AsYa TS - 31 Letters (Completed) - Page 7

Hmm!! So he has not accepted the truth of her death

Thats y he is writing the letter

The ts is something very unique

N the only confusion from which i m struggling is...what will be the next

And how it will end

Lets see..please update next chapter soon i m dying with suspense

hey that was jst amazing'
lovd d way u r describing each n every day's feeling
superb
amazing
lovd d way how he remembered each n every promise he made to her
aww so adorable
i m very upset dat zoya died
but lovd d way asad loves her
ITS REALLY UNIQUE
something very new
afresh
amazing
👏
dying to read how will it end!
update soonish

Asad is so down...
and congrats on becoming senior member

Chapter 1!!
Zoya is no more!!
What happened??
Tanveer!!! 😡

Chapter 2! It got me too emotional!!! I can't see Asad in this misery!!! Thanks 4 pm!! Congratulations for becoming a senior member!!!

Emotional update
Zoya is dead OMG
Feeling sad for asad.
Continue soon
Thanks for pm

So sad every time I read a letter I cry
To lose the love of ur life
And then contemplating hurting yourself
Continue

Wowww...

This is the last part of this TS , hope you like it!

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Day 15

Dear Zoya,

Today was the complete opposite of yesterday. It was nice and warm and sunny out all day. Your 12 year brother wanted me to go to the pool with him, so I took him. (To Readers, I just made that up BTW) We had a lot of fun. That's basically all we did. You know, Zoya, we miss you. Both of us.

-Love, Asad

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Day 16

Dear Zoya,

I just woke up, and immediately started writing. I have a feeling that today is going to be a really good day. I have tons of plans. This is all I can write to you today, but I hope you understand. I hope today is as good of a day as I'm expecting. Can you make that happen? Just for me?

-Love, Asad

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Day 17

Dear Zoya,

Yesterday was really great. I know you helped me have a good time. Thank you so much for that. I haven't had that much fun since you've been gone. I love you so much. Yesterday, my family and your family had an amazing day. We went to the amusement park and rode rides, ate food, played games. It was amazing. I hope it stays like that. I hope that I can have that much fun without you. Otherwise, I might hurt myself again.

-Love, Asad

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Day 18

Dear Zoya,

I've found myself missing you more than ever today. It's so hard without you. This is all I can write. Sorry.

-Love, Asad

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Day 19

Dear Zoya,

Today our families planned a 4 day camping trip, so I won't be able to write to you until the 23rd. I'm so sorry. I'll miss you, and I hope you miss me too. I'll talk to you in 4 days. I love you.

-Love, Asad

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Day 23

Dear Zoya,

I'm back from camping. I hope you didn't miss me too much. I missed you. :) I'm glad I can finally talk to you. I felt so lonely when I wasn't able to write to you. But now I'm back. I had so much fun on the camping trip. We went rafting, and hiking. We slept in tents, told stories, roasted marshmallows, ate s'mores. It was all so fun. I wish you were here to spend those days with us. The trip would have been much better. Maybe you were watching over me, though. Hopefully you were. Tomorrow I'm going sky diving. Sounds adventurous, doesn't it? I know you always wanted to go sky diving. That's why I'm going. Even though I'm afraid of heights. But I'd do anything for you.

-Love, Asad

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Day 24

Dear Zoya,

Hello! I went sky diving today. I was really scared at first, but I had so much fun! It sounds a bit extreme that I'm doing all of this stuff, but anything to keep my mind off of hurting myself! It's late now, I'd better be off to bed. I have a long day tomorrow. I love you so much.

-Love, Asad

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Day 25

Dear Zoya,

I just woke up. I'm about to go to the movies and hang out with our families. I've been spending a lot of time with them lately. It feels good, though. I'll write you later tonight.

It's now 10:00 p.m. We saw an amazing movie today. It was about a man whose wife dies in a plane crash. It reminded me so much of you. I can feel the tears coming, so it'd be best if I stopped writing for tonight. I love you, still.

-Love, Asad

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Day 26

Dear Zoya,

Today I had the urge to hurt myself again. But I didn't. I'm sorry my letters have been getting shorter, I just can't figure out what to say anymore.

-Love, Asad

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Day 27

Dear Zoya,

I had a dream that you came back last night. It was probably the best dream I've had in my life. I wish it was real, though. I wish you'd come back to me. I'm falling apart.

-Love, Asad

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Day 28

Dear Zoya,

I did something awful. I went to the bar last night just to let go. I know that might not seem bad, but something bad happened. There was this girl who was there. She started dancing on me, but I pushed her quickly, as I got back to my senses. I cheated on you. I'm so sorry. I hope you can forgive me. I know it's not really cheating because you're not here, but to me it's cheating. I hope that you can find some way in your heart to forgive me. I'm so sorry.

-Love, Asad

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Day 29

Dear Zoya,

I've spent all day in bed, regretting what I did to you. I can't stop thinking about it. That girl from the other night tried to call me. I told her I loved someone. And I do. It's you. You'll always be my love no matter what. I could never find someone to replace you. Even if I could, I wouldn't. I know you wouldn't do it to me, so I won't do it to you. I'm still so sorry.

-Love, Asad

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Day 30

Dear Zoya,

It's almost the end of the month. That means its been 30 days without you. It's been a long ride so far, but I've some how made it. I can't write. I've become so weak. I'll talk to you tomorrow. Love you.

-Love, Asad

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Day 31

Dear Zoya,

I wonder how much longer I can last without you. It must not be long. I'm going to break soon, I know it. It's been a month since I've seen your face. A month too long. I honestly don't think I can do it any longer. I've been lying not only to you, but to myself. I thought that I'd be able to pull through this, but I can't. Ever since you died, my life has been hell. I know that I can't do it any longer. I have to see you. So that's why I've decided to do it. I have the pills right next to me. I know that if I take just one handful, we can be together. I know you wouldn't want it this way, but I would. I'm doing this for the both of us. I've got all of the letters I've sent you right here. Next to this fire. I'm throwing them in one by one. Day 1, Day 2, Day 6, Day 12, Day 23, Day 27, and Day 30. I'm writing 31 now, so this one is last. I take one pill. Two. Three. Six. Eight. I can feel myself drifting away. I took two more pills. There are black spots everywhere. Before I throw this into the fire, I think I can see you. Walking towards me. Closer. Closer. Hi Zoya.

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The letter was thrown in the fire with all of the rest, right before Asad died.

The End :'(

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Yep! Finally finished this whole TS

Hope you liked that :)

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