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Ayaan : Aisa kyun hota hai Bhai?
Asad : Ammi kehti hai Allah apne bando ka imtehaan leta, mujhe kabhi pata nahi tha ki itna mushkil hota hai!
How can i write when i my self is crying. That man makes me cry 😭 😭
Sangeeta di had said, it would take Asad to shed buckets of tears before he wins Zoya back and yea it does happens so.
Asad never knew the intensity of Zoya's love for him, until the iPad password came. The helplessness and the feeling of futile hit him when he realize that Zoya and her world was woven right around Asad and Asad only, not from recent, but from a very long time. And Asad had always failed to notice it.
Didnt we want an Asad to cry buckets and drown in tears and be heartbroken and Zoya to behave like Elizabeth Bennet of Pride and Prejudice cause he hurt her all the time. Didnt we claim and come to the conclusion that he doesn't deserve her and he should be given a great hell of a time for hurting Zoya and misunderstanding her always? See here we got, and Ouch it really hurts. 😆
He is so vulnerable so broken so pained that poor Naajma too broke down.
Here comes an Asad where he realizes the worth of Zoya in his life. the value of Zoya in his life.
When he wrongly accused Zoya overlooking her fear of fire he cried for hurting her with such hurtful comments. Today he realized how much this crazy girl loved him, and he always failed to even give it a notice cause he was busy taking out her flaws.
He cant stay without her, cant think a second without her, he knows he cannot mend the past he knows he is not worthy of her but then he cannot live with out her too. He realizes her love for him, without a word from her, her iPad her Password says it all. She had told him her password, just a small attempt to make him realize how much he means to him but then the wound was already done. . .
Yash and Neel had said dont lose her before its late, now he realized that she is gone. His dreams Zoya is back, he is desperate for her to be back cause for him the seconds seems as hours and the mins as months and the hour seems as years without her. He now knows he is NOTHING but the world's poorest man without his Zoya. Zoya is his everything, and he has lost it.
When the police calls him up and tells him about the accident his world ended, he doesnt take is Ammi or family with him cause he knows he cant afford to see them broken after he is. He knows he cant console them. He just has a prayer that it isnt his Zoya, and you can see his jaan mein jaan ayii and hope to be relived when he identifies the body not to hers.
But then much a needed for Asad. Cause he has to forgo his ego, his trust issues his concerns all his mental presumptions which binds a blockage around his heart cause he has to accept his Zoya also in the future again. Much a needed for Asad cause this will prepare and make Asad realize how important Zoya is for his existence, cause he has to stand beside Zoya when Gaffur uncle makes an entry, not leave her.
No matter how much your heart breaks but then this is to make AsYa stronger and Asad to realize Zoya's love for him which he failed to see all the time, to make Asad realize how much Zoya means to him, how much a poor and a lost man he is without his Zoya. Cause didnt we blame him in the past that he didnt know how much Zoya valued for him.
Anyway, Zoya was, is and will remain Nothing without Asad. He is her protector, he is the person whom she loves and hates the most and she will for all the lives to come. They are just soul mates. Not even death can separate them.
What catches my attention is Ayaan, did he realize he loves Humera?
Maybe he did, for a moment, cause Asad too did in Mangalpur how Zoya was important for him. And Ayaan will realize Humera is his soul-mate, maybe late just like his brother. But i guess very very very late.
Gul is best at this, mental trauma pain and torment. And she has the best of all actors. KSG. he emotes just so real. Bouy i am crying, why! 😆
Allah apne bando ka imtehaan leta hai, mujhe kabhi pata nahi tha ki itna mushkil hota hai!
Test of Love Asad Miyaa.
Jiss mohobbat mein dewaangi naa ho woh mohobbat hi nahii. 😆
You have to prove your love not only to Zoya but also to Almighty, cause you have had no value of her when you had it. Now you HAVE to win Zoya back, You and Zoya HAVE to pass this most difficult test cause the future has a lot in store for our Asad and Zoya.
Cause Asad had only said, rasta bahut lamba hai 😳 😆
Best part of the episode:
Sadie : Awwlee Zoee :')
*30 secs later*
Sadie : Awweellee Najma 😳
Me : Awwllleee Asad :')
Sadie : Jaa maarr! 🥱
Me : Mera Samdhi backkoo!
Sadie : Tera kuch nahi ho sakta 🥱
Me : The word is KaBhi KaBhi kuch bahi hosakta. 🤣
😆 Ankie
p.s. : I cant write emotions down well, pardon me, especially sad and pained emotions cause i being an emotional fool, cry like meri duniya barbaad hogayi types 😆 explaining and detailing becomes too hard 😆 🤣
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