FALLEN IN LOVE WITH YOU - ASYA TS. part 3 on pg 19 - Page 6

Fallen in love with you - asya TS : part 2

It has been a week since asad had shifted to FM. Zoya was really comfortable with him. As said girls do feel comfortable with gay boy friends. Where as asad's attraction towards her was increasing each moment & he had become really protective & caring about her. He asked her to resign the part time job from call center as it's a strain for herself. She gets regular styphent & income as a freelance writer was enough for her to live. Moreover she had closed her loan also. But she politely denied by saying that she can't leave the job since NikhAt is working there. That's the only way of nikhat's income for her studies. She is now doing pg in medical microbiology. It's from the call center she got a great friend like NikhAt. She can't leave her just like that. She wants to give her company. Asad was really impressed by her loyality & caring nature for her friend. Deep down he felt really guilty by hiding truth from her. It was a Sunday. Usually Sundays zoya used to clean the entire FM. On the other days due to her college, studies & part time job she won't get much time to clean FM. Moreover FM is too big. It will take At least half a day for the household works. As usual she started cleaning FM. Asad saw this & he also joined her.

Zoya: asad leave it I will do. You are not used to this kind of stuffs.

Asad: ya it's true that I am not used to all this. As said it's better late than never. I have seen in this 1 week time you always work. Cooking, cleaning, studies, painting, writing, night shift in call center. I mean you never rest. You are just like my ammi.

Zoya: your ammi?

Asad: yes zoya. you both are alike. In my 26 yrs of life I have never seen my ammi resting. You know she is a psychology professor. She used to manage 5 kids & house expenses in her salary.

Zoya: your abbu?

Asad: he passed away 10 yrs back in a car accident. Along with him ammi's younger brother & his wife also passed away. They both were bank employees. My abbu was an economics professor. They both were in same college. Love marriage. Even after abbu's unexpected death my ammi didn't give up. She used to work day & night. She gave us excellent upbringing. She never discriminated 5 of us. We all are her kids. By seeing her misery I was determined that I will provide all the luxuries for her. I studied hard. 5 yrs back I started my firm in a small scale. I worked day & night. I build my own empire & a big mansion for my family. I was able to provide excellent education for my siblings. Now my brothers have also joined the business. Even after all this fortune my ammi is still working in that college. She never allows any servant in the house. She and my sisters together manages the house.

Zoya had tears in her eyes.

Zoya: you are really lucky asad. You have such a great mother. Everything in the world can be replaced but not a mothers love. I don't even properly remember her face. Only through old photos & videos I see her.

Asad was feeling bad for zoya. He understood she had lost her mom in a young age. She never received that kind of love from any one. He hugged zoya all of a sudden. At first she was shocked but then she reciprocated the hug. She felt so warm & safe in his arms. It seems like asad is giving her abbu's & ammi's love together. They stood like that for sometime.

There was a sort of silence between them when they broke the hug. They both continued there work. Zoya continued about her childhood & life in dental college. She herself was so astonished that she is talking so much with asad. Even when she & NikhAt joins it's NikhAt who speaks more than her. Once they had done with the household work it had become almost one in the noon. Asad said that they will order the food for noon. But zoya refused & said the within half an hour she will prepare lunch. She went to kitchen. She was making egg pulav. Asad was watching her. At first he thought of helping her but he doesn't know abc of cooking so he thought it's better to leave her & if he help her work will be doubled. Once the food was ready they both started having lunch. Pulav was delicious. Asad wondered how she is so perfect in each & everything. While having the food asad asked zoya's permission to see gaffour's workshop as he is also an architect he would like to spend sometime. Zoya never used to open gaffour's workshop. Once in a while she used to clean it. Gaffour doesn't like anyone using his workshop. When she joined BDS & started living FM gaffour had warned her through phone not to destroy his workshop. Within a week asad had become a special friend for her. She doesn't want to break his heart just because she is scared of her abbu. Moreover he is an architect & she trust him more than herself. So she opened gaffour's workshop & made arrangements for him to be comfortable. As she doesn't understand anything about architecture she left from there. She told her that she will be in her workshop & if he needs anything he can call her. Usually in holidays afternoon after her household work she will be spending her time for painting & sketching. Both asad & zoya was indulged in there work. After sometime when zoya came out asad was still in workshop. She thought not to disturb him as he many be immersed in his subject. She prepared tea & snacks & kept it on table. She went to take a bath. After bath when she came out she found asad sitting in the hall pressing his forehead.

She understood he is having headache. She went & took the balm from her room & came near him.

Zoya: asad I guess you are having headache. No wonder you were immersed in reading for more than 3 hours.

Asad: it really interesting zoya. Your father is really talented. Even though I knew about architecture your father had specialised in historical architecture. His research & works are really amazing.

Zoya: ya abbu is indeed talented. He was really upset when I took BDS. He wanted me to take B.arch

Asad: it's ok zoya. If you are a docter then you can find a husband who is an architect.

It accidentally came from his mouth. Both were feeling awkward.

Zoya: you are having headache just lie down I will give you a head massage. Trust me you will feel better.

Asad: mam even though you are a docter you are a dentist not a physician.

Zoya: there is no need to pass MBBS for giving a head massage. Just lie down.

Zoya sat on the sofa. Much to her surprise asad lie down on her lap. She was feeling electric sensations on her body. As she started her massage asad closed his eyes. He was feeling so relaxed. Unknowingly he slept off. Zoya didn't want to wake him up as she understood he is tired. Zoya started running her hands in his silky hair & caressed it. She was admiring him. He had such a perfect facial features. She was so lost in him she didn't realise when NikhAt came inside. No doubt NikhAt was astonished by seeing the site Infront of her. Asad is lying down in zoya's lap & sleeping. Zoya is caressing his face & hair. She is looking at him so affectionately. If anyone from outside sees they will think that they are husband & wife.

NikhAt shouted: what's going on here?

Hearing her shouting both asad & zoya woke up. They both were embaressed. Asad quickly got up.

Asad: I am sorry zoya I slept off. You must have called me.

Zoya: it's ok asad you were really tired. You go & take rest for sometime. Asad: ya

He slowly went towards his room. NikhAt was starring zoya.

Zoya: what? Why are you giving me that look?

NikhAt: you are asking me why? I should be the one asking that. What was that zoya? If someone else sees they make think you are husband & wife.

Zoya explained NikhAt about everything.

NikhAt: even though I don't feel it's correct. Agree that he is a gay but still you guys shouldn't be close like this.

NikhAt had noticed change in zoya in this one week. She used to always talk about asad. From her she understood both asad & zoya have become close to each other. Since zoya was totally lonely in her entire life if she starts caring for someone she will give herself for them. Even if they try to murder her she will forgive & support them. It was a routine in weekends & holidays NikhAt used to come to FM in the evenings. Even though they have selected different subjects they used to sit together & study. It indeed was a relief to zoya. So as usual NikhAt came to FM. But the site she saw when she entered FM was astonishing. There was an unknown fear in her heart. Zoya was preparing soup for asad as he is not well. During dinner also she noticed zoya's care & concern for asad. Before leaving for the call center she had prepared black coffee & kept in a flask for asad. NikhAt felt like zoya is behaving like a typical wife. If asad was a normal guy she would have been the most happiest person in the world but asad is committed to Ayaan. If she allows zoya to continue like this her unknown fear will come true & it will finally lead to breaking of zoya's heart. She prayed ya Allah please save my zoya.

Next day dilshad constructions

Since yesterday asad was able to get in gaffour's workshop he got an idea about historical architecture & gaffour's research papers were indeed help full for him. He had made the plan for the sheik's art gallery project. He had called Ayaan in his room for the discussion of the project. Since this is the biggest project so far they have handled asad have became extremely cautious about the plan & only he & Ayaan were involved in the project. When Ayaan came he had shown his plan & they discussed about the project. Since asad had almost done with the plan Ayaan asked him to return back to KV. But asad denied saying that he need to make few modifications & research. Moreover he can't he can't leave zoya & come just like that. He was determined once he obtain this project he will confess Infront of zoya about his feelings for her & the entire truth. Within these days he understood that zoya is a wonderfull person & has extreme patience. But still he was worried for her reactions after learning the truth. Since Ayaan knows about the dedication & perfection of asad in work he didn't doubt his intensions of staying back in FM. Asad had prohibited Ayaan in FM not only because of the MU of zoya but also he didn't want anyone else to know about his stay in FM. So there discussions was in office & it took longer than usual. His mobile beeped & it was zoya's message. A smile formed in asad's face.

" are you in a meeting? Will you be late? Will you be there for dinner?"

Asad replied " ya I am in a meeting & I will be late. But I will be there for dinner."

Zoya's replay: " ok fine. We will have dinner together. I will be waiting"

Ayaan noticed asad's smile & his constant messaging.

Ayaan: Kya Baath hai bhaijaan! Koan hai?

Asad: it's nothing let's continue.

After the discussion Ayaan suggested of having dinner together but asad denied & left.

FM

Zoya was waiting for asad. While they were having dinner asad noticed that she was quite. Usually they both speak about there day. But today zoya is so silent. When he asked she said that she is just tired. He felt something more is there. But he didn't force her. After dinner she cleaned the table & kitchen. Asad was in his room. He was expecting zoya to come & say that she is leaving for the call center. But even after the usual time she didn't come. She will never leave without informing him. He started searching zoya but he couldn't find her in the entire house. He started getting panicking. He went to terrace in search of zoya. He saw her standing there & looking at the stars.

Asad: zoya why are you standing here? You are not going to the call center today?

Zoya: no asad I took off today.

It's not usual for zoya to take an off. Something is really bothering her. He kept his hands on her shoulder.

Asad: zoya something is really bothering you zoya. Please say it. If you share your problems with someone you will feel better.

Zoya: asad tomorrow is my mothers 18 th death anniversary.

Asad understood her reason for gloominess.

Zoya: asad you know I was only 3 yrs old when ammi passed away. Abbu & ammi loved each other so much. It was because of ammi abbu had became sucessful in his profession. After 5 yrs of prayers and treatment ammi conceived me. Ammi & abbu gave me all the happiness in the world. Even though I don't remember by seeing old videos I could realise there love & affection for me. Ammi wished to become a docter. But she was not so good at studies. After my birth she wished that I could fulfill her dreams. It was a normal day. Abbu had gone for work. I was sitting & playing in the hall. Ammi was doing her house hold works. She was going to iron her cloths. When she plugged the iron box I guess there was some short circuit & ammi got electric shock & died Infront of my eyes. I was crying so badly for help. But how much a 3 yr old kid can do? When abbu came back from work I was unconscious because of fear & crying. When abbu called docter he informed that ammi could have been saved if someone took medical help immediately. If I was big enough I could have saved my ammi. I guess this affected my abbu the most after sometime he moved to New York leaving me in a boarding. After that I never saw him. He rarely used to call. Even if he calls he was very strict. He never spoke with love & affection. When I grew up through the videos I came to know about ammi's wish & I was determined to became a docter. When I got a merit seat in all India entrance that too in Bhopal for BDS I was so happy. I called abbu & informed about this. But he was extremely angry. He shouted at me. You know what he said to me because of my ignorance he lost his wife. Even then he provided me best education. I didn't show gratitude towards him by achieving a BDS seat. I tried to explain him that it was ammi's wish to see me as a docter but he blasted over me that don't interfere dead people for my deeds. I was totally shattered. He declared that he will not support me for my studies. But I can't give up. I have to fulfil my ammi's wish. So I started living by doing part time jobs. 18 yrs back I not only lost my ammi but also my abbu. I have no one in my life.

She had broken down by now. Asad's eyes was also filled with tears. He understood she was in so much of pain. He felt like it's his duty to erase her pain. He cupped her face & slowly tilted his head & kissed on her lips. At first she was too shocked but then she too responded. She needed emotional support. After sometime reality struck her & she broke the kiss. She was too shocked. Without saying anything she ran to her room. Even asad was in a state of shock. He had lost his controll. He thought next day morning he will confess Infront of zoya.

Zoya was cursing herself. Even after knowing about asyaan relationship how can she kiss him? Why did he kiss her at the first? May be he wanted to just support her emotionally? She was so confused. She felt so right by kissing him. But at same time truth of asyaan relationship haunted her. Asyaan have not revealed about there relationship Infront of anyone except her. It's true that asad is committed to Ayaan. But she realised that even after knowing the truth she has feelings for asad. But she can't steel someone else love. She knows the pain of loosing someone close to heart. By registering this in mind that she was determined to stay away from him.

Next morning

Asad woke up with a determined mind that he will reveal the truth Infront of zoya. He was scared of her reactions but he can't hide truth from her. When he came to the dining area the table had set with breakfast. He found a note on the table. It was from zoya that since the junior batch is having models the interns are requested to go early to meet the arrangements for the exam. He was disappointed but he had breakfast since he didn't want to hurt her.

Zoya had not lied to asad. Since the juniors are having model exams the interns in charge had came early to do needful arrangements for the exams. It was a hectic day for zoya. Exams incharge, routine op & afternoon minor ot she was too busy. Still she remember about that kiss. While going to exam hall, after checking patients in op flashes of that kiss came in to her mind. When she returned to home inthe evening she quickly prepared dinner & set the table. She left before asad reached FM. When he came back he found only a note left by zoya saying that since it's her ammi's barsi she wanted to visit Mazar & spent few time there alone. He wanted to meet her badly. But again he thought its a painfully day for her & she needs her own space. Moreover he was sure that last night incident have affected her so badly. He will talk to her next day.

But luck was not in favor of asad. Next day also she left early by saying the same reason & in the evening he found the note saying that he is going to help nuzzat & her friends for the upcoming board exams. This continued for next 3 days. Asad was so frustrated. He had not seen zoya for past 5 days. He had lost his patience. It seems like she never lived in that house. But he find timely food for him. He had finely gave up. He left from his office early because he knows zoya will be in house after college preparing dinner. Before she leaves he had to catch her. Tomorrow is Sunday. He feared she will come up with lame excuses. He can't bare anymore.

Zoya was shocked to see asad in FM at that hour. She had been avoiding him for the past 5 days. It was not easy for her also. But she had to do it for his sake. Asad went towards her. She tried to leave from there but he caught her hand & shouted: why are you doing this? Why are you avoiding me? Did I do something wrong? Then you should have said it on the face. If you have some problem with me then say it now itself I will leave from here for ever. I have heard not to trust girls as they play with emotions. I feel like it's so true.

He left her hand & went. She was totally shattered. Where asad was cursing himself for loosing his temper & shouting at her. He thought he will apologise to her. When he was about to go out of the room he saw Ayaan coming inside. Since asad had left so early without informing anyone he didn't sign few important papers which was really emergency as Ayaan need to attend a conference tomorrow in Delhi & he is leaving to night. He needs asad's signature in it before leaving. Inspite of asad's warning he had to come to FM. Zoya had seen Ayaan going inside asad's room. She thought of giving tea & snacks for him along with him she can give to asad also. Ayaan saw zoya coming with tea & snacks. Asad was immersed in reading the papers he didn't notice zoya coming. Ayaan thought of having some fun. He all of a sudden kept his hands on asad's shoulders & leaned on him & said: jaan you look so stressed. Come with me to Delhi. We can have some fun.

Asad was initially shocked by ayaan's behaviour. But when he saw zoya he understood ayaan's motive & he immediately tried to move away. Zoya came & kept tea & snacks on the table

Ayaan murmured: bad timing zoya! Ant in heaven!

By seeing & hearing all this zoya had tears in her eyes which was noticed by asad. He felt hurt by seeing her tears. She left from there without uttering a word. He stared at Ayaan angrily.

Ayaan: just for fun bhaijaan

Asad: there is a limit for everything. Just get lost.

Before Ayaan could say anything he dragged Ayaan out of his room & closed. Ayaan was shocked by asad's behaviour. He thought he have to talk to his bhaijaan once he comes back from Delhi day after tomorrow.

After some time when asad came to hall he found a note left by zoya saying that she had to report early to the call center as she had to adjust with someone who left early with some emergency. She had requested to have dinner. He cursed himself for getting angry & bringing Ayaan on wrong time. He didn't feel like eating but he didn't want to hurt her more. So he ate. He didn't sleep properly. He was listening whether any noise is coming from kitchen.

Finally when he heard noises from kitchen he ran towards kitchen. Zoya saw him.

Asad: zoya please I know I hurt you I am sorry please don't avoid me.

Zoya was so shocked to see asad like this. She cursed herself for putting him in this situation.

Zoya: I am also sorry asad. Please let's forget everything. Let's be like previously.

Asad came and hugged her. Even though hesistently she too hugged him.

Zoya: let's finish the household works quickly. We will got to Mazar. Last week you wanted to have from outside know? We will have food from outside. My treat.

Asad smiled. They both quickly finished the house hold works. They both got ready fast. Zoya wore a yellow patiala & top with a pink dupatta covering her head. She was looking so pretty. When they went to Mazar zoya prayed to give her strength to face truth & accept it. Asad prayed to bring zoya in his life forever. After praying from Mazar zoya asked to take her to near by bazaar. She took him to a small open shop where they sold pani puri, chaat etc. asad was not feeling comfortable but zoya convinced him. She ordered panipuri & fed him. He too fed her. They ordered chaat, kachori etc and fed each. They both were feeling happy after a long.

Since asad & Ayaan are out of station najma & Humeira was pressurizing dilshad & Imran to take them out for having panipuri. Asad wont allow them to have street food. Finally dilshad agreed. They were coming to the chaat shop. All the four were astonished to see asad going out with a girl from the shop to his car. Asad was supposed to be working in the outskirts of the city but what is he doing in the city that too with a young girl? They decided to follow him. They were shocked to see them going inside a mansion. All the four looked each other as if they were trying to find out an answer.

As asya came inside FM asad recived a call from Ayaan. He asked asad to come in video conference urgently. Asad excused zoya & went inside his room. Zoya heard the calling bell. She came & opened the door only to find an elderly women along with three youngsters. She wished them and asked them to come inside.

Zoya: I am sorry I didn't regonize you people?

Dilshad: we are meeting for the first time beta. The man whom you came with is he your husband?

That was the main conclusion she arrived after seeing asya in FM. Zoya became red by hearing dilshad's question.

Zoya: ji nahi phupi

Dilshad: phupi?

Zoya: I am sorry it came out like that.

Dilshad: no problem beta you can call me phupi. So if that man is not your husband then

Zoya: phupi he is my paying guest. But more like a close friend

Dilshad: why is he staying here?

Zoya: since his house is far awa y from his work place any problem phupi?

Dilshad: can I have some water beta?

Zoya: ya sure.

She went inside to get water. All the four were in dilemma. Zoya got water & gave it to them. Asad came out & he was shocked to find out his ammi & siblings in FM.

Asad: ammi aap yahan?

Dilshad: I am the one who should ask this. You have a house near by & you lied to us that you have to finish a project in the outskirts of the city so you are staying there itself. Is this the outskirts of city? You even lied to her also. I want answers asad what's going on?

Zoya was shocked by hearing this. Asad caught zoya's hands & said: ammi I am sorry that I lied to everyone. I love zoya & I want to marry her. I fall in love with her when I saw her in the road for the first time. I wanted to know more about her. So I lied to everyone including zoya. I was about to tell you people about zoya.

Dilshad was so revealed by asad's confession. Najran & Humeira was also happy. They all really liked zoya as she is really pretty & polite. She will be a perfect match for asad. Zoya was so shocked by hearing asad's words. She had tears in her eyes. Dilshad insisted asad to marry ASAP. But asad said that zoya's abbu is in New York. Within 2 months he will come to Bhopal & at that time they can conduct nikkah. Dilshad asked him to come back to KV as she felt like allowing them to stay before nikkah all alone in a house is not correct. She also said to bring zoya in KV so that they won't miss each other. He said within 2 days they will do the needful. Finally they went back to KV. Asad went to his room without facing zoya.

After some time zoya came to his room.

Zoya: asad I can understand why you said like that to your ammi. I know you can't reveal about Ayaan Infront of your brothers & sisters. You are worried about there future. And you can't see ammi in pain. But let me make clear it to you i known about you & Ayaan but if you feel like you have to save your prestige & of the family then I am ready to be a compromised wife in your life.

Asad got shocked by hearing this.

Asad: I don't want to you to be a compromised wife.

Zoya had tears in her eyes. She left from there.

Asad murmured to himself I want you to be my wife not as a compromised wife in my life. I have to confess to you soon.