Oh Fari.
Oh you.
What can I say really. My first story here ever. EVER. And all that amazing memories.
Pick a part that I love most? How do I do that. How? How do I pick?
All of Zaroon is all loved. He had to be in love with her...I wish he loves her but not be in love with her. There is such love. It's the same as Zaroon has except the pain is a different pain. Dulling and mulling. But not quite aching. More like what Ayaan would feel if he knows Zoya is leaving. But times ten. Zaroon in the end wasn't as important as Asad's family. And that got me to see perspective. So it's fine really that he's in love with her coz only then the sacrifice he made would be twice as meaningful. And dayum all that angst. He gives up his place as if that's the most natural thing to do..!!
And Fari. All that pain. And agony. Zoya was crying. Asad was in pain. Well both were in so much pain. Love love love!! I cry too man! I picture them. Of him at the airport confessing. And of her talking to Ayaan and Dilshad. And that letter. That is just so very painful. Painful but beautiful. Painfully beautiful. LOVE!
And what more I love. What more. I love their meeting at the shop where they went to buy their wedding suit. YES! hat long back. You must remember I read chapters 1 to 8 repeatedly. For a long long time!
I love when Zoya thought she could be getting married to an older man with moustache.
And then.
I love their fight after the wedding in his room. And that she wasn't feeling well! And her red anarkali.
I love the car ride back home after their waleema. She slept on his shoulder? Or was this after Nikah! Omg. I'm in a daze.
I love Imran's entry and Asad being hard on him and him winning over Asad. Love.
You already know I love everything of Zaroon. There's two I'd like to point here.
First is that video call when Asad learnt that Zoya got hurt because of him? A headache? OMG! The daze is heightening! Got him to drink milk? I need some air. IS THE STORY REALLY FINISHED???? I CAN'T. I JUST CAN'T.
Sorry Fari, this is really hard for me. Everything is just fuzzy. Omg. This is it. This is the end. A beautiful, heart touching, soulful journey. Has ended.
Omg.
This is so hard. Anyway. The second thing is Zoya and Zaroon as kids. Drawing on the floor and being with each other for each other. You know how impactful that chapter was for me. Just how tear jerkingly pure the whole flashback was.
Oh Fari. There's so much more to share with you. So much more...but this is proving so very difficult for me...and I'm just...I don't even know.
Oh Fari. Love you. I cannot thank you enough for this but thankful I am. And thank you I will. Thank you, thank you so much! Appreciate your brilliance and your amazing gesture in sharing this with us!
You're one of a kind. None other like you! One piece. Special!
Mwah mwah my darling. May you find happiness in all that you do!
Loads of love,
Farz
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