Here i am with an TS...
so i came up with a shorty story, portraying how epis of Qubool Hai, may turn out after this Zoyaan Nikah Drama,, (Index)
Zoya's Prov
Darkness becomes less scarier if you have a hand to hold on!
Few days back, Mr. Khan asked me if I trust him? I immediately mouthed my feelings by saying: "More than myself"
My answer overwhelmed him and he took me in a rib crashing hug, I don't know how many times I have tried to make him understand, that I do trust him. from the day I got into Bhopal, despite of his anger n ruthless behavior I haven't ever doubted his helping and comforting side.
I have never doubted him, I always found him by my side. Darkness never scared me, as it used to do before, because I always knew in some corner of my insane mind, that I have a hand to hold on. Two steps are following me who wouldn't ever let me fall.
If I said him, that I believe him, I trust him, then I did mean that. But! I lost my helping hand. I lost my Mr.Khan. A day which was supposed to be transiting me into Mrs. Asad Ahmed Khan,, became one of the worst nightmares, I ever had.
Together we had sweet fancy dreams, for a happy bright tomorrow. Mr. Khan would take me in a breathtaking hug after coming back from his office, on dinner table he would admire all my silly Shairies and after that long love making nights. The days would go on and on and on.. the time would have no measure in each others arms, days would pass like a blind horse...
And here I am sitting in a dark attic of siddiqi mansion, where each day is like a doom's day, moving with the speed of a dead snail. My arms ache for his embrace, my nights are vacant without his good night coffees and kisses. I have lost all my strength, and only measure of my strength is that I have done with one more day without love of my life.
"Each night, when I put my head on my pillow, I try to tell myself that I am strong because I have gone through one more day without him".
Asad's Prov
Life has its own mysteries and games. It keeps on betraying one person over and over again.
I was somewhere lost in the drainage of time, I am feeling myself after a long time. She entered into my life like a sweet melody and soon she turned out to be a tornado, who jostled my life to the core. And then something happened which utterly changed my life.
One day I asked her, did she really trust me? She said yes, more than herself. I took her into a deep hug, trusting her each and every word, each and every emotion, which ran through her face. Did she really trust me?? Or she just wanted to sway around my feelings?
Its been a week, when I last time saw Mrs. Asad Ahmed Khan in her. I wanted her to be mine for eternity. I lost myself in the battle of love, in the battle of ASAD AHMED KHAN who trusted nobody and Asad Ahmed Khan who started loving someone to an extent, that nobody could ever had.
But where did I went wrong?? Where did I got off the track? These questions never leave my mind. I loved her so much, but look what I got?? Betrayal, disloyalty, treachery? This is what I deserved!
I made her aware before that if next time she would go somewhere, without telling me, then I wouldn't talk to her again. Yet she made her way out on the perfect wedding day, like perfect runaway bride which she was.
She came back, she did came back! But for what? For me? No, not for me, she just came back to clarify her position, asking me to forget everything! Forget everything? How I could? She said Qubool haai to someone else, and that someone else was no other than my own brother? Ayaan!
What kind of promise she was talking about? Nikah! A sacred promise, made not to be broken. What about the hearts she broke off? What about the splinters of souls?
My life has again betrayed me. Life keeps on playing its cruel cards, yet imposing merciless verdicts on helpless players.
But now I would be THE ASAD AHMED KHAN again, no more tears would drain off my eyes. I would be me again!
Guys!
i want to know if i should continue this 3-shot story??
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