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I came with a ring to give to her. For my gift of love to her. For my token of love. I wanted her to mine forever. I want her to be there with me forever. Be mine. In front of me, in my arms. Never be away from me, I couldn't bear the pain of being away from her once again,, It breaks me in the insides to think that. It hurts. It pains. To see her...not here???
I kept looking for her. I kept calling out her name. I kept yelling out for her. Everywhere, anywhere. I wanted her to be with me. I wanted her to be in front of me, I wanted to look into those eyes of her, which held me always. Those eyes which made me lose myself, still finding who I was. Those eyes which always smile at me, with that pure heart of her. That pure heart which knew nothing but love, care and healing. That heart which healed me. Those arms which saved me. That touch that embraced me. That smile which made me...
But...She was there with me, just sometime ago. She was with me, for me. She was there in front of my eyes. I had her in my arms, I was holding her, she was holding me. I kissed her, she kissed me, we kissed. She was so close to me, she was happy, I was happy. We were together, in each other arms, with each other, for each other. It was just sometime back. I promised her to never leave her, she promised me to be support for each other, She was in my arms that night, I held her so close, I didn't want to let her go, this time. She held me so securely, she didn't want to leave me ever. She was there with me, she was there! SHE WAS THERE WITH ME!
I burst out crying suddenly. I couldn't stop my tears, where was she? Where is she now? Why isn't she here with me now? She was there with me, but why isn't she here now? I am yelling my heart out, but there is no one to listen. Why isn't anyone listening to me? Why isn't she listening to me? I want her back, why isn't she coming back to me? What have I done? I didn't appreciate her, when she was with me. When she was trying to be with me, I didn't allow her. I insulted her, her love for me, our love. I did horrible things to her. But I love her, I still love her, she loves me too. She can't go like that, I know her. I know my love, her love is for me only, my love is only for her. I trust her, her love. I mistrusted her, I did injustice to our love, But I never stopped loving her. I can never. NEVER!!!
She is the one for me. She taught me how to love. she taught me how to smile. She taught me what is love all about. She taught me I am made for love. I learnt being in love with her, I learnt what is love from her. I learnt she is the love which is all about. She is the love which I always seek. She is the light which I always find at the end of dark. She guided me, she held me, she healed me, she saved me. But I..I couldn't trust her...
I want to say sorry to her. I want to make everything okay for her. I want to have a fresh beginning with her. I want all her sorrows to turn into those joys of her. I want all her tears form those eyes to those beautiful smiles of her. I want to give my everything, my all, to her, for her. My heart, body and soul, reeks of her. Speaks of her. Chants her. I am lost without her. I want her back.
Every second., every corner. calls her. Every tear reaches out for her. Every cry yells out for her. Every memory speaks of her. I am lost without her. I am incomplete. I want those days to come back into my life. I want her to be angry on me once again. I want her to fight with me once again. I want her to be close to me once again. I want her to hold me once again. I want her to heal me once again. I want her to cry with me once again. I want her to smile with me once again. I want her to be in my life once again. I am lifeless, torn, broken, nothing without her. I am hers, she is mine.
I need you. I need you back in my life. I want you back in my life. Come back. Please come back. Please come back to me...
:'((
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