Lovely post for a great episode!
These two parts almost made me cry again ... 😭
But then, he was knocked back into his senses, and duty called. He nears her with a gun in his hand, already branding her an enemy in his mind. When he readies to fire, she looks him in the eye, and screams... Almost wanting him to pull the trigger. Why wouldn't she? Everything in her life had just ended, why not end in that moment as well. For Paro, her dreams, her life... Everything has just been brutally butchered. What is a person who has lost everything supposed to do?
When Paro was lying on the floor, murmuring into nothingness... I cried like a bucketload of tears. It reminded me of the scene when Izzie cried on the bathroom floor not believing that Denny had died just ten minutes after proposing her on Grey's Anatomy. I had cried horribly during that scene too, and I did the same here. I cried watching her not believing that this was all REALLY happening to her. I cried when she said that her mom and dad were going to get a new doll for her. Paro is broken. And nothing will fix her right now.