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My feet stumbbled in the wet mud...the heavy rain drops were drenching my senses..."i love you!!..." i screamed to the sky, to the green friends around me...the sky roared in response with white vibrating rays...my heart was thudding louder and louder...as the water kissed my skin, i felt shy and hid my face within me...the soothing fragrance of rain and mud overwhelmed my very soul...I danced with the motion of rain drops..i felt the loving and passionet touch of my beloved within the rain drops...my almost deserted soul were waking up with his memories...the memories of our last moments together...the moments from when my heart started to beat his name "abhay, abhay, abhay"..."will you marry me?.." a smile touched my lips as his voice rang through my heart...i closed my eyes and his glowing face reflected within my soul..."yes"...i murmured again and his smiling face again touched my memories..the exact same smile of that day when I said yes to him...my eyes shot opened as his last memories made me to crave more for him...I welcomed the heavy raindrops with open arms to sooth my soul...i saw his reflection in the clouds as if he was watching me..."i will wait for you..forever" i whispered and embraced the rainfall dearly..i felt i was embracing his strong stature...the cold wind increased its speed and the surrounding became darker...i felt his touch on my back skin...i was shocked...i opened my eyes and my brown mirrors got locked with the familar magnetic blue oceans...i witnessed the same cravings, passion and love within those eyes ...my senses hit the reality as i realized he was really there...the sudden storm of emotions captured my heart...joy, pain, love, passion, fear, anger i felt every emotions within me and i hugged him like a longing soul..."are you really here"..i heard myself saying while caressing his features with disbelief..his eyes were silently witnessing my reaction...suddenly i felt my lips were caged within his...his touch of love passion and compassion made me feel how real he was...i could not hold my self and locked him within my embrace...he caressed my lips with such a hunger and cravings that my dead heart started to breath again with passion...i held him more closure as the fear of loosing him again ran through my thoughts...he drank me with his kiss as if his thirsty soul were longing...his caring but hungry touch in my inner mouth made me dizzy and i wrapped my arms around him like a feable doll...i felt out of breath and he unwillingly withdrawed from the kiss with a growl...my fast breathing and loud heartbeats felt so alive after ages..."are you real!!" i whispered again...his magnetic smile enthralled my heart...he whispered in my ears "only for you" and kissed my earlobe...my widened eyes voiced my confusion to him...he cupped my face and said " my love your yearning and promise to wait for me made me be here, only for now.."...i clutched his shoulder tightly with fear..."what..what do you mean...by... by only for now?" i stammered with my weak voice.."piya i have to go after a while...i am not real for reality"..he sadly uttered..my new born hopes and dreams again shattered with this...the ran had stopped all of a sudden as if it was also shocked..."no...never...not again...I wont let you go"...i screamed but my voice choked...my eyes refused to shed tears as if my tears were dried...the thought of letting him go made me hold him closure again...i kissed him again with fear and anger...he meakly responded..."you cant go..not again" i mumbbled between the kiss...he kissed my forehead and whispered "i have to"..i slapped him hard..."why did you came back then..to made me shattered?...why abhay?...i was happy in this wait...why did you came back...karne diya hota intezaar mujhe?...my torned heart cried in pain..."piya please understand...we cant fight death...i came here to free you from this promise...please move on..i am nothing but a soul piya...but you are alive..."..abhay pleaded..."no...never...never...i cant survive without this wait...this promise is my life...why abhay..kyun nahi aasakte tum wapas?"...i collapsed on the floor...the burden was too much..."I am sorry piya!!..i am responsible for this...agar maine tumse wo promise nahi liya hota to tumhe itni takleef nahi hoti.you are free from my promise.please piya for me dont destroy your life...i can not be free till you let me go...please let me be free.i will allways love you"...abhay tried to make her understand..."no...i wont let you go..please abhay dont do this to me..tum mujhe firse akelaa nahi chorsakte..if you cant stay then take me with you..."..i stubbornly muttered..."piya...!!..are you insane!!..it cant happen...you are alive piya...life is a rare gift...i know how it feels to loose it... i cant be selfish...you have to move on for me.."..."its not worth living if you are not with me...i waited for you and this wait was the reason of my life...but tum wo bhi lechuke ho abhay...kya tum jee paate mere bina.. mujhe bhulke aage bar paate?"..i shooked him for answer...but he was silent..i knew he cant deny me anymore...i hugged him again..."please abhay..dont leave me this time"...i snuggled more closure to him..."I am sorry"..he whispered and stepped backwards...i saw him slowly fading away..."abhay...no!"..i ran towards him and held his hand to stop him...he was vanishing slowly...only his upper body was visible..."i will kill myself if you leave me again"...i said desperately trying to stop him...his eyes filled with tears...i knew he cant stop now...what was the point in leaving then!!...i ran towards the empty road where a car was coming forward...it was so close and i ran infront of it...and a sudden jerk made me numb...my senses blurred with the sudden pain as i hit the road...i got lost in darkness...[ TWO DAYS LATER- ]...[" piya...!..love...look...i m here..."...his husky voice was so soothing...i thought i was in heaven with him...i slowly opened my eyes..."are you real!" i asked slowly...he smiled again and kissed my forehead and whispered " real in reality"..i was astonished...my eyes searched for the truth...i saw my surroundings was a lot like my own room..i touched him to realise i was not dreaming...he seems so much alive...i pinched him a little...my heart was not ready to believe he was here..i was alive..."oouch!!...it hurts..i am a human piya!!.."he flinched a little and i instantly hugged him..."abhay...you are real naa!!...tell me i m not dreaming!!.."..i sobbed like a baby..."its reality love!! you me and us very real...your promise...your stubborn heart..your love your wait made me fight the destiny..your love has the power to fight everything..you wont believe piya, I felt alive again after your sudden suicide attempt...the pain of loosing you was stopping me..i just could not see you dying...are you mad huh!!..you went to kill yourself...i wonder how stubborn you can be to win against almighty?"..abhay smiled and hugged her..."I dont know anything!!...i just know that I can't live without you..promise me you wont leave me again!..i murmured in his ears..."promise..I will be with you in life and with death and forever, besides now you have a huge task to do.."...abhay said with mischevious voice..."what task abhay? i wondered what he meant..."being my wife...and being mother of our 12 babys..." abhay teased me.."what!!...12 babies !!...in your dreams...i want 30 babies understand!!...I replied with a grinn and took his lips in mine to never leave again..."I love you.."...we whispered to each other to cherrish our reunion again...]
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