Ms Farooqui I am not selfish Dammit !!!

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Ms Farooqui main jaanta hoon ki main ek ghudgarz and khudparast baap ka beta hoon.Ek kamzoor baap ka beta jiske liye rishton ko koi ehmiyat nahin hain , lekin mere liye Rishton se badkar koi aur cheez nahin hai.Meri Ammi meri zindagi ka sabse bada rishta nahin hain , balki meri ammi meri muqammal zindagi hain.Aaj us begairat aadmi ne behisi aur sangdili ki har had paar kar di hai. 17 saal pehle us aadmi ne baap ka saya sar par se utha liya ,mujhse mera bachpan cheen liya maine seh liye kyonki meri ammi mere saath thin. Ms Farooqui agar Rashid Ahmed Khan jaise dost hoon to kisi ko dushmano ki zaroorat nahin hoti hai. Meri ammi ne us pathardil aadmi se belaus mohabbat ki hai, bina sharton ke mohabbat ki hai,lekin us aadmi ne 17 saal main ek dafa bhi nahin socha ki uske jaane ke baad hamari kya kaifiyat hogi ?Meri Ammi ne bahut mehnat mashaqqat se hum dono bhai behno ki parwarish ki hai. Is aadmi ki wajah se unhone behisaab ratein karwate badalte hua siskiyaan lete hua guzari hain aur woh bereham aadmi apne aalishaan mehal main chain ki neend sota raha. Ms Farooqui Aadmi ki khaslat kabhi nahin badalti hai , Woh shaqs meri ammi ko 17 saal pehle tod chukka hai , woh dobaara seh nahin payengi, toot kar bikhar jaayengi. Apne baap ke bina maine tamam zindagi guzaari hai , Ammi ke bina ek din guzaarne ke tassawwur se bhi meri rooh kaanp uthti hai. Soobah fajar ke baad ammi ko salaam karne ki 17 saal poorani aadat ko kaisi badal hoon Ms Farooqui ? Meri zindagi main sirf ek mustaqil raha hai meri Maa , aaj us aadmi ne woh bhi badal diya. Ab shayad woh aadmi is Faqeer ke paas kabhi nahin aayege kyonki ab mere paas dene ko kuch nahin bacha hai...

Aap gairon ki baat karte ho
Aap gairon ki baat karte ho
Humne apnoko azmaya hai
Log katonse bachke chalte hain
Log katonse bachke chalte hain
Humne phoolon se zakham khaye hain.



aaj fir dil hai kuchh udaas udaas
jaane kyun ek mayusi si chhayi hai
aaj fir palkon pe pani hai
bheer mein hoon fir kyun ye tanhai hai
Ms Farooqui , I know that I am the son a selfish and self-serving man . The son of a spineless father for whom relationships are worthless, but for me relationship are of foremost importance. My mother is not the biggest relation of my life , but my whole life . Today that brazen man has crossed all limits of shamelessness and heartlessness. 17 years ago, he made me fatherless ,robbed me of my childhood, I was able to survive it because my mom was with me. Ms Farooqui if we have friends like Rashid Ahmed Khan we don't need enemies. My mother has unconditionally loved that stony hearted man but he never thought how we survived these 17 years after he left us ?My mom has toiled very hard to raise us. Because of this man, she has spent sleepless nights turning in bed and crying her heart out, while this merciless man was fast asleep in his mansion. Ms. Farooqui old habits die hard, he emotionally and physically abandoned my mother 17 years ago, she will not be able to go through it again , she will be completely broken and will not have the courage to pick up the pieces again. I have lived almost my entire life without a father , but the very thought of being without my mother scares the hell out of me. How can I let go of my habit of greeting her every morning after dawn prayers ? The only perpetual truth of my life is my mother, and today that man changed that also. Now , he will never come back to this beggar because , I have lost everything to him... I have nothing to give him now...

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NandiniRaizadaa thumbnail
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Amber it's long I plead for time 😆
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Oh Amber it's so so beautiful...
I am at a loss for words
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Posted: 11 years ago
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WOW, Soup wrote a letter in Zoya's POV and you have just replied it beautifully with Asad's thoughts and feelings.
Beautiful dear and word 100% 👏
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Posted: 11 years ago
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OMG!!!amber its so freaking beautifully written dat i ws almost abt 2 cry while reading😳...amazing job babe👏...i cn clearly imagine asad saying those words maybe not literally 2 zoya bt in his mind...really poignant
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Posted: 11 years ago
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I wish you were one of the writers! Asad's response to Zoya cannot be better than this! I got goosebumps... Brilliantly written! 👏
Zoya won't be wrong if she tries to make him see Dilshad's point of view. But if she concludes that he's being selfish, she would be blind or something.
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Loved it! 👏
That ought to shut her up!
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Wow that was awesome... 👏
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Posted: 11 years ago
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👏 This was brilliant Amber...I can totally see Asad saying this...I think this is exactly how he feels...I hope Zoya sees that and supports him like she should
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Beautifully written Amber👏
I cud feel Asad's pain!Its very difficult for him to accept wats happening!Rashid left them 17years ago...Asad lost his father that day and his hatred for that man started!Dilshad also lost her husband but cudnt hate him till now!Now that man came and apoligised her and wants to correct his mistake by taking her back!Asad already lost his father then and now if his mother leaves him,he will lose her too...Asad's main reason for hating Rashid is he never bothered abt them and never supported them when Dilshad is being insulted in the society!Asad always protected her til now since his father left them!Now if she leaves him and goes with that man,he fears that same thing happens with her wich happened 17ago..He fears that Rashid will hurt her again!Yes he is selfish for thinking abt his mother's happiness...Asad is a tough man outside but he is a very emotional man when it comes to his family!He always has the fear of losing his loved ones since his father left him...he has overcome that fear over years but that fear has come again when his mother said she will go and live with that man leaving him!

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