Zoya's Dr Fickle and Mr. Hide!

This is Zoya's diary entry for the day.

Zoya was zapped after the bathroom incident and her expressions made me ROFL. What was going on in her mind when Asad came barging with no explanation whatsoever, threw her to the corner, and then crushed her in a tight hug! Starting from her thoughts on what transpired between them at the Airport...Read on...

Dear diary,

He came for me!😳

Finally, he came.

I had given up hope.

I had resigned myself to a life without him, with every nook and corner of my mind filled with him…it had hurt so much, that final Good Bye- when I could see only anger and hurt in his eyes…"Meri bhi parvah nahi aapko", he had asked. And it broke my heart. How could I explain to him that every fibre in my body cares for him; wants to put a smile on his face, hug the hurting child in him.

He came. 😳

It was like a fairy tale.

He simply kneeled down in front of a thousand people as if the world did not exist for him, held my hand like it was his most prized possession, and gently slipped on the most beautiful ring in the world!

And his eyes! They had the calm gentleness of an ocean that was ready to embrace me in its depth, as well as the warmth of a slow fire glowing , caressing my whole being. It seemed to tell me, "Complete me, Zoya.". And I was ready to drown/ burn/ melt with him😳….just to be with him. What kind of madness was that! I was suddenly overcome by a sense of peace. I had come to this country in search of something, and as I was ready to step out, it came to me. I did not even have to go searching for it. For once, I felt like I truly belonged. TO HIM.

But this must be madness. The moment we returned home Mr. Khan was a changed person. He pulled a mask over his eyes and suddenly I could not read those lovely depths. Instead, he went back to being the cute Akdu I know all too well.🥱

You know me. I am Zoya Farooqui. I will not rest until I get to the bottom of things. I confronted him, to no avail. He refused to show me another glimpse of the soft- hearted, tempest-ridden hero I found on the Airport floor.

I attempted something very silly then. I tried to take off the ring, to prove to him that if he didn't care, neither did I. And it wouldn't come off!...

Was that supposed to be a sign? I don't know. All I know is, it feels good to still have his ring on my finger. Does that make me crazy? 😲Wait. He is crazier!

He barged into the bathroom, grabbed hold of me and twirled me to the corner…Allah Miyan! What was that supposed to mean? I am not allowed to bare my finger off his stamp of claim?...And then …. he hugged me. It was not rough or demanding , and I don't think he was making a statement. It was gentle, as well as tight- kind of like a gentle bear hug. Like he knew the exact amount of pressure I could take…like he did not want to crush me, yet could not let me go… I confess, I am still a little moony.

And then he led me out gently, left me in the bedroom and walked out without a word of explanation.😲 Yes, in spite of that, I am still a little moony. Shameless, I agree.😳

I know him.

I have hinted to phoophi many times that he needs help. (Not really)

I know he is complicated.

But today I wondered if he had a split personality. Of course, nothing evil like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde!

More like, Dr. Fickle and Mr. Hide. 😆(Purely sarcastic here, I know he is not fickle. Hide, he does- the stubborn man!)

And the funny thing is, it does not alarm me.

I feel like I can embrace each and every personality he throws up!

Does that make me madder than him?

Hmm..hmmm..hmm… All I know is that I am glowing with an energy that has never been there before- it fills my soul and makes my body restless…☺️

Hushhh..I need to at least try and get some sleep. Is there any point in wasting my sleep over madness?

Raaz ki baat bataaon….what would I have done if Mr. Khan had not put the buttons on his shirt on before barging in to my bath room? What if had held me against his bare chest? Allah Miyan! Main kitnii besharam hoon!☺️

Good Night! Sweet Dreams!!!

Originally posted by: Niharika17

aaaww...its so cute

Originally posted by: viya.mallik4eva

Ohhh...this is too good.
PS: zoya nahi hum sab besharam hi 😆

Originally posted by: s120

Awww, this is damn cute. Loved it 😃

Especially the last bit, "Raaz ki baat bataaon'.what would I have done if Mr. Khan had not put the buttons on his shirt on before barging in to my bath room? What if had held me against his bare chest? Allah Miyan! Main kitnii besharam hoon!" ☺️

And Zoe's expressions when Asad hugged her were epic 😆 She was too shocked to react. But then what is she supposed to think? That man really messes up with her head and heart. One moment he tells her the ring doesn't mean anything to him, it holds no significance. And the next moment, barges into her bathroom and gives her the tightest hug possible 😆

Originally posted by: sam.

Awww fantastic post :-) Especially loved the last part ,He He!

Originally posted by: sumaiya14

wow really nice