My breathe got stuck as I recalled what all ahil said.
He, for Allah's sake ,is ready to hand me over to the police. For what? Something, that I have never done.
I took a deep breathe yet again to calm down the anger bubbling inside of me. For some reason I felt terrible to have these traits of my abbu. Not that I hate him, but I ofcourse felt it quite difficult to control my anger.
I shut my eyes tight as I recalled an incident where that tanveer told ahil that, I'm not fit for him. That one day he will get bored of me and throw me out of his life like tissue.
I had so much wanted him to prove his mother wrong.
Maybe, just maybe I was expecting quite a lot from him.
I saighed.
And I knew, I can't forgive him now, forgive him for what he did.
Maybe someday, I might bring myself to forgive him for what all he did with me, but I knew, that at, is quite not going to come in the at future...