AsYa FF-Please Forgive Me-Note PG 82 UPDT 8/18/14 - Page 12

This ff is amazing...plz pm me too...

it was lovely, seriously good.

I hope Asad realised that it was Tanveer who tried to kill Zoya. I feel bad for Asad but Zoya reacting this way is justified and it will make sure that Asad never does this to her again !!

IT was awesome I read all the parts till now today only

food one...i feel asad has to work for zoy's forgiveness this time...

The chapter as great, i think you should make it a little harder for Asad to get Zoya's forgiveness and then he ends up confessing his love for her, i think you should do a song and guitar scene with Asad, Zoya and the family (minus Tanveer)

awsum update...!!!

Hey dear I hope u get well soon

It was a superb part

I loved it

Plzz update soon

Chapter 5

Precap: Asad is in his room thinking about what happened throughout the day. He hears Zoya mumbling and goes to comfort her. After that he goes to make coffee but while going to the kitchen he hears someone shuffling through Zoya's room. He over hears a conversation and realizes it was the person that tried to harm Zoya in the time being Zoya starts having a nightmare. Everyone rushes to her room to comfort her. Zoya turns down Asad's help and Asad is heartbroken. He then vows to do anything to get Zoya to forgive him.

Asad had woken up that morning very excited and determined to make sure that he would get Zoya to forgive him for the way he had treated her yesterday. He quickly freshened up and went to go take a hot shower to unwind his nerves. He come out of the bathroom in all his six pack glory and stood in front of his closet thinking of what to wear when he decided that he would stay and work from home today. He quickly got dressed and made his way out to the dining table he saw that his ammi and tamatar were busy in getting busy so he just sat down quietly waiting for Zoya to come and join them for breakfast. Soon he heard a door close and as he quickly looked up hoping to see her beautiful dimpled smile his smile slowly fell as he realized it was only Tanu smiling and making her way to the kitchen.

Tanveer: "Good Morning Khala. Do you need any help with preparing anything?"

Dilshad: "No beta its' okay I have it all taken care of you please go sit down and eat breakfast okay."

Tanveer: "Ji Khala."

Tanveer goes and sits down at the table and noticed that Asad was looking at her. She quickly gave him a big smile.

Tanveer: "Good Morning Jammy!"

Asad: "Good morning Tanu"

Tanveer: "How are you doing this morning Jammy? You seem a little distracted is everything okay? And how come you are not ready for work? Are you not going to the office today? I thought you had an important meeting with some foreign clients?

Tanveer just was shooting off questions for Asad one by one and not letting him answer. He was getting irritated with Tanveer since his day already was getting off to a bad start and now his best friend was chewing his brains out with ridiculous questions. He quickly replied back to her in a stern voice which led her to shut her mouth for the rest of breakfast.

Asad: "I am fine Tanveer you please don't worry about me and worry about yourself. As for my work, don't worry about it I have Prasad covering all the meetings and I'll be taking care of the rest of work from here. Now can you please be quiet and let me read my paper."

Asad pulled the newspaper and rolled his eyes and shook his head. He didn't know why put something about Tanveer had irked he out today. He was frustrated and annoyed with her and he did not understand why. He decided to get back to the task at hand and find out why Zoya was still not here.

Asad: "Ammi..?"

Dilshad: "Yes Asad?"

Asad: "Where is Ms. Farooqui? Is she not coming down for breakfast this morning? How is she feeling is she doing okay?"

Dilshad: "Yes beta she is fine I already gave her breakfast she ate really early in the morning because she was hungry and didn't eat since yesterday morning and plus I had to give her the medicines. She is just resting in my room right now. I want you to also get her room fixed up so she can shift back in there she said she would feel more comfortable in there. Okay beta"

Asad: "Ji ammi I'll have it fixed very soon."

Asad felt sad because now he didn't have any excuse to see Zoya and to try and talk to her he quickly finished his coffee and went up to his ammi's room to see how she was doing. He knocked on the door and then he heard a weak reply from Zoya to come in. Asad entered the room and saw Zoya leaning against the headboard of the bed looking pale like a ghost. She didn't even have a smile on her face when he looked into her eyes all he saw was emptiness. While he tried to get her to look into his eyes Zoya turned her head to stare at the wall and didn't even acknowledge his presence in the room.

Asad: "Hi...Ms. Farooqui... Umm how… are you feeling…?" He got no reply from her though she was just silent the whole time.

Zoya turned her attention to her phone and started typing away on her phone quickly. Asad stared at her and saw her eyes get watery and almost saw a tear escape but she quickly composed herself and threw her phone towards him to look at it. Asad went and sat down on the bed picked up the phone and saw that there was a message on the phone for him to read.

**(Reading Message on Phone)

Mr. Khan please do not trouble yourself for caring for a person like me. Like you said many times that I am a "musibat magnet" so please do not get caught up in all this. You have already done enough for me and I promise that as soon as I get better I will get out of your life for good and leave and go back to New York. Then you don't have to worry about me and what all new types of trouble I will bring for you, you can go back to living your life the way you used to before I came and started to live here as a guest. So please do not worry about me and kindly leave from the room as I have nothing more to say to you and we have nothing more to talk about.

While reading the letter Asad felt like someone had stabbed him in the heart with a knife. Did he really hurt Zoya this badly that she couldn't even talk to him directly and had to type a message on the phone for him to read? Did he really push her that far that she decided to leave India because of him? Am I the reason why she doesn't have a smile on her face any more and looks dejected? All these questions were going around in his mind as he slowly kept registered the fact that HIS Zoya didn't even have anything else to say to him, not even an Allah Miyah please Mr. Khan leave me alone. He got nothing from her except her silence and that's when he realized that getting Zoya's forgiveness was not going to be an easy task it would be hard because this time he had not only caused her emotional pain but also physical pain. He slowly handed back her phone and stood up looked at her one last time and walked out of the room. He walked into his room and all he could think of was Zoya's words his hands curled up into a fist and anger was taking over he was slowly starting to lose his cool. Thinking of what he had done to her he left disgusted with himself. He always knew that he was his Ammi's son but now he realized that what he did yesterday revealed the fact that he was not just his ammi's son but also Mr. Rashid Ahmed Khan's son who could cause such pain and hurt to his loved and dear ones. Asad lost it he started laughing like a maniac and crying he punched the wall again and again until he felt the pain. He didn't realize when his door shot open and his ammi, tamatar and Tanveer came running in to see what all the commotion was about he turned around and saw his ammi coming towards him and he ran away from there and looked himself in the bathroom. He came in and saw his reflection in the mirror and anger took over him instantly and he punched the mirror screaming "No I am not his son" over and over again. He grabbed whatever came into view and broke it and then slowly sank down to the floor hugging his knees crying and mumbling "Zoya I am sorry."

His ammi and sister were banging at the door trying him to get him to open the door but he wouldn't relent.

Dilshad: "Asad beta please open the door! Please Khuda ki liye please open the door!"

Dilshad got no reply from his son she only heard him crying. She was getting worried and turned to her daughter and asked her to do something. Dilshad was hysterical she didn't understand what to do all she knew was that her son was hurting and she needed to be there for him.

Zoya had heard all the commotion downstairs and decided to go downstairs and see what was happening. She slowly made her way downstairs and saw that the cause of the disturbance was coming from Mr. Khan's room. She sighed and slowly made her way to his room as she entered she froze as she saw what state the room was in. She saw that wall had blood splattered on it and that it looked as if someone had punched the wall to death. There was broken glass on the floor and in total the room was a mess. Zoya turned her attention to the three ladies that were crowded by the door yelling and banging on the door asking them to open it.

Zoya: "Phupi…what is going on here…? Is everything okay…?"

Dilshad turned around and saw Zoya and ran to her crying and hugged her sobbing and telling her what happened.

Dilshad: "Zoya beta….it's Asad…I don't know what happened but look now he won't open the door and he is bleeding really badly… he has hurt himself look at what he has done here and then we heard him breaking things in the bathroom also. Please tell me Asad will be okay."

Zoya: "Phupi you don't worry I will talk to him and get him to open the door. Now Phupi please stop crying… why to fear when Zoya is here."

Dilshad calmed down a little bit as Zoya had reassured her that Asad would be fine. She knew she could trust Zoya since she knew that she was pure and very true at heart. Dilshad knew that if anyone could get through to Asad right now that it was only Zoya and so she silently complied with her. Zoya slowly walked up to the bathroom door with Dilshad following her quickly by her side. Zoya reached the door and stood quietly for a second and heard his sobs. She felt hurt and sad to see Mr. Khan like this she asked Tamatar and Tanveer to be quiet for a second so she could try and talk to Mr. Khan. She knocked on the door once and got nothing she tried a couple more times but still got nothing so she started to panic.

Zoya: "Mr. Khan please open the door… Hello Mr. Khan open the door… Mr. Khan…Asad…please open the door…please Asad."

Asad heard her saying his name but nothing was registering but then he heard her say his name. It brought him back to reality and he slowly stood up and walked to the door. He opened his mouth to say something but didn't know if it was the right thing to do or not. He quickly whispered something which got Zoya even more worried.

Asad: "Please leave me alone. I am fine please don't waste your time caring for a person like me."

Zoya gasped as she had realized he was now using the same lines on her as she did on him. She had to find a way to get Mr. Khan to open the door for her Phupi's sake and also ensure that he did not cause anymore physical damage to himself.

Hey guys I am so sorry for the late update I know i promised for it sooner but I was really sick and ended up in the hospital and now I have to catch up with all my college work. I have exams this week so I may still be slow with the updates. Sorry about that but I will try to get Chapter 6 in soon. I am still a little sick but I knew I couldnt keep you guys waiting since a lot of you were waiting for the chapter 5 update. Well here is chapter 5 guys. I hope you enjoy reading it I kinda went with the flow with this chapter and it turned out totally different from what i was planning on writing but i have more ideas up my sleeve. So let me know how it was I was really tired and sleepy while writing this so apologies for spelling and grammar and also if the chapter is not good. Give me feedback as to how you liked the chapter if it was good or just stupid or what and if you want me to continue or not. Your feedback encourages me so please do comment!!! I appreicate it and if i get good feedback I will be happy and I pronmise to updat chapter 6 by tomorrow. SO please comment! Enjoy reading!!!

Ruksar 😊

awww really sad chapter but awesome continue soon can't wait to see how zoya gets through to Asad