Chap 6b
He was surprised when he saw Adam this morning in his room, but when he exposed his surprise and he needed someone who can play piano, Asad didn't hesitate once, he took his request as a chance to share with a birthday after so long. He missed so many birthday, but today, he can't miss it. He saw her entry and how she was looking beautiful and fragile in the same time, seeing her tears, he wanted to run and to hug her, but he didn't move and it cost him. He smiled and felt emotional with her seeing the myriad of emotions in her eyes, he felt himself going back to the past, to the moment, when she was free and crazy. His Zoya was back in fraction of second full with happiness and joy. He accepted to be in the dark, he accepted to admire her from far and today this was his place, in her shadow, picturing perfectly how he became a memory of her past.
-I love those pictures, Leo, both were laying on the bed passing to each other the photo one by one, and laughing at some of them.
-Zed, let's go outside, I want to see how adult can have fun.
-Leo we can't go outside, all the guest might be here by now.
-Yes, but the important guest was you and today it's your birthday, let make them a small visit.
-Leo, we can't , last time we were lucky because Dad didn't see the prank and we are not going to be lucky twice
-we don't neeed to be lucky, we just need to be careful, let's call this mission : Ninjaaa, he stretched dramatically the a.
-Leo, please,
-Ok, he took her hand and dragged her outside with him.
-leo, she whined
-Ssshhh, let's the master take the lead, he glared seriously and she stayed numb, she was so shock to see him so directive that she didn't protest and follow him.
He sneaked softly, with light step truly like a ninja, he slidded step by step hiding behind anything coming in its path: pillar, furniture, plants. She followed him with an amused look and impressed by his dexterity. They were now close to the buffet and guests seemed busy in discussions without interest for them. Both were now behind pillar and they were distant. He pointed to her to join the buffet but she shook her head in disagreement to his idea. He insisted and his gestures became more urgent, but she showed him with her hands that they were going to be cut and he was crazy. He shrugged his shoulders and pointed to his tummy then to his mouth, he showed the table telling her that he will go and with his thumb and index, made the L letter to her. She huffed annoyed and waved at him that she is going to kill him with her hands. He smirked and showed his ears telling that he can't hear her. She asked to stop but it was late, he tiptoed and rolled to the table, hiding himself under the sheet. Zed couldn't believe her eyes, he did it, he really did it. She looked up asking for another miracle. She took her courage and followed him under the table.
-Finally, you came, I thought you are doing to cry, he hushed
-you are totally crazy Leo, because of you, we are going to be killed...No, I AM going to be killed by my parents.
-relax, we are here just to watch and to take food and after don't worry, we are going to leave, he cuddled her chin playfully.
He passed his hand across the table and took everything he could grasp: a piece of bread, toast, petit-fours, he put one in his mouth and one in hers. After several mouthfuls, he was finally satisfied and also, she had to confess fortunately he had this idea, because she realized she was hungry.
-Now, let go, you eat and you are full like a ballon, so now let go, she hushed him firmly, but he wasn't in the mood to move, he lifted the sheet and observed the guest one by one.
-Leo, what are you doing for god sake? Did you loose you mind?
-Just a minute, I want to see what it's to have a lot of person in home and what adult having fun looks like.
-It's boring Leo, they are just talking, talking, shaking hands, flirting and they are all old and ugly.
-Yeah you are true, being in adult looks really boring, thank God we are young and crazy, especially me, it didn't suit to gain age, you are acting like an old lady, he looked at her.
-now, let's go Leo, please, I...She froze and her body tensed, oh shit, Ammi is coming, she pulled him to her.
-This is your mum? She nodded, she s really beautiful,
-Leo, show some respet this is my mum, she pointed to him.
-Come on, I know what's you are going to look like in future, not bad, he winked at her and she rolled her eyes
-You never missed an occasion to flirt, I am just wondering if you ever kiss a girl before
-A lot, he lied but his body betrayed him
-Liar, I am sure you never kissed any girl before.
-I am telling you, I kiss a lot of girls, he came closer in defiance.
-In your dreams Leo, for sure, she teased him her face closer to him now.
-I don't need to convince you that I am a good kisser, because I am, and I will not kiss you for sure, not today, not tomorrow and never. Their forehead were almost touching.
-like I am dying to be kissed by YOU. She made a disgust face.
Inconsciously, both of them glanced at the other lips and they gulped. Aware about what they were doing, both jerked abruptly. Leo stepped back and he hissed in pain, when he felt a pressure of his hand, some of the guest stepped on his fingers. Zed's eyes opened widely when she saw him opening his mouth to yell, she suppressed his shout with her hands. She shook her head in no asking him not to do any noise and he closed his eyes, suffering in silence. Finally, he was freed and his fingers were red and white with this long and strong pressure. They turned back to her room and Leo was still in pain.
-I told you that it's not a good idea, but no, you didn't listen, you want to play and to stubborn that it was dangerous, but no, let's play, we are ninja, we are going to have fun and bla bla bla , and what you got, it's a pain on your hands
-maybe but with a full tummy, he joked
-Leo, she raised her voice exasperated.
-yes ma'am, he hissed when he raised his hand to a mock salute. She felt sad for him and how his fingers looked rigid. She took some painkiller cream and grabbed his wrist firmly.
-let the doctor heal the ninja wound, she applied some cream on his fingers
-sexy doctor, he winked at her and she pressed his wounds
-ouch
-Leo, you is unbearable, you know that.
-this is what we call ...Love, he whipered using a sexy tone and she just couldn't believe his childish antics.
-love my foot, it can't be love, because I am not blind
-eyes can be blind but not your heart Miss Zidi, and let me tell you that from now, I will be your shadow, because my hobby will be to tease till the end of the time.
-I will ignore you
-you can't ignore me, did you see this beautiful and magnetic eyes? He wagled his eyelids throught his glasses, she smacked him on his forehead and he fell on the bed. Pfff, you are just lying to yourself but you can ignoring me for a second.
-Asad, she said surprised and didn't try to hide her happiness to see him, but he didn't notice it was for him, he thought it was for the surprise party.
-Miss Farooqui, he said when he stopped to play.
He stood up coming close to her, and they stared at each without words, they smiled shyly, despite the silence between them, words were expressed throught the eyes. He wanted to tell her how much she was looking beautiful, and how much she was everything that he needs now, how much he wanted to hug her, to tell her that he was her Leo and she was his Zed. How much he felt alone right now because he was far from her heart, how much he needed to have her. How much he was jealous that he didn't throw this party for her, that her happiness in her eyes was not because of him. He wanted to see her always happy, and to never ever loose the sight of her dimples. Unconsciouly, he brushed her dimple.
Her eyes expressed without veil, the happiness to share this moment with him, she didn't know when and how he became someone important for her. She wanted to tell him that she felt safe and at home with him, that he was not her patient, he was her friend, a person that she trusted now, that she was lost in this eyes and the deep emotion that they trapped. He has an intense and pure eyes but something was missing. She wanted to erase all this pain of his past and to show him life throught her eyes. She wanted to tell him so many words, but they were not even making sense to her. She wanted to protect him from the world, to keep him under her eyelids to stop any tears from falling from his eyes. His finger brushed her cheek and she closed her eyes, strechting more her lips and her dimple.
-it's good to see you, she said to him.
-good to be with you on this occasion again,
-again? She asked confused
And suddenly, he was saved when the light turned off.
-Zed, you know something is missing here
-what? She asked looking around her, what again? Don't tell me that you want to go again outside because this time I won't come.
-Idiot, of course not, just close your eyes
-what? No
-please
-no, Leo, I don't want to close my eyes, I don't know what your are planning,
-trust me, please close your eyes, she shook her head frantically in negative, Zed, please, I have something for you
-what is it?
-close your eyes first
-No,
-Zed
-Leo
-please,
-I swear if you prepare something bad, I will kick your ass, she warned him. She glared at him before closing her eyes slowly. She heard roaming in the room without making noise, she waited for few minutes and he finally asked her to open her eyes. She saw him holding a kitkat bars with a small candle in the middle.
-any birthday needs a cake but unfortunately, there wasn't any cake outside, he said sadly, I am so sorry for that but I just want you to imagine this as big cake, with many candles and that you are surrounded by persons that you love the most. Happy birthday, Zed.
She was touched by his gesture, he went outside to look for a cake and she just shouted on him unfairly. She felt guilty and her eyes moistened for being so impulsive. She breathed deeply to stop her tears and closed her eyes.
- blow the flame, but don't forget to make a wish before, Zed.
She opened her eyes after reciting her wish in her mind. When he asked her, her first wish was about him and their friendship, she wished to never loose him and always have him by her side, but life has decided to put them apart. Today, she was different and her cake was different too, it was a real one, with many candles, and she was surrounded by people who loved her. She realized that what he said came 13 years later, she smiled softly, how ironic can be life, she thought but she wasn't sad, she grew up now and she knows that some wish was never meant to be. For her thirthy, she wished to free herself from any pain or any burden, she wanted now to move on, to look straight and to live her life. Her eyes crossed Asad's eyes who was smiling at her, she held his gaze for a minute, before blowing away her candles. Everyone clapped and started to feed her the chocolate cake, she was excited with so much care and love, she was enjoying her birthday and with her close friends, they made it special. It was now Adam turn to feed her, he put a small piece in her mouth and she smiled softly at him, she didn't know why she felt awkward next to him, suddenly, she searched for Asad, but he was nowhere to be seen. Did he leave again when he saw her with Adam? It only confirmed again to her that he was jealous, she felt flattered by his feeling and recalled last time they shared in his bed: a shiver crossed her spine and she could feel him on her skin. Adam looked at her and saw sparkles in her eyes and smile on her face, he couldn't help but to feel proud and happy to see her like this, he felt enthousiatic and he knows that he gained a lot of points.
Asad prepared his bag for tomorrow, it was his last day in the hospital. With a heavy heart, he put his stuff in the small lauguage that his secretary brought for him. He left the party because he didn't feel himself allowable in this place, he might take it to much or seeing her happy because of other, made him feel low. He couldn't help but to imagine, what if she knew who it was, will she keep smiling or was he going to be again the reason behind her sadness? He was maybe too sensitive to leave her and it made his mind turning too dark. He sat heavily on the bed and stared at the picture on his wallet. He smiled sadly at those carefree teenagers, she was looking so happy today, so free and so beautiful. He sighed deeply and whispered :
-Ya Allah, keep her always happy, a lone tear fell on the picture.
-knock knock, she said passing her head over the door. He turned quikly to hide his tears and his wallet in his pocket.
-Zoya, he cleared his troath
-you left quickly, Asad, she came closer
-Yeah, I have to prepare my bag, he continued to pack his stuff
-Oh, yes of course, she felt a pinch in her heart, she realized that he was going to leave the hospital and her. She shook her head to remove those sad idea and placed a genuily smile on her face. Mister Khan? She called him and he hummed in response. You left without tasting the cake, it's really yummy, you should try. She brought a slice of the cake in front of him.
- Am I allowed to eat this? He said surprised
-if it's your personal doctor who bring it to you, it means that you have green light, she giggled. He sat next to her and held the plate, the first bite was a small one , but once he tasted it, he took a bigger bite of this cake, he missed good food since he was in the hospital. She looked amused at him, watching how his eyes grew up with pleasure after the first bite. He finished in short time, groaning satisfy with this cake.
-I told you, she smirked and he just nodded at her.
-I love chocolate, it has been so long that I didn't eat chocolate
-really? Chocolate and love are life, Asad, I can live without them, she chuckled
-exactely, he said staring at her looking longely at her, her laugh fade away aware of his piercing gaze on her.
-Asad you have, she pointed to the corner of his lips, some
-Oh, he wiped with thumb but he didn't clean all
-Asad, you still have some, she pointed closer and he held her wrist this time.
-wait, the last bite is for me, he gulped the last piece that she was holding in her hands shamelessly
-Leo, it's my birthday, she freed her wrist for his grip
-So?
-So what?
-so good, he sucked his fingers covered with chocolate bars
-anyway, it was the best birthday cake for sure,
-you don't need to lie Zed, you know
-I am not lying, Leo, you know me I never give any compliment
-that's true, he scratched his chin pensive, then I am happy that you like it
-I like it a lot because you didn't made it with your hands or else I would have been sick for sure, she teased him and he rolled his eyes, for sure she never used to say compliment.
-Of course, he said annoyed, it's too good to be truth.
-What? She said innocently, I like it afterall, she had her revenge.
-yeah, yeah,
-I need to drink some water, you want some? He nodded, she went to pour a cup for them.
-Zed, he called her from behind
-Hmm,
-Can you close your eyes?
-Not again, Leo, she huffed
-please
-Let me remind you that...
-I know you are going to kick my ass if I try to bla bla bla, I didn't retain the rest of your sentence.
-Ok, let's see what's your new weird idea now? She closed her eyes.
-Open now
-So quickly? She opened one eyes and looked suspiciously to him and her eye fell on a small box that he was holding. Surprised, she opened both now. Leo, what ...
-It's a...He scratched his head, awkward, it's a gift for you
-a gift? You shouldn't have done this
-Ok, I take it back
-No, she let out an annoyed chuckle, she opened it and found a bracelet frilled with many small pendants, it's beautiful, I love it
-is it a true compliment? He asked
-Of course yes, she replied honestly, I really love it.
-This bracelet says a story, you know
-really?
-yes, look, you have to read those pendant to understand, the first one represent a ball, it was what makes us meet, you hit my head, you remember, she chuckled, then, the second, represent a glasses, you broke mine in the process, the third one it's written "friend", this is why we became friends, I put of course the Z letter, then a put a bottle pendant, to always remind you what we did to the poor Akram
-poor Akram? Are you serious?
-Of course not, let me finish, I put an angel
-an angel? For me?
-yes because they didn't have an evil version, she smacked him hard on his chest, ouch, it hurts you know this.
-Happy that it hurts you, she raised her eyebrows in arrogance
-anyway, I put also a piece of puzzle, because you are a enigma for me, she just rolled her eyes at his drama, but the only thing I am sure about it's how beautiful you are inside and outside, and the red heart at the end show how I love this part in you. He put the bracelet around her wrist.
-this is really sweet Leo, she brushed all the pendants.
-if one day, you lost your memory, with this bracelet, you will remember our friendship, Zed.
-I will always have you in front of my eyes, so I don't need a bracelet, you are so overflowing and imposing.
-Just in case, you plan to go far away, with this bracelet, he took her wrist, you will always remember me.
He couldn't belive his eyes, she was wearing his gift. Since they met again, it was the first time, he saw it with her. His eyes moistened, maybe he was exaggerated seing it but he couldn't stop himself for feeling that she forgave him, as a Leo. However, one was missing and it was the red heart.
-it's an old gift, she replied to his question when she saw him scanning her bracelet.
-it's ...Beautiful on your wrist.
-you know it was not a simple bracelet, it tells a story of friendship between a girl and boy, how they meet and how they became friends, how he saw her and how he...She stopped
-loved her?
-yes, how he used to love her, she touched delicately her bracelet
-one is missing
-how do you know? She looked perplexe to him.
-there is a free place here, he didn't need to lie, because it was clear that one was missing, but little she knew that the missing part was with him, her red heart.
-Oh yes, I lost it long time ago. She said bitterly recalling when she lost it.
-Zoya, I want to tell you something, he had to tell her the truth, he can't go without telling her who he was for her. He took this bracelet as a sign and it was the right time for him, or else, he will regret it all his life. He came closer to her but in the process, he brushed his phone who was laying beside him and it started to play a song.
Lag jaa gale, mmm, haseen raath mmm.
He took his phone but she stopped him.
-No, don't stop, I ..., she smiled closing her eyes, she went throught the last time she heard this song, I love this song.
-Really, Leo?
-yes, it was one of my parent's favorite song.
-this is the kind of song which you can hum but on which you can not dance,
-who said that we can't dance on it, wake up, let me show you how we can dance.
-mission impossible
-nothing is impossible for me, Zed, you know this. Give me your hand
-What are you doing Asad? He stood up extanding his hand to her
-can you give me this dance? She shook her head in no, please, who know if it was the last time that we are going to see each other or not?
She felt sadness his request, and realized that he was true, what if it was their last meeting. When she danced last time with Leo, it was their last dance.
-don't think too much, it's just a dance, he wanted her to accept, she smiled softly and put her hand in his.
Lag jaa gale ke phir yeh haseen raath ho na ho.
Embrace / hug me for who knows if this beautiful night will ever come again (in this lifetime).
-Shaayad phir is janam mem mulaaqat ho na ho.
Maybe, in this life, we may or may not meet again.
Lag jaa gale
Leo/Asad twirled Zed/Zoya before putting her front on his and his hand on her back. They were now in embrace, close to each other, Zoya/Zed felt shy to be so close to him. Two dances were about to start in different time involving same persons with two different feelings but same song. Asad didn't leave Zoya and both twirled slowly following the slow rhythm of the song.
Leo pushed away Zed and rolled her on his arms to bring her closer, he pulled upper part down, but she was to heavy, he loosened his grip and she fell on her back. He held his ears in apologize. He gave his hand to help her to stand up. She huffed and wanted to hit his butt but he ducked just in time and she started to run behind him all around the room. He increased her anger when he challenged her that she will never catch him.
Asad pushed her telling her to roll slowly along his arms, he then brought her to him and pulled her down slowly, and this time, he didn't loose his grip. He pulled now to him and held one of her hand against his chest, holding on it possessively while his other hand was on her back.
-Hum ko mile hai aaj yeh ghadiyaan naseeb se.
I have been given today, this time, through / by destiny.
Jee bhar ke dekh leejiye hum ko kareeb se.
To your hearts content see me (get to know me) closely.
Phir aap ke naseeb mem yeh baat ho na ho.
Who knows, if your destiny, may present this situation again.
Shaayad phir is janam mem mulaaqat ho na ho.
Maybe, in this life, we may or may not meet again.
Lag jaa gale
Asad stared at Zoya who was lost in the song and in his eyes. The atmosphere changed and was charge with so much emotion, that their eyes didn't even try to hide to the other what they were feeling. He twirled her slowly and now her back was against his chest, he posed his hands on her hands. He buried his nose in her hair and she closed her eyes, feeling his breath on her, waving their body from left to right.
Zed jumped on Leo's back, he held her legs and he turned as fast as he can, Zed was laughing and yelling loudly, closing her grip on his neck. She started to feel dizzy with so much roll. He finally posed her and held his back, faking to be hurt by her weight.
Paas aayie ke hum nahin aayenge baar baar.
Come closer to me, as I will not be able to come to you every time.
Baahein gale mein daal ke hum ro le zaar zaar.
Put your arms around me (Hug) and let us cry thousands of times. (Alternatively, cry our hearts out.)
They were now hugging side against each other, they turned in one direction and then in the other direction smiling at each other. They posed their forehead against each other and they rolled and rolled, until both feel their eyes shook with so much rolling and rolling. Both stopped to catch their breath and this time, he posed as a gentleman, he bent down inviting her to join him, she made a curtsey, and they played nicely this time. In between, Leo made a small jump and clapped both of heels. Zed was impressed and wanted to do the same, but she fell miserably. He mocked her and they kept turning around the room.
She faced him now, and couldn't stop herself from touching his face, she didn't know how or when she got him under her skin. He was familiar to her but in the same time, she didn't know anything about him, all the details that she learnt was because he was her patient, how it was sexy to know his blood group, she smiled at her joke. We used to say that we don't meet the person that we loved, we recognized them. Was he write for her in her life? His eyes spoke volume that it pinched her heart each time, she was them moistened, she never knew why he always looked at her with so much love, so much care and so much hope. She didn't know why?
Was he dreaming or was he dead? No matter what it was, he didn't want this time to stop. He held her in his arms after so long, she was his as long as this song will play. Few minute of pure heaven in earth, he knows that he was hiding to her the truth, but who matters, he didn't know if it's going to be the end. He closed his grip aroung her and brought her close now.
Aankon se phir yeh pyaar ki barsaath ho na ho.
Who knows, if our eyes will ever see these tears of love again.
(Barsaath in this context means tears falling like rain.)
Shayad phir is janam mem mulaaqat ho na ho...
-Lag jaa gale
Leo and Zed finally stopped to play and they were now holding each other tight, Zed's head on his torso while Leo was humming with eyes closed like her.
-Leo, he hummed, thank you so much for this day, you make it special, he smiled soflty but she didn't see him, he posed his lips on her forehead.
-Happy birthday, Zed, wishing you to be always happy
-I am Leo, I am, she looked up and kissed him on his cheek letting her lips longer than usual. He was so shocked and so touched by her gesture, she was never so expressive that he didn't expect this from her. It was the first time girl kissed him on his cheek that he appreciated the long time of her touch. They stared at each other, both were red crimson. It was the first time for her that she gave a kiss to a boy, and it was Leo.
-Did you...He touched his cheek
-don't say anything, she warned him and he giggled like an idiot and he held her tight, both content with the end of this day. Little they knew that this day, in their heart, they developed a new feeling for each other, they fell in love without being conscious about it.
The song finished now and both stopped to move, but not the words between their eyes.
-happy birthday Zoya, he whispered
-thank you Asad.
Her breath accelerated when she saw him staring at her lips and her eyes fell on his lips too, encouraging him to come closer. He came closer and pressed her lips gently, it was a chaste kiss, then he left her lips, but he was still really close. He gave her the opportunity to push him, but she didn't object, despite, she slidded her hands in his hair, and it was all that he needed. This time, he trapped her lower lip and she did the same with his upper one. They moved slowly, taking their time to adjust to the other and to prolong this soft and intense touch. He was soft and tender with her and she realized that she fell in love with him, it scared her but she didn't feel it wrong. Her move was urgent now and she opened her mouth giving access to everything that he asked. He trapped her head and pushed his tongue inside when she invited him. The clash of their tongue escaped a long and sensual moan from her, feeling her tummy clenching with needs. The kiss was not anymore chast, it became passionate between them, she loved him, she fell in love with him and she should tell him, she felt confident with his gesture and how he was kissing her that he was loving her too. Her leg tiptoed in the process with this wave of pleasure and love that she felt for him.
He kissed her widely, with love, with hunger, 13 years away from her, was too long to handle, but this kiss erased all his pain, her touches, her presence, her smile, her hands, her moan and all of her, feeling her body how it responded to the kiss, he was over the moon and he held closer and clsoer to him. He kissed her and felt all his energy and his force coming back to him, he realized how much he was lifeless but his life was back now, she was back and they were kissing, sharing their first kiss of love. He didn't want to think of the consequence of his lies now, he wanted to love her and how much she was his life, his reason of happiness. The pulled apart to catch their breath, after this long kiss. Their forehead against each other, both chuckled softly with their eyes closed.
-you can't imagine how I dreamt about this moment, he said and she chuckled, she was sure that he was going to confess his truth now, 13 years were so long without you, Zoya.
She opened her eyes in shock, 13 years rang in her head and she pushed him abruptly. Her lips started to shiver, was he? She gasped in horror.
-who are you? She asked shaking with fears
-you know me, he said simply with a teary eyes
-I asked you, WHO-ARE-YOU? She asked the question but she knew the terrible truth now.
-you know Zoya, last time, we saw each other, it was 13 years ago
-please Asad, tell who are you? She started to cry, praying for a miracle. He didn't lie to her, they shared a kiss of love and she was about to tell him that she loved him.
He took his wallet and gave her the proof that she needed. She took the picture and it was the missing picture. She looked angrily at him and her eyes only trapped pain.
-It's you Leo? She faced him and saw clear in his eyes. She asked with a clear fear in her voice, inwardly, she knew the answer, but she wanted to hear it from his mouth, she wanted the truth now.
-Zed, he gulped, let me...He was stopped by a strong slap on his face.
Edited by radadolcevida - 10 years ago
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