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All I'm asking from you is another chance, my last chance
I know what I did to you was wrong, it was a crime, a sin.
I know I hurt you in the worst way possible.
I know you can never forgive me.
I know I don't deserve someone as perfect, sweet, caring and loving as you
But you need to know that your the only one for me,
The only one that can make me smile,
The only one that can make me laugh or calm down my anger,
Your the only one that can comfort me through those sleepless nights
Ever since you left, I haven't been able to sleep,
I've rebuilt the walls around me that no other human being other than you can break
Everyday, every hour, every minute, I hurt myself in the most ruthless way for tearing such an innocent soul
No matter how much I cry, no matter how much I scream, no matter how much blood oozes out of my skin, the pain of being away from you will never die, because my love for you will never die
Please yell at me, please slap me, punch me, kick me, but please don't stay away from me
Every time I open my eyes, I hope to see you in front of me, to hug me, kiss me and tell me that everything will go back to the way it once was, that we will get married and you will forever be mine, but every time I am disappointed to realize that its just me in this world
You have to believe me when I say I don't love her,
I can never love anyone else besides you,
I can never look at anyone else like the way I look at you,
I can never give anyone else your place in my heart,
It has, is and will always belong to you, because your the one who made it
I know I pushed you away, to such an extent that you can't even look at me
Let alone come back to me
But please no matter how much you hate me,
Please don't give your heart away to anyone else,
Please don't give away that one thing that belongs solely to me
Please don't give the honor of being your husband to another man
I know you don't love him,
He can never love you as mush as I do,
No once can ever love you as much as I do,
No one can read your eyes better than I do,
No one can ever make love to you as passionately as I will
I wanna feel your hair as I run my hands through your beautiful and soft tresses,
I wanna feel the softness of your delicate skin against the firmness of my palm,
I wanna feel your soft plush pink lips mold with mine as I take you in my arms,
I wanna be able to love you, to hold you, to kiss you, to hug you once again
Give me your harshest punishments, but please don't give yourself away to another man
All I'm asking from you is...
Another chance, my last chance
A/N: Guys, I don't know whats going on with me right now, I so wish this dedication I have towards AsYa, I also have towards my school work.😆
Anyways, like always this idea came at the top of my... hair, actually, so please ignore the crapiness,😃
I think you may see more of my crapy AsYa stories soon, so, sorry if I am making anyone's eyes bleed😆
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