Around a few months before I was a very happy person. I was living a very happy life indeed. Just when everything was going so smoothly a person entered in my life. I was such a sort of person who never believed in love. But that person was so much confident that love is a special feeling & used to tell me about it. As time passed by we became best of friends & used to talk a lot about life, love & other social things. She had a few other friends also with whom she used to talk. Suddenly some changes came in me….. A feeling of jealousy started to creep inside me whenever she used to talk with other friends of her. The jealousy then started to change to ager inside me & I started to fight with her.
Now she felt the change in me. One day she asked me that whether I am in love with her. At first instance I denied tat there is any such thing. But she then started to ask me question why am I jealous. It was a lovely feeling which I had never felt before.
I liked to stay with her, talk with her & share myself. Without seeing a person how can one fell in love, this I understood for the first time in my life. It is not about the person's body, her gestures, her physical beauty but it's the heart of the person to whom I fell for. Although, I was in love with her but it was just mere sided as she had no such feelings for me. But as I was her best friend she couldn't leave me in half way of my destiny.
She is still my best of friend & I still love her deep from my heart. I know that there is no future of us but I don't know how to change my life back & to solve the mistakes I had done in my past so that the circumstances I am facing today wouldn't had came as hindrance in my path.
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