Asya TS "Wounds Unhealed"
She locked room's door and leaning to it sat beside the door crying badly, she couldn't believe what she heard, her asad, HER, agreed to get marry to tanveer.. She couldn't believe that he just got engaged to tanveer, in front of her... 'I love You Zoya and no one, i mean no one can separate us..' she hide her face between her knees sobbing
After what felt like ages she heard a knock on the door, she looked up and realized that there was someone outside 'zoya' she heard najma, wiping her face she stood up and unlocking, opened the door for her
Najma gasped as she saw zoya in that state 'zoya...what happened? Ap..ap theek to ho?' she asked obvious with the fact that her bhaijan had betrayed there childhood friend... Zoya shook her head.. 'no najma, i am not fine, abu called... Dadu's condition is getting worst...i need to go...sorry for leaving the function like this but i can't stay here, i have to go, go back to abu and dadu..' she cried...it was a reason, a little true reason, she wasn't lieing at all, because her dadu was not well, a day before yesterday he was admitted in the hospital and zoya just came to know about it in the morning.. She just wanted to go back home and to be with her dadu but she too wanted to stay back because her dadu "Riaz Ahmed Sidduiqi" requested her to stay back, the only person in this whole world who was aware about zoya's feelings for asad
And without listening anything by najma zoya left, covering her head to save herself getting noticed by any guest or family member she walked out of the house , but najma ran after her only to be stopped by asad 'tamatar, did you saw zoya?' asad asked, najma looked at him tense 'bhaijan, she just left...she was crying...riaz dadu..he isn't fine...she said she is going back...i don't know what to do, i can't even go after her...bhaijan plz plz go after her, i don't think she is in her senses..plz go after her' she requested panicking for zoya, asad eyes widened ' don't worry tamatar, i will go nothing will happen to her' he assured her and ran after her...
'zoya...zoya' he shouted as he finally saw her after running here and there , he ran to her and stopped her turning her placing his hands on her shoulders 'what the hell is all this? ' he asked but she just shrugged his hands away and turned only to pull back by asad 'zoya answer me? Why are you behaving like this? You don't even know why i agreed for that nikah' he shouted 'what should i listen? ' she shout back 'wasn't what i saw was enough? Wasn't it? ' she cried 'why did you do this to me asad? How could you? Today,when you called you said that i should come at your place today, it's a party for the success of an important business project and that you will tell uncle aunty about us..but what you did? You insulted me and my love by agreeing for the nikah..how could you' she asked grabbing his collar and he stood silent 'chup kyun ho? Jawab do? Did you ever truly loved me asad?' she asked
'zoya please listen..abu forced me..just before announcing about the wedding he forced me, he said he promised baig uncle about our wedding...how can i just say no' he reasoned 'no you can't...but i guess you weren't aware that i won't be happy with it...all those years when i was in new york i just dreamed about you...last year dadu fought with ami and abu, just to send me here so that i can tell you that what i feel about you...six months, it took you six months to tell me what you felt..and from past six months you were saying that you will tell uncle aunty about me...but you didn't, in fact you are ready to spend your life with someone else, didn't you thought about me once...what kind of love is it? Haan?' she asked 'zoya i am sorry, i can't tell no to abu...he had promised uncle and i can't broke a promise he made' asad said, zoya felt someone directly stabbed in her heart
More tears fell from her eyes as she nodded 'fine asad, just do what you feel is right and i will do what i think is right..i am going back tomorrow and i will do my best to not to ever return here...in this country, that i will never come face to face with you...i will pray that you should pay..for breaking my heart...i will...' and with she walked away leaving him standing alone
SIX MONTHS LATER
'come on dadu, finish the soup right now...' ordered zoya as she sat on the bed beside her dadu 'zoe, i am not ill, why are you trying to feed me like this...you know na i hate it..' riaz asked pulling a face and she giggled 'well just to inform you dadu, if you remember you were admitted in hospital...and a doctor there guided me that you are weak and your diet should be light, so just keep quite and have this suip quietly so that you can have your medicines ' zoya said 'can't i have something else? Why this?' he asked 'no...just have it...i don't want to hear a word..' she ordered
As soon as he finished soup she gave her his medicines, she made him lie down and turn off the lights asking him to sleep...as she came out she got a call from razia
"Asalam o Alikum ami' she greeted
'walaikum Salam ...beta is humaira back?' asked razia
'no ami, she called half hour back that she will be a little late...there is an emergency at hospital ' zoya informed
'oh okay...acha zoya listen to me...wo asad is...' and the line dead 'hello hello...ami...what did she wanted to talk about asad?' zoya thought as she looked at her mobile thoughtfully and then walked to the socket finding battery dead and put it on charging, she then walked to check riaz when last time before she walked back in her room,
She stood by the balcony lost in thoughts , hearing his name after so long brought so many old sweet and bitter memories to her...his confession, his attention, his love and then his betrayal..it reminded her that how easily he agreed to let her go, to marry someone else.. They were school friends and there father business partners...both the families were so close to eachother until her abu shifted new York as the work demanded..she was 14 that time...separating from asad was difficult for her, her life in new york was good but everyday and every moment she would miss him, he was her best friend...who was able to understand her...as she grew older she got mre confused about all these feelings thats when her dadu make her understand the meaning of love and what she feels for asad, her dadu was the one who helped her to return back India, after she graduated, just because he wanted her to know what asad has in his heart...she returned back and stayed there for one whole year alone in her apartment only for him, rashid and dilshaad asked her to stay with them but she denied...even when she wanted to know what asad felt, she didn't wanted to depend on someone else...
She was an educated and independent girl...she was appointed in a good company , everything was good, after six months of staying in India asad too confessed that what he felt for her...he told her that he always felt some feelings for her...she was the only one for him...they were planning to inform there family...but everything ruined that day...she returned back New York the very next day...and six months passed she never tried contacting him, her dadu, well she didn't even told him anything but he, he knew that something wrong had happened and just too support zoya he didn't asked her anything
Her thoughts were disturbed with the bell door...she walked out of her room and then towards the gate 'may be humaira is back...' she thought and then opened the door to get a shock, she stood still as najma came closer to her and hugged her tight, she blinked twice just to confirm that was he there for real...when he didn't disappeared , she realized what ami wanted to talk about and wrapped her arms around najma as she looked away from him...
that was it!! i will write and update last part only if i got positive response from you guyz...i hope it's not that bad...will eagerly wait for the response...do share your views
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