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After I confessed my love he was a changed.He was quite polite. Usually I would found him staring at me.I was glad with help Mrs.Merriten of at least his behavior was changing.She was a great help. Asad was familiar to her because he was quite obedient to her.I knew that it was not long that may be me and asad will together.Finally after the struggle years and with the great of Mrs.Merriten and Dr.Alex we are able to remove the mad tag on him.But Mrs.Merriten had clearly told me asad is not fine yet but I was in love and too fool to see the some facts.She had warned me to never miss his medicine.
Asad don't have a house to live so I asked him to live with me he got agreed.As said by Mrs merriten I looked after asad and aryan. while in those few months i am living a full life but again fate wanted to play with me so it played. Asad was developing some habits to make himself busy.Like gardening and painting too.He some time behave like mad.He was normal yet abnormal.He would take care of himself yet sometimes forgot what he had wore.sometimes he would behave as if he is some one else.If he disliked some one he would behave like a child with him.He would through tantrums.He would talk insensibly. It was irritating.
*Note..The symptoms above I mentioned in asad. I had an experience.Actually my very close relative had went through this.I don't know if you guys getting me or not but they behave normally yet abnormally.Like when she use to listen to a word she would talk about it only even if we are talking some thing.And it un treatable. Because it is something to do with their habits also.*
One day while me and aryan was sleeping together I felt my neck being caught very badly,I was feeling difficult in breathing.I open my eyes and shivered when I saw asad was one who was trying to kill.I struggle but nothing helped.I felt like dieng. I stop strugle seeing my ened was near.Than I don't know what happen to him out of blue he left.He looked at me as if open from a bad dream.I held aryan hand tightly.Due to my grip aryan got up and look at us.I hugged him tightly.I heard asad saying"I am so sorry Zoya..I am so sorry".But I was so afraid of him that as soon as he left the room I locked the door.And kept hugging aryan.I didn't open even next day.Aryan kept on asking what happened to me,that he is hungry,he need to go to school.But i was so occupied to heard anything.In the after noon I felt my hand being caught up in a strong grip and saw Mrs.Merriten. She looked at me concerned.I hugged her and cried my heart out.I also saw asad standing at the door seeing me.
Mrs.Mrriten hugged me and said:"I had already you about this.This was what I afraid of"
I broke the and looked at her confused.She was about to speak when I heard him saying leave us Dr.Merriten .And she left my heart was pounding against my chest I was afraid of him somewhat.I let him sat beside me.He held my hand.He made me look into him.I just sat and stare into him.
Zoya listen listen me clearly.I know you love me and I seriously not know whether I love you or not I simply not.You had seen my behavior. I can be the shameful and disgrace for you and aryan but that's how I am.I know what I did last night was terrible but swear on Dr.Merriten it was not intentially. That's the horrible part of my life.Zoya let me go I don't want to be a danger for you"
I held back his hand and ask what happened to him last night.
He looked away and continue to stare at nothing.I saw aryan standing.He came inside and sat beside asad.I saw asad raising his hand and caressing aryan hairs and that was the moment I know I had chosen the way to lead my life.It was unpredictable but I guess life is unpredictable.
I never got my answer why he do that.And i never tried to.I am waiting for the moment he will come and talk to me about that but he never came ,till now.I am married to a guy whom I simply not known. Nevertheless after that we got married.It was hard but some how we both get along.We got our daughter.Initially I was afraid if he will hurt us.But when he stood by me when Akram came back and try to snatch aryan.He stood by me and fought with me and I knew no matter what he will be always with us.I had unbelievably trust in him and he stand by my trust.
Now 5 years had passed.My life is not at its best but at least it is not at its bad.We are not leading a peaceful life yet we are happy in our own way.I am trying to balance my life from long to balance my life but nothing can be perfect in our life. His treatment going on .Atleast I have shoulder to lean on,He might be mentally ill,irritating at times.But he is the one who provide me what mentally perfect people can't provide me.
Alas!Life is really unpredictable
I am so sorry to disappoint you guys..I seriously didn't have time..my exams going on I thought I got three holidays I willl wrote this in this while.But due to sudden arrival of my grand mother I am not able to write further.She is very good but strict about my studies more than my parents..
I am sorry for wasting for your time..
Edited by XxDeansChickxX - 12 years ago
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