ONE OF THE MOST PAINFUL

BUT

For me.. having watched QH1.. the OTHER devastating part was watching the twins and Dilshad at the graves.. or should I say supposed graves of ASYA,

Then showing her brushing Asad's grave from the leaves, we see a back scene flash back of Asad. But what killed it for me, is her brushing the leaves from Zoya's supposed grave and we see flashbacks of Zoya. From the moment Zoya's face appeared, I lost it. Then we get flashbacks of her happy times before falling in love with Asad, when she was no more than a giddy, happy girl who just wanted to see and make others happy while she kept her pain and suffering hidden.

When I reflect on that, I just lose it. It was painful to watch, and wish I myself could kill Tanu with my bare hands. Then I bring myself back to reality.

Watching Dilshad talk to Zoya about her daughters and commenting of how they are just like her, in looks and personality. And they are proud to hear this.

It is soo sad, how a girl, Zoya, who spent most of her life yearning for family, and who finally got a mother, a father, her husband, and the children she would have wanted, did not get to enjoy them long. And there they were, standing at the graves, mourning their parents but celebrating finding each other.

One of my biggest fears, and maybe that was just part of the script for Asad to say something.. but my fear was Zoya was possibly pregnant when Tanu caused her massacre. I remember Asad coming in when Zoya was on the phone making arrangements for the twins party. Then Haider and Humera followed by Asad's step mother and sister skyping them. After talking, Zoya got up from the bed, and Asad kept nagging her about resting. ow she should not tire herself out and that she needed to rest. Zoya responds that there were too many things to do. Maybe that was just part of him telling her something.. but Asad only became concerned of Zoya doing to much and overexerting herself when she became pregnant with the twins and they found out

They r d best!!!!!

I miss ASYA too.

BUT I LOVE my SAHIL. When it comes to romancing and showing the love... SAHIL are the best. Thank God I don't have to hear Aahil say " Mrs. Aahil Raza Ibrahim" and Sanam say, " Mr. Aahil Raza Ibrahim" every time they have something to say to one another and not in teasing. after ASYA married, i wanted to ask if they forgot what their first names were.