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Posted: 10 years ago
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Originally posted by: sageflower7


Pragsss !!!!
My patched up heart broke all.over again...😭

Did I love you too much?
Did it suffocate you?
😭

It was terrible. .. so much pain, too much...
it was like all the desertion and loneliness from childhood pent up came out tumbling like an avalanche...

Why Sanam???
I would've given you everything. ..
why do this to me...

Gotta go cry now... sniff...


Aniii!!! 😭😭nGah!! I need a hug! A big tight bear hug! 😭

So you too are with few of us. We have to be around. Hugs! 🤗

Patch it again my love, for time being. Till tonight. Coz he is gonna break now. for once and for all 😭 He is gonna pour it all out and crying and crying..oh man! I am already tearing up! I have to stop! I need to save some for tonight..

Cry Aahil! Cry all you want! It would make you a little lighter..😭

She din't leave you! She never would! She never did! She is there. In you heart. You KNOW that! 😭
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Prags... I am Juhi😊
Hmm yeah.. Sharpen your defending skills my dear. Coz I'm going to defend Sanam ONLY in this mess. if he dares to be rude to her, my stilhettos are aimed at his aristrocatic nose, chin, lips, forehead, basically all that is chiselled so well will not remain so for long🤢..grrr . As you can see I got a little carried away.
I might just start looking lovingly at Seher IF I see her spreading rose petals under her dainty feet. ELSE... 😈
Rehan, Although son of a bitch🤣, always has my support. he is my kinda man for Sanam. They would have given birth to angels Anyways, he has my blessings with whoever takes his fancy.
He will be a good support..
Aahil--->-at present these are my feeling for him...🤡🐷
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Originally posted by: JShukla

Prags... I am Juhi😊

Hmm yeah.. Sharpen your defending skills my dear. Coz I'm going to defend Sanam ONLY in this mess. if he dares to be rude to her, my stilhettos are aimed at his aristrocatic nose, chin, lips, forehead, basically all that is chiselled so well will not remain so for long🤢..grrr . As you can see I got a little carried away.
I might just start looking lovingly at Seher IF I see her spreading rose petals under her dainty feet. ELSE... 😈
Rehan, Although son of a bitch🤣, always has my support. he is my kinda man for Sanam. They would have given birth to angels Anyways, he has my blessings with whoever takes his fancy.
He will be a good support..
Aahil--->-at present these are my feeling for him...🤡🐷


Heyya Juhi! :)

Okay. so you keep defending Sanam my love! And I will keep defending my Aahil. But I will defend both. So its indirectly, we are defending their love isn't it? After all...its SaHil. There is no Sanam or Aahil 😆

Sanam. Hell even I defend her! Don't I? I want her to make him pay for all that he had done! I want her to make him beg and cry for her. I want her to be the same dominant self again, who used to give hard time to him! I want her to be back to that same good ol' Dhabevaali who made him week on his knees, and he came falling down for her.

See its not that I am ignoring all his faults. Nope. I can't! Coz his faults make me sympathise and empathise for him! Its his dumbness and foolishness and asshole-ism 😆 Its his weak heart and mind which makes me sympathise for him. I feel for him because this so called "rough and tough" guy fell for her. Basically I am with Sanam here, but defending Aahil 😆

I want him to go through all that pain and tears. I want him to be at the recieving end of all her lashings and lamentations. I want him to realise what a jerk he has been. He has my full support, will always have. Trust me. I can't seem to even think of leaving his side, specially when all he has is some blurred lines and a clouded mind. He can't seem to think straight.

Why? Coz I can't forget the way he has fallen for her. How much changed he was after that night? When he unwrapped his that bandage. Almost like unwrapping his fears and loneliness and giving way to a light which was approaching him to embrace him..he ALLOWED her to come to him. Coz he allowed none other than her. And ONLY her.

That again goes back to the same question of him being a jerk and an idiot to think of her that way. That again questions his love for her. Trust for her. He knows she is the only one who got through him. How can you not feel for the guy? Okay I know you don't but still 😆

He thought he was guarded but he was a open book in front of him. He opened every layer of his in front of her. He lost himself in her. He knows that he loves her, she loves her too. Sometimes, even the most obvious truth seems a lie..

He needs to think straight. He needs to be devoid of those emotions for some time. You know I don't want a meeting of them both yet. I want him to feel the need for her. Feel the longing for her. It could trigger his mind in right direction. And this broken-ness might turn into rage then..

To find her. to be with her no matter what.

But one thing for sure, I would be with him, no matter how much a jerk he is. He needs love! 😆
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Originally posted by: micshy


My replies in blue 😊



Thank you!! it seems I have nothing more to say other than a lame "thank you' for this😕😆

Yes! A facade. Thats all he has got actually! After pouring everything out, he has nothing actually left. He needs to put on that "mask' he used to wear to think straight. Guess love has stopped him to think by his brain, as his heart took over it.

Now its the time for his brain to take over again. And that can only be possible when he would be away from her memories for some time..

But he knows, we all know. He might throw away her memories, he can't throw HER out. Never! She is in his system! So bad. He has to go through some pain, with SHE being the reason for his love and pain both..
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Posted: 10 years ago
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prags may be this is where you and I are not in sync. even during earlier days Sanam did suffer a lot of mental , physical and emotional torture?
So are you looking forward to that too?
I never felt Sanam could give it back equally... their social and monetary statuses were so different.
He always made a challenge that SHE had to accept and win.
did she make a challenge? Did she ever ask him to prove himself?
When were they ever equal? His torture for her was always painful . Yes she did not succumb coz she was stronger...so does that mean all that is going to happen again?
that cheap media interview, that fall in pool, that throwing out in rain, that overload of kitchen work, manhandling...
Even while weeping Aahil said" mein duniya ki saari daulat shouharat uske kadmon mein rakh deta" he still believes he can get her through that ! Sorry but what a loser he is! pathetic.

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