check off last of my parent's wish on their death beds...
I really hope you guys liked it because I do wish to continue...Please do Like and Comment more than a word, A SENTENCE WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY! Any siggy makers out there do let me know where? oh let me know if you guys would like a character sketch?
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and do check my OS out: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/rangrasiya/3889235/os-the-massage
-Zainab❤️
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