AsYa FF-Please Forgive Me-Note PG 82 UPDT 8/18/14 - Page 15

Hey guys this is chapter 6 its pretty long but enjoy reading it. and please read the note at the bottom. 😊

Chapter 6

Precap: Asad wakes up determined to get Zoya to forgive him he goes to wait for her at breakfast but she never comes done. He goes up to her in her mother's room only to find her ignoring him and not even acknowledging his presence. Zoya types a message on the phone for Asad read and Asad is torn apart that he has hurt Zoya so badly that she has decided to leave once she is better. Asad leaves and goes to his room and has a complete breakdown he starts punching and breaking things soon his ammi, sister, and Tanveer show up to try and calm him down but he locks himself in the bathroom. Zoya comes down to see what all the commotion is about and sees what Asad has done she promises her Phupi that she would calm Asad down and as she approaches the door to get him to open it Asad tells her to leave.

Zoya was starting to get worried since Asad was not opening the door. She had promised her Phupi that she would calm Asad down. Zoya thought of a way to get him to open the door so she tried again.

Zoya: "Asad…please for my sake will you open the door…"

Zoya got no reply back she put her ear up against the door only to hear silent sobs. She felt a pang hit her heart as she realized that Asad was hurting and she wasn't able to help him at all. She tried again and asked Asad to open the door but still there was no reply and just complete silence. Zoya turned around and looked at her Phupi and Tamatar who were sitting on the bed crying and trying to console each other and she saw Tanveer pacing back and forth. Then Zoya came up with an idea all of a sudden.

Zoya: "Phupi does Mr. Khan have a window in his bathroom?"

Dilshad: "Yes beta he does. But why do you ask?"

Zoya: "No reason Phupi. Look don't worry about Mr. Khan I will go and talk to him please stop crying and just give me some time I'll get through to him."

Dilshad: (Hesitantly) "Okay beta good luck and please watch out for his anger he is really upset okay beta."

Zoya: "Ji Phupi"

Zoya quickly ran out of his room and outside into the balcony. She went around the corner up to asad's bathroom and pulled the window open. She grabbed a chair and stood up on the chair and peered into the bathroom. When she looked inside she saw Asad sitting with his arms wrapped around his knees as she scanned the bathroom she saw broken glass pieces on the counter and the ground she saw blood all over the broken glass and mirror and all over the ground. She felt like a knife ripped through her heart. She quickly wiped away the tears and climbed in through the window. She plopped down on the floor and walked over towards Asad and sat down. She looked at Asad but Asad did not even acknowledge her presence.

Zoya: "Asad…what's wrong? Why are you so upset?

Zoya asked Asad but Asad was not even saying anything back or even looking at her. He just stayed quiet. Zoya didn't know what to do. She got up and grabbed a first aid kit out of the bathroom cabinet. She sat in front of Asad and grabbed his hand to clean it up and bandage it. As Zoya was dabbing the antiseptic on his cuts Asad flinched and Zoya quickly started to blow on it. She felt asad's hold relax in her hands and she continued quietly. Seeing Asad in this state brought tears to her eyes which she couldn't hold back. She bandaged on hand up and went to do the same for the other hand as she was cleaning the blood up she felt something wet and cold fall on her hand. When she looked up at Asad's face she saw he was silently crying. Zoya moved her hands up to his face and cupped his face towards her she wiped away his tears and shook her head side to side.

Zoya: "Asad please talk to me. Tell me what's wrong. Why are you so upset and what made you hurt yourself so much…Asad please say something…Allah Miyah what is wrong Asad tell me."

Zoya was shocked she tried so hard but still got nothing from Asad she felt broken now knowing Asad did not even want to share his thoughts and feelings with her. She was so lost in her thoughts that she did not realize that Asad had spoken. But she realized that his voice sounded so broken as there was no hope or strength left in him.

Asad: "Z...Zoya…how do you…do it…?"

Zoya was confused as to what he meant by that.

Zoya: "What do you mean Asad? How do I do what?"

Asad: "You're always so strong. Even though you went through so much you still always have a smile on your face. You have endured so much pain and hurt ever since you were 3 years old. I mean you even came all the way to India just to find your father who left you 17 years ago. Yet you're still happy. How do you do it?"

Zoya was a little taken back by Asad's words she felt sad that Asad was suffering but then her expression changed to a very big smile. Asad saw this and was confused but didn't say anything.

Zoya: "You know what Asad I used to be sad and hurt to when I was a kid. I used to cry all the time thinking about what had happened to me as a child. I mean it's not easy to lose both your parents at the age of 3 to have your ammi die in front of your eyes and then have your abbu leave you in an orphanage. It was hard for me but you know what Asad I learned something that living in the past doesn't help us to progress in the future. Our past is our past and it should stay there we shouldn't let our past affect our present or our future. If we do then we are just living in our own problems and just dwelling in the past. I let things go I moved ahead and in life and look at me now I'm a strong, independent, successful and happy person. I am happy with my life. Everything happened for a reason and look just the fact with me coming back to India to look for my abbu I met you, Phupi, and tamatar. You guys are like family now to me my own small family. And I wouldn't have it any other way Asad. If I didn't come to India I would have never met you or found and ammi in Phupi or even a sister and best friend in Tamatar."

Asad slowly absorbed everything in that Zoya was saying. He turned to look at her and saw her give him her beautiful dimpled smile. He felt warm and happy inside. Just seeing her smile did something to him. He moved to her slowly and gathered her up in his arms and crushed her to his body. She hugged her as if his life depended on it as if she let him go then his life would fall apart and he would be shattered. He felt Zoya stiffen up as he was hugging her and felt hurt since she didn't respond to him as he was about to let go he felt her body relax against his and felt her hands around him hugging him back with equal force.

Zoya was shocked she hadn't expected Mr. Khan to hug her out of now where. But she understood what he was going to she felt him letting go and that's when she responded to his hug back and cooperated with equal force also.

Asad felt a type of happiness take over just by having Zoya near him and in his arms. She nuzzled her face into the crook of his neck and Asad buried his face into her hair. He inhaled her scent in and she smelt live heaven. Zoya felt Asad's breath tickle her against the nape of her neck. It had sent shivers down her spine and it felt as if her body was on fire. They stayed embraced in each other's arms for a while and slowly Asad pulled back and looked into her eyes and knew that this was the right time to ask for her forgiveness.

Asad: "Zoya…please forgive me…. I know what I did to you was not justifiable but you know how I am. I always say things I don't mean. I know I have judged you since day one and that's wrong of me but I need you to understand that it's hard for me to change my thoughts and views. After my abbu left my ammi I had to take care of my family and in the process I put up these walls around me and I realize now that I have become an insensitive emotionally challenged person. I don't know how to change and I'm scared because now I realize that I am just like my abbu I always hurt my loved ones and that's why I'm so scared cause if I care I know ill hurt people just like my abbu hurt my ammi. Please Zoya forgive me I never meant to hurt you I know I have caused you a lot of pain but I never meant it please Zoya forgive me I'm very sorry for hurting you and not being there for you when you needed me.

Zoya was absorbing everything that Asad was saying. She knew that Asad was sorry and that he meant it truly from his heart. But she knew Asad was wrong because he believed that he would hurt his loved ones like his abbu did to his ammi. Zoya looked up to Asad and saw that his eyes were bloodshot red she had tears in her eyes and was hurt that he thought so lowly of himself.

Zoya: "Asad look at me and listen to me very carefully. You are nothing like your abbu you do understand that don't you. You are only your ammi's son that's it. Yes you do hurt your loved ones but not like your abbu did. Even though you hurt them you regret your actions and are upset. It hurts you and you would do anything to have them forgive you. Asad no matter how you are on the outside you have a pure soul on the inside and I can see that through your eyes. I know that you are truly sorry and ashamed for your actions but look at you right now you are doing whatever you can to get me to forgive you. Do you not realize that this shows that you're nothing like him. You guys are worlds apart he could have never done what you have done for Phupi, and Najma. You took care of this family, held it together, and made sure your ammi and sister had all the luxuries of this world. I mean Allah Miyah you are one of Bhopal's mot successful business owner. Look at what you have done all on your own without the help of your abby but with the strength and help of your ammi and sister. I know Phupi is very proud of you I see it in her eyes all the time. Yes you are strict with rules but you do it out of love and care to make sure that Phupi and Tamatar never get hurt. Your nothing like Mr. Rashid Ahmed Khan instead you're your ammi's son Asad Dilshad Khan. Do you understand?"

Asad shook his head slowly to comply with Zoya he knew she was right now. He understood that he was nothing like his father and just his ammi's son.

Zoya: "Oh and Asad I forgive you. You don't have to worry about me I'm a strong, brave girl. I can handle anything that life throws my way."

Asad: "Thank you Zoya. Thank you for being there for me in my time of need, an thank you for forgiving me. I'll make sure that I never hurt you ever again."

Zoya: "Theek hai Mr. Khan, well anyways enough of this crying and sadness we have to go show Phupi that you're alright since Phupi and Najma were really worried about you."

Asad: "Okay let's go"

Asad and Zoya got up hand in hand and walked to the door. Before they went outside Asad turned around and hugged Zoya once more and whispered thank you into her ear. Zoya was so happy that she hugged him back with such force that Asad stumbled backwards and hit the wall. Zoya pulled back and blushed for what she did and fidgeted with her hands. Asad unlocked the door and pulled Zoya outside with her holding her hand. He came outside and saw his ammi and sister sitting on his bed waiting for them. When they saw him they ran to him and hugged him they didn't ask Asad anything because they saw the smile on his face and Dilshad was reassured that Zoya had worked wonders on her son. As they pulled back Dilshad went to go hug Zoya and whispered a thank you also to her Zoya pulled back and smiled her dimpled smile.

Zoya: "Well enough of this tears and sadness and time for some happiness well issi bhat pe ek shayari arz kia hai…

Jab hasti hon toh dil karta hai

Toothbrush ban jaoon

Kabhi idhar jaoon

Toh kabhi udhar jaoon

(Sorry guys not the best Shayari of Zoya)

Zoya: "Shukriya, shukriya"

Zoya laughed so did Najma and Dilshad Asad even acknowledged her silly shayari and he even flashed his dimpled smile. Zoya saw his smile and she felt her tummy do a flip inside. She didn't know what she was feeling so she just pushed the thought away. As everyone was her celebrating happily, someone else was not happy and watching them all intently fuming with anger and planning her next move.

Hey guys well that was chapter 6. hope you enjoyed reading it. sorry i just kinda went with the flow for the chapter. I hope you like it. Please excuse grammar and spelling. I know it was a long chapter but i hope you enjoyed it i don't know how the chapter was so please do give me feedback on the chapter and let me know if you want me to continue or not. Feedback was fantastic for chapter 5 guys thanks soo much for all the lovely comments i really appreciate it a lot and thats why i have posted chapter 6 today just for you guys!! ❤️ thanks for reading and please comment i like feedback so it helps me write better.

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Originally posted by: Manpreet23

It was awesomeee! Can you like post part 7, 8, 9 and 10 today? :P

man this was an one awesome part

do continue soon