Just Gonna Stand There And Watch Me CRY! :'( 19/12

"..Now there's gravel in our voices
Glass is shattered from the fight
In this tug of war you'll always win
Even when I'm right

'Cause you feed me fables from your hand
With violent words and empty threats
And it's sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, oh, I love the way you lie...

But you'll always be my hero
Even though you've lost your mind..."

Had to make a post today! It was such a relief to see SaHil back together in one frame! Gah! It almost made me want to scream. The only dilemma was that..to scream in joy or pain..

Oh the love hate relationship we have with them, speaking of which..SaHil! ;)

Whether how the messed up story is. SaHil Are Magic. They just have to grace and make their presence felt and the screen blazes out of the fire they evoke!

Oh the scene gave me all kinds of feels, chills and shivers when they were crying and pleading and..Oh god!

So THIS takes me out of my hibernation period, and I dedicate this to..none other than..no no its not what your thinking this time..its Sanam Raza Ibrahim this time. Well ARI HAS to come in between, I can't keep my baby stranded for THIS long 😆

Yeah! I am gonna write from her view today which is for HIM. Well, its related to HIM only you see, so its not totally UNRELATED TO HIM. I can't! She is HIS after all. Too bad HE doesn't realise..

So. On to the post and the lines above.

The look Sanam gave almost at the end, when Aahil was at the door leaving from there..wiping his face off, his tears and putting up a facade of his rude self..

The way she turned her head at him when he was leaving after lashing out at her..it was enough to show that she still has got that steel in her, she still has got that power in her, which I guess she too was blind for sometime..

When Jallad made sorta comeback, she knew she have to be back. Fire against Fire. Thats the only weapon they have for each other right now..

Burning each other. Burning in each other. Burning for each other. Burning WITH each other.

He may threaten her. He may lash out at her. He may hurt her, He may yell at her. He may humiliate her..but.,

She knows. Its HE who has further to fall. To be hurt with her. To seethe in pain with her. Maybe more, SO MUCH more!

He would watch her in pain, only to suffer himself in pain. He would see her cry from afar, only to hear those sobs within himself..

She knows. SHE KNOWS. She is the only one who can make him cry for her and.. for her.

She pleaded for him to listen to her for just once. He din't. She cried.

She pleaded and kept pleading. Her pleading sorta turned to a scolding, how you can do this to me? How you can't listen to me? You have to! You can't just let go this easy. I can explain everything... 😭

"You don't wanna listen to me? Fine. I won't pry too much. You can just watch me burn and cry for all you want.."

Going back a few steps..

He is in full rage. Anger. Pain. Hurt. Love??! The one he loved with all his heart, the one he thought would be the ONE for him. The one he thought would love him more than he could ever imagine. The one he bared all his self in front of. The one whom he would die happily. The one with whom he found new horizons..

She just crashed them. She RAN AWAY!! Ran away on the wedding day. Runaway bride was she!

How could she do this to me? I asked her for all the doubts, I asked her one last time. I asked her is she is happy. Why din't she tell me? Why did she run away? Why did she betray me? Don't I deserve her..??!!

Why she is back now? To explain? What? That why did she leave? That why did she break my heart? That why did she run away? That why did she betray me? I don't wanna listen!! I DON'T!!!

I would hurt her. I would make her suffer for all the suffering she gave me. I would make her feel how does it feel to be hurt! I would make her feel how it feels to be broken.. </3

I would watch her cry, no matter how it would hurt me..

I would watch her in pain no matter how it would pain me..

I would watch her break down no matter how it would make me break every single time..

"Cries are the only noise. numbness is the only silence.."

💔

Junoon Reloaded. Welcome back SaHil. :')

Originally posted by: Enigmatic_Angel

Beautiful prags! just beautiful!! 👏

very well written,Sahil are burning in their love..atlast their love win this battle! 😃

The fire they had in their eyes will make their love even more stronger! it's a junooni ishq afteralll

Originally posted by: Surbhiholic.

Pragya awesome post<3
Today i will blame ahil for all this mess 🤔 He should have listened to her and then none of this would have happened💔
i seriously want ahil to suffer and feel all the pain . ..This time sanam should not forgive ahil easily 🥺
Anyway whole episode was good and we got ahil for almost whole episode 🥳

Originally posted by: farz_parachute

ALL THAT HEARTBREAK AND PAIN AND SADNESS AND TEARS AND DEVASTATION.

AND WE.

STOOD THERE. WATCHING.

Praguuu jaan!

Fire loaded!

It's showtime!

I started writing on the scene from yesterday's episode. It was only a quarter way done...then. All. POOF. GONE.

Sure I hear you say only a quarter, surely I can redo it...but uh. The length of my posts normally...and then a quarter of it = a lot!

:'(

It was so fitting too. Coz I was sad with the bloodshot that is his eyes. And then I was just so thrilled with him back.

He's beautiful, hayyyeee. Righttt!

Ofcourse I'm right.

Those eyes. His hair.

AND NEED I BEGIN WITH THE STUBBLE.

And the oversized coat...With the glimpse of his beautiful chest. THAT CHEST.

He was so much in pain I could cry. Maybe I did. But mostly I didn't. What I did was.

Stood rooted. And watch.

I watched him. Watched him cry. Watched him make her cry.

Oh Pragya.

Showtime hun.

Sexayh beast is back.