Originally posted by: LoranMaddiLee
OMGGG u r?!?!?!? please please please link it to me!! hahaha i would love to read it! 😳😆😉
Hi!! nice meeting you wonderfull chickkass!! 😛im new to forumm, and a silent reader but I JUST had to comment!!! hope you dont mind??
i toally know what your going through ( i thought i was the only one) 😆
i dont really remember any embarassing parts butt.. this is my storyy me and this guy kinda had a thing---ishhh, idkk i think im better at being a guy's best friend, but this guy reallly really liked me, i mean he would text me till like 1 or something nad he was supper sweet, but i was the type who kinda pushed guys away who did that (this one guy who asked me out i didnt talk to him the WHOLE school year until i was partnered up with him for my spanish test for speaking.. AWKK.)
but yeahh i kindaa.. i think😒 i did messed with his "heart" and he claimed that he was "heartbroken" once i kinda said no, idk how to explain but hopefully u guys can understand. but anyways i guess i just didnt know how to deal with the fact that i actually liked him so i pushed him away. and the idiot i AM! I tryed making him jealous with this one guy who ive known foreverrr like 10+ yearss and he fell for it... i was so sad and realized i ws being stupid😕.so he ended up "liking" my best friend (maybe to make me jealous i'll never know) and we had a cruise and i wanted to tell him i liked him alot and all.. but then i found out he wasnt going to be there the last 3 days of school he was going to India and yeahh... 😭i litterallly went home and cryed for hours with my friend on the phone, nad i even has a sweet 16 to attend and just sat at the table trying to hold back my tears😭... and then it gets worse...
one of my best friend (she just moved this year) ended up liking him and they get together all the time (family friends and really close walking distance neighbors) and all and theyare even going on a cruise and mexico together...😕 i mean i happy for her tho i even offered to help (but thats another storyyy.. hehe😳)
i guess i didnt know when i had the chance, i was honestly so so happy when i was friends with him lol we would always flirt (tho i was sooo innocent 😆i didnt realize my feelings nor what i was really doing i thought (or atleast i think) that what good friends do until someone was like "yeahh blank and blank r bascially a thing, they are ALways flirting" LMAO and i just *double-no-triple faceplam"ed myself. like i said, i am soo soo innocent (still am😳) i would havd his phone in my pocket,..he would get jealous of the littiest things like i was watching the Suit Life of Zack and Cody and i was likr Cody is so cute and blah goes on saying (texting..) "whos that [cody] you should love me" siggghh😳
but now i see him in the hallways and i know i get it when i use to not talk to him. its just so differnt and difficult after so long to forget, but you got 6 years that pretty bad!! i have 4 years and counting...
but yeh,, SOO SOO sorrry for rambling, i cant belive how good this has made me feel ive been keeping it inside because like ur friends my friends r always like move onn and blah blah but some times u just gotta let it go and breath it out.
also thank you again, thank you so much for reliving this story that has been in my heart for so long.
sorrry for boring u guysss😕😳
Anupamaa
CID
