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Haan...Mai ik Darinda Hun,
Full moon ni8 Mai khoon ka Pyasa!
Sirf Naam ka Azaad hun
Aur Chand ka ghulam hun!
Insaan se zada aur
shaintan se thora Kam hun!!
Mai khush tha apni Berang takleef wali Ghulami zindagi se..
Na Kisi ko paaney ki khushi Na kisiko khone ka ghum!!
Fir Achanak koi aaya meri lyf me..
Mahira Nam tha uska~~~~~
Buhat Masoom,
ik dam happening Per Ajeeb si larki thi..
Chashma pehenti,braces lagati,Two plaits K sath,loud coloured dresses pehne wo meri lyf me bina awaz kiye aaGayi!!
Aur fir Pata hi nai chala kab mai Usey "Amaad se bachane" k chakkar me "Sapna Jahan" k zariye mai Galti se Galti Kar baitha!!
Din Raat Bus usi Ka khayal..
Wo larki Srf mere Room tak nhi Balke meri heartbeat tak sun baithi!!!!!
Mai apni feelings ka Qatal krdeta agar wo mere sath jungle Na aati(Car ki dickey me 😉)
Mai clueless tha!!
Muje nahi pata k mai uski tarf kiu keecha chaley jata hun!!
Mai ne uski har ik chez se hifazt ki..
ful moon night mujhe kud pe control nhi rhta per maine us wqt b un gundou ko peeta jinho ne meri pyar ko gandi nazrou se dekha!!
Usne mujhe itna sunaya fir b mai usko tanha chorh k nhi gya!
Darinda hun so junooni bhi hun!!!!!!!!
Suddenly Mere Pyar ko kisiki buri Nazr lagi..
uske sath kuch ajeeb hadse huwe..
Mai suljha hi rha tha k wo stone ki ban gyi!!
Mujhe laga k jse meri sans ruk gayi..
Mai kabhi apne khuda k qareeb nhi huwa tha!!
Per mai apni mahira k liye dargah gya..
Maine apne aansou kisi k liye nhi bahaye per mere anso uske liye nikle!
Aur maine anjane me uske samne apna love confess kr baitha!!
Mai kse bhol sakta hun wo lamha jab mahira theek huwi,
aur meri sans fir chalne lagi..
Mujhe laga k jsa sab cheezey mujhe mubarak baat de rhi ho..
muje meri mahira mil gayi!
Maine usey hug kiya..
Uske sar pe kiss kiya..
Usey ghr laya..
Wo sote me kitna masoom lagti hai..oh how much i missed her!!
Few days se maine usko ik baby ki trh care kar rha tha(from jung trk)
Fir Mai beaktiyar use kiss karne jhuka!!
Per ye kia...
Achank muje meri asliyat yad i k mAi kya hun???? meri asliyat kya h?
Mujhe yad aya k mai usey amad se bachane chAla tha..
aur kud se na bacha paya..
Mai apni chahat me itna selfish hogaya k maine us Masoom ki zindgi me dard dene chala!
Nahi..
Mai Mahira k ankh me anso nhi dekh sakta!
Mai avoid krunga usey!!
Chapter ko close karunga!!
Isi me mahira ki bhalai hai..
Mera kia..isi yaad k sahara jee lunga!!!
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Wo Raat mai kbhi nhi bhol sakta!
Mahira mere samne khadi muj se sachai puch rhi thi!!!
Ye ksi azmayish thi..!! Uff!!
Mai saf tour se usey batana chahta tha k koi pyar wyar nhi hai etc etc..
Per mai kse batata..
Wo meri ankh prh leti bade aram se..
mere alfaz jhote sabit ho jate..jo ke mai nhi chahta!
Maine soncha k meri ankhey chahey kitna b sach bolde magr mai apni zuban se aisa zehreela jhot bolunga k uske zehr k samne meri ankh ki sachi use na dekhey..
Aur fir wahi huwa!!!!!!!
Mai usey convince krne me kamyab hogaya k "jo meri zuban bolrhi hai wo sach hai aur jo ankh bol rhi hai wo jhoot hai!!"
(Agr jhoot se kisi ka bhala ho to wo jhoot b jayez hai)
Muje pata tha k agar mai use sach boldeta to wo bht badi mushkil me parhti aage chalkey!!!
Mai akele dard sehlunga per use anch tak na aney dunga!
Mai hi janta hun meri asliyat!
Iam not normal humanbeing!
I don't deserve to love some1..
That's it..this is my TRUTH!
"Mai ne mahira ki achayi k liye apne pyar ki qurbani di jhoot ka sahara ley kar"
Now iam going back to my wahi colorless life..takleef da life..
But this time iam taking back lot of sweet memories of my mahira!!
My love!! Inhe memories me aage ki life guzar lunga!
Mere dil me kahi se azaz aarahi hai k "kia zaroorat thi kisiko dil me basane ki..ab pata chala pyar k bina hi zindgi achi hoti hai..ab bhugat"
Overall ik darinde ne insaniyat dikhlayi..Zehreele alfaz k sahare!
Ap isko kia kahenge??
Pyar ki qurbani ya
Pyar ki beizzati?
Jaha tak mahira k sawal hai..
Wo muj se nafrat karegi(yhi mai chahta hun)..
mere bare me nhi sonche gi wo..(this is good fr her)
Wqt k guzarte mai uske liye ik bura lamha ban jaunga!!
Wo mujhe bhula degi!!
Q k wo hai hi aisi..
Achai ko yad rkho..
Burai ko bhulao..
Ik dam happening larki!
Joke thaa funy nai laga keh ke wo mujhe bhula degi!!
Iam with my memories al alone!
THE END~~~~~
Ps:---
I stand with azad here!!
>> Baat do trah ki hoti hai..
1)Wo bat jisme lafz hamara sath na dey!
Eg~(ayan engagement)Mr.khan Ne Zoya ko bht kuch sunaya,use newyrk bhjne ka intezam kia..tab asad ki zuban kuch aur keh rhi thu uski ankh kuch aur..per usey kehna parha coz usi me zoya ki bhalai thi~
2)Wo bat jisme hamare jism ka har part hamare alfaz ka sath derha ho!
Ex~Zoya went to stadium wit njma without permission frm asad..asad ne jab jo kuch zoe ko kaha wo sach tha each n every part of his body saying that k wo zuban se jo bol rha tha wo sab sach hai..uper ik andr ik wali bat nhi thi jab,kiu k love on air nhi huwa tha tab~
^jus examples...
One kid saw his father smoking,he too wants to smoke but his father dnt allowed him,one day he smoked n his father catches him n scolded him so badly by using evry bad wrds,he knew that he is hiz child but achai k liyee us ne apne bache ka dil toota..uske bad se wo bacha kabhi father k qareeb nai aya but usne smoking b chordi!
Agar kisiki achai burai se horahi ho wo burai jayez hai.
I stand with azaad!
Full moon ni8 Mai khoon ka Pyasa!
Sirf Naam ka Azaad hun
Aur Chand ka ghulam hun!
Insaan se zada aur
shaintan se thora Kam hun!!
Mai khush tha apni Berang takleef wali Ghulami zindagi se..
Na Kisi ko paaney ki khushi Na kisiko khone ka ghum!!
Fir Achanak koi aaya meri lyf me..
Mahira Nam tha uska~~~~~
Buhat Masoom,
ik dam happening Per Ajeeb si larki thi..
Chashma pehenti,braces lagati,Two plaits K sath,loud coloured dresses pehne wo meri lyf me bina awaz kiye aaGayi!!
Aur fir Pata hi nai chala kab mai Usey "Amaad se bachane" k chakkar me "Sapna Jahan" k zariye mai Galti se Galti Kar baitha!!
Din Raat Bus usi Ka khayal..
Wo larki Srf mere Room tak nhi Balke meri heartbeat tak sun baithi!!!!!
Mai apni feelings ka Qatal krdeta agar wo mere sath jungle Na aati(Car ki dickey me 😉)
Mai clueless tha!!
Muje nahi pata k mai uski tarf kiu keecha chaley jata hun!!
Mai ne uski har ik chez se hifazt ki..
ful moon night mujhe kud pe control nhi rhta per maine us wqt b un gundou ko peeta jinho ne meri pyar ko gandi nazrou se dekha!!
Usne mujhe itna sunaya fir b mai usko tanha chorh k nhi gya!
Darinda hun so junooni bhi hun!!!!!!!!
Suddenly Mere Pyar ko kisiki buri Nazr lagi..
uske sath kuch ajeeb hadse huwe..
Mai suljha hi rha tha k wo stone ki ban gyi!!
Mujhe laga k jse meri sans ruk gayi..
Mai kabhi apne khuda k qareeb nhi huwa tha!!
Per mai apni mahira k liye dargah gya..
Maine apne aansou kisi k liye nhi bahaye per mere anso uske liye nikle!
Aur maine anjane me uske samne apna love confess kr baitha!!
Mai kse bhol sakta hun wo lamha jab mahira theek huwi,
aur meri sans fir chalne lagi..
Mujhe laga k jsa sab cheezey mujhe mubarak baat de rhi ho..
muje meri mahira mil gayi!
Maine usey hug kiya..
Uske sar pe kiss kiya..
Usey ghr laya..
Wo sote me kitna masoom lagti hai..oh how much i missed her!!
Few days se maine usko ik baby ki trh care kar rha tha(from jung trk)
Fir Mai beaktiyar use kiss karne jhuka!!
Per ye kia...
Achank muje meri asliyat yad i k mAi kya hun???? meri asliyat kya h?
Mujhe yad aya k mai usey amad se bachane chAla tha..
aur kud se na bacha paya..
Mai apni chahat me itna selfish hogaya k maine us Masoom ki zindgi me dard dene chala!
Nahi..
Mai Mahira k ankh me anso nhi dekh sakta!
Mai avoid krunga usey!!
Chapter ko close karunga!!
Isi me mahira ki bhalai hai..
Mera kia..isi yaad k sahara jee lunga!!!
******************************
Wo Raat mai kbhi nhi bhol sakta!
Mahira mere samne khadi muj se sachai puch rhi thi!!!
Ye ksi azmayish thi..!! Uff!!
Mai saf tour se usey batana chahta tha k koi pyar wyar nhi hai etc etc..
Per mai kse batata..
Wo meri ankh prh leti bade aram se..
mere alfaz jhote sabit ho jate..jo ke mai nhi chahta!
Maine soncha k meri ankhey chahey kitna b sach bolde magr mai apni zuban se aisa zehreela jhot bolunga k uske zehr k samne meri ankh ki sachi use na dekhey..
Aur fir wahi huwa!!!!!!!
Mai usey convince krne me kamyab hogaya k "jo meri zuban bolrhi hai wo sach hai aur jo ankh bol rhi hai wo jhoot hai!!"
(Agr jhoot se kisi ka bhala ho to wo jhoot b jayez hai)
Muje pata tha k agar mai use sach boldeta to wo bht badi mushkil me parhti aage chalkey!!!
Mai akele dard sehlunga per use anch tak na aney dunga!
Mai hi janta hun meri asliyat!
Iam not normal humanbeing!
I don't deserve to love some1..
That's it..this is my TRUTH!
"Mai ne mahira ki achayi k liye apne pyar ki qurbani di jhoot ka sahara ley kar"
Now iam going back to my wahi colorless life..takleef da life..
But this time iam taking back lot of sweet memories of my mahira!!
My love!! Inhe memories me aage ki life guzar lunga!
Mere dil me kahi se azaz aarahi hai k "kia zaroorat thi kisiko dil me basane ki..ab pata chala pyar k bina hi zindgi achi hoti hai..ab bhugat"
Overall ik darinde ne insaniyat dikhlayi..Zehreele alfaz k sahare!
Ap isko kia kahenge??
Pyar ki qurbani ya
Pyar ki beizzati?
Jaha tak mahira k sawal hai..
Wo muj se nafrat karegi(yhi mai chahta hun)..
mere bare me nhi sonche gi wo..(this is good fr her)
Wqt k guzarte mai uske liye ik bura lamha ban jaunga!!
Wo mujhe bhula degi!!
Q k wo hai hi aisi..
Achai ko yad rkho..
Burai ko bhulao..
Ik dam happening larki!
Joke thaa funy nai laga keh ke wo mujhe bhula degi!!
Iam with my memories al alone!
THE END~~~~~
Ps:---
I stand with azad here!!
>> Baat do trah ki hoti hai..
1)Wo bat jisme lafz hamara sath na dey!
Eg~(ayan engagement)Mr.khan Ne Zoya ko bht kuch sunaya,use newyrk bhjne ka intezam kia..tab asad ki zuban kuch aur keh rhi thu uski ankh kuch aur..per usey kehna parha coz usi me zoya ki bhalai thi~
2)Wo bat jisme hamare jism ka har part hamare alfaz ka sath derha ho!
Ex~Zoya went to stadium wit njma without permission frm asad..asad ne jab jo kuch zoe ko kaha wo sach tha each n every part of his body saying that k wo zuban se jo bol rha tha wo sab sach hai..uper ik andr ik wali bat nhi thi jab,kiu k love on air nhi huwa tha tab~
^jus examples...
One kid saw his father smoking,he too wants to smoke but his father dnt allowed him,one day he smoked n his father catches him n scolded him so badly by using evry bad wrds,he knew that he is hiz child but achai k liyee us ne apne bache ka dil toota..uske bad se wo bacha kabhi father k qareeb nai aya but usne smoking b chordi!
Agar kisiki achai burai se horahi ho wo burai jayez hai.
I stand with azaad!
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