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Raatry

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Posted: 12 years ago

#901

13 oct has gone...now update plzzz😒

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Rose

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Posted: 12 years ago

#902

Sayu Youuu... You jhooti,.. me crying... Where r u?

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Posted: 12 years ago

#903

hey plzzz yaar...update na...plzzz plzzz plzzz...plzzz update !!!! I want update !! right now 😭 but where did u disappear yaar !???? plzzz plzzz plzzz update !!!

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Posted: 12 years ago

#904

hey friends 🤗 ! Get ready to bit me with jhadhu and shoes coz m back 😆 Yes ! You read it right 😆 finally m back . I know I updated last on september 19 & its October 26 , so I really deserve to get beaten m ready ...feel free to hit me if u know how to beat thorugh internet 😆 I am really sorry guys for delaying the update so much , but kya karu . First I got stuck in xamz 😭 , then got busy in my di's wedding 😆 & when I was finally done with all issues , my net pack expired 😡 recharged just today 😛 . So m sooo much late 😭 sorry once again m ready for punishment , feel free to punish me 😉

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670134

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Posted: 12 years ago

#905

Sorry friends due to lack of time this time couldn't reply to all of you afterall m back after so many days , now if I delay the update more to reply the comments u all will surely kill me & as I don have any life insurance I really don want that 😆 I couldn rply , but obviously I read all of your comments . Thanx a ton for those beautiful encouraging comments 🤗 thanx to all of you for liking my previous update 😛 I noticed some new readers in the last update & m really damn delighted to see them finding this story interesting . A special thanx to them for starting to read it 😊 for pm u all plz send me buddy rqst 😊 I wl start pming u the updates then 😊 thanx again all of you . m posting the next update within 5 mins .

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Posted: 12 years ago

#906

UPDATE 19

Abhay's POV
Its almost midnight now , whole Dehradun has fallen asleep , I guess I am the only one to remain awake in this sleepy world . I am trying hard , but just can't manage to sleep ! Everytime when I am closing my eyes a beautiful face awaking me up . Whenever I am trying to manage a little sleep her deep brown puppy dog eyes are scholding me , as if they want to say "How can you sleep without my permission ?" !! Strange ! Really strange ! Why should I need her permission to decide what should I do ? But the strangest thing is nowadays everytime my mind thinks about her a little before doing anything , as if for everything it seeks her permission . Even before smilling too it thinks about her only . & surprisingly her thoughts works like a high dosed medicine for me ! Even when I try hard not to smile her thoughts bring smile on my lips . Like...yaa...just now I checked the mirror and found myself smilling . But everytime this smile doesn't bring cherishing moments for me , like just a little before I started to smile thinking about her in dinner table & Dad scholded me not to smile while eating ! Misha teased me why I am smiling without any reason ? Did I go crazy ? & most irritatingly Mom commented I must be thinking about Alina ! God ! I just can't understand why everytime Mom & Misha try to find her behind my every little sign of happyness ! And equally irritatingly this Alina ! God knows why she always tries to stick with me everywhere , as if someone glued her with me !! Not only this , but always she tries to investigate on what I am doing , why I am doing so etc etc . Today evening when I was talking to Piya , she questioned me so much ! Just a little before of that I told I am going to do an important call , but just like a irritating fool she asked me again if that call was important or not ! Why does she think I am bound to answer her all questions ? Shouldn't I have a minimum amount of privacy ? I was really feeling to answer her rudely , but...just in 3 days I have started to dislike her so much ! God knows how will I spend whole life with her ! God !! Why am I thinking all these ?? Am I regretting on my decision ? Mom Dad wanted me to marry her , even Misha too...are these reasons strong enough to get married to her ? Or should I reconsider my decision ? Afterall its my life & I am pretty sure I can't tolerate such detective type cry baby for whole life . Everytime when I meet Piya I realise this more & more . Everytime I realise Piya is just so much different from Alina . She is so calm & quiet , so mature at this age ! While Alina's stupidity irritates me , Piya's maturity enchants me more & more . I have noticed many time , even if she gets stuck in any unwanted situation she never loses her mind . Even if she becomes excited I never saw her to shout , in that condition too she speaks gently...she knows how to control herself very well . In the library yest night I felt really ashamed when Alina behaved rude to her . Still now I couldn't make out why she did this . Whats wrong she found in Piya that she reacted in that way ? I was really scared God knows how Piya will react . But she really seems to be from a different world , Alina insulted her so badly , but she didn't even utter a single word against her ! Instead she tried to console Mom that Alina is right ! Even today at evening when I phoned her she was really nice to me , as if she just forgot what yest night happened with her . It was really a nice time I had with her over phone . But I couldn't understand suddenly what happened that she cut the call in so hurry ? It seemed like she too was enjoying talking to me , but suddenly... Mystery ! Again a mystery ! I guess Piya loves to be mysterious . I remember I met her first time at airport , then at racing point ...but both day she just got vanished even without talking to me ! Isn't it really a little strange ? Or it was just she is a little introvert ? How much I could understand her it seems like she likes to wrap herself in veil of mysteries . And to be honest her this mysterious charm attracts me towards her more . These are the mysteries she is having around her which are making me falling for her , somewhere deep in mind I have grown a deep desire to solve those mysteries , to know her properly ... 1 second !! Did I just now thought I am "falling for her" ?! I am getting "attracted" towards her ? Are these just some foul imagination of my mind or all these really happening ? Do I really started to like her ? But...

Alina's POV
Today something such happened that I have lost my trust on my dearest person on this earth . Still now I just can't digest the fact that Abhay lied to me ! A clear , simple lie ! But why ? Why he felt he needs to lie to me ? What talk he was having with that Piya that he wanted to hide it from me ? What talk he can have with that little known girl ? We all were enjoying so much watching those photos . Really , seeing your most beloved , most adored person with you in same frame is indeed a moment to cherish . I was totally absorped in those photos & that photo where he was putting ring on my finger was like a view of paradise to me . Only I know from early of childhood I dreamt about that day so many times & today when those moments came near me captured on a piece of paper how could I resist myself from staring at that ? Its indeed so tough to resist , I was literally so so absorped in that . But Abhay ? I can bet he wasn't enjoying the photo watching session at all . He was so restless , was behaving like we locked him in a cage ! But why ? Why didn't he enjoyed those photos ? He was supposed to do so ! Photos of the most beautiful , most magical moment of your life are always hard to resist ! Then why Abhay wasn't interested in them ? Does this mean those moments do not hold any special value to him ? Talking to some Piya Dobriyal was more important than them ? Oh God ! Save me ! How horrible thoughts are coming to my mind ! How can I even think like that ? Who the hell that Piya Dobriyal is ! An unknown stranger who wasn't in Abhay's life even 3 days before ? & me ? Abhay's childhood love , who has been with him for long 20 years & will be with him forever ! Abhay !!! My heart sometimes desires to cry aloud ! Why don't you understand how much I love you ? How much I care for you ? Why do you hurt me everytime ? Yest night when you spent such a long time with Piya in that closed dark library I didn't tell anything to you . Did I ? I knew it wasn't your fault ! But today ? You called her full willingly just to know how she is ? Is it really a matter of concern for you ? & you told in college you were searching her ? Why Abhay ? Why were you searching her ? After spending so many hours in same room what more you had to talk with her that you needed to search her ? & when you couldn't find her you needed to call her ! Isn't it too much disgusting ! The care , the concern you are showering on that unknown girl , isn't in real I deserve them ? I am your fiance Abhay ! But you don't even feel to look up to me ! Yesterday when you left from canteen in such a hurry did you for a single time noticed how dishearten your decision made me ? Today when you left for your room from hall did you ever looked back to find out how Alina felt ? No ! You didn't . In this long 20 years you never did so ! But regarding that Piya ? In just 3 days you started to care about her so much ! Isn't it unfair enough to make me sad ? Why don't you understand Abhay ? Or ...or you understand but never cared about it ? & to utter surprise why no one else notices it ? I tried to talk to Misha about it , but she too didn't understand what I am trying to say . Rather she became happy hearing about that Piya ! Misha , my best friend ! She too now doesn't care about me anymore , she too cares about Piya more than me ! Piya Piya Piya ! Everyone now loves Piya ! No one loves Alina ! Even not my own brother ! He also didn't listen to me properly , he also thought I am over reacting ! How cleverly you secured your place in everyone's heart Piya ! But onething Miss Piya Dobriyal ! If you think slowly you will snatch my everything let me tell you I will not let that happen . Enough damarage you have done to my life , but now no more . No more means just no more !!

A page from Piya's diary
Dear Diary ,
you know everytime when something important happens in my life I share it with you . After all you are the one & only friend I have to whom I can disclose the mysteries my heart kept hiding from whole world . To you my life has been like an open book till now . But one thing you too don't know that this book still has a closed chapter hidden from the whole world , even from you too , buried carefully inside grave of mysteries . Its not that I wanted to hide it from you , its just I never had the enough courage to talk about that . Whenever I think about that I myself not able to makeout what feelings , what values they hold in my heart . I have a mix feeling of happyness & sorrow . I feel happy to remember how beautiful once my life was ! And I feel sad to realise those moments are just mere past , no chance , no scope I have to have them back in my life again. I hid those beautiful memories in my heart so carefully in this long 25 years because somewhere deep in my heart I had a fear grown up within me if the world comes to know about it they will snatch them from me . I have lost my everything long 25 years ago , now its the only memories left I have and I just can't afford to lose them . In this long 25 years I was scared to share those memories with anyone , I hid them deep in my heart like some priceless treasures . But today ! Today everything seems to be different in my eyes , as if...as if the whole world has changed in just one night ! Ummm...may be because I am very much happy ? May be because I got the most joyous news in a totally unexpected way ? May be... Huh ! The list is getting too long ! Just leave it ! Lets talk about those memories today I want to share with you . Lets unfold the pages of that closed chapter . Let me tell you , my best friend , about my past , Piya Dobriyal's past . Lets get lost in those beautiful days when I used to live a beautiful life far away from this dark world , when I used to be a human , when I used to be Maithili ! Life was never a bed of roses for me , but I didn't have any complain to it . From childhood I was mature enough to flow along with the tide of life . My childhood started very beautifully with my Mom & Dad in a small town called Mount Abu , nowadays a famous hill station of Rajasthan . For my Mom & Dad I used to be their Princess . Life was indeed beautiful then . But...not for long . I remember clearly I was just 3 years old when my mother passed away suffering from a long term fever . My father brought a new bride thinking I need someone to call mother . But the most common thing which is still happening throughout the whole world happened with me too . My stepmother never succeeded to be my mother , or may be she didn't even want to . I don't know she hated me from the very first day or not , but surely she couldn't love a stepdaughter . But I never had any complain with it . Somehow at that little age of 3 I managed to make out somehow my world is different from others . From that little age life taught me to adjust myself on every move , in every situation . In my own little world I learnt to live my life in my own way . But oneday reality destroyed my little world very ruthlessly ! At the age of 16 , my father , the last ray of hope of my life too passed away leaving me totally alone in this unknown mercyless world . The lonliness , the emptyness inside my heart made me mad , I had no one to share my pain , I had no one's shoulder to keep my head while crying . Everyday , every moment the rude reality used to tell me how much unwanted I was to everyone ! I desperately wanted to get over of it , I wanted to have my Mom & Dad with me once again . I took the most hard , but the most obvious decision of my life . I decided to end my life . One fine night I just took the chance when my stepmother , stepbrother fell asleep , I came out & stepped towards the most dangerous , deadly spot of the town . When I reached the steep cliff , I paused for a while . Standing at the edge of the cliff I was thinking what I wanted from my life and what I got instead . It has been long 30 years ago , but still I remember each and every moment of that fateful night . Everyone used to say my condition was quiet like Cindarella , actually thats true . But I never dreamt of any Prince Charming in my life . Standing the edge I gave a pale smile to the world , as if I wanted to say " see ! This Cindarella is bidding you bye even before the entry of Prince Charming !" With a strong desire to get rid of my all pain , all sadness I breathed deep and jumped off from there . Feeling the strong gravitation pulling me down I closed my scared eyes , a pale smile got painted on my face . Just a few moments...after that I was supposed to get free from all my worries , all my pains . But... Destiny had something different for me in store . Nothing such happened that I assumed . I landed directly in a pair of strong musculine arms ! For one second I felt like either I have gone crazy or this is what we call heaven . When I managed to open my frightened eyes , those collided with a pair of cold icy grey eyes . Still now I couldn't make out what I saw in those eyes , I just could feel those eyes drove me crazy ! For that moment I felt so much safe , so much secured in those arms that I forgot whole world . I felt like I never wanted to be part of this world , I just always desired to be in those arms , lost in those enchanting grey eyes . I didn't know who was he , what to say him ...to thank him or to be angry with him ... I just kept staring at those piercing eyes . But he didn't stand for long . All of a sudden he put me on ground and left from there without letting me to ask anything , or to say anything . He was with me just for few seconds , but just in those few seconds he secured a place deep inside my heart . Secretly I gave him a name "Saviour" !

precap: Piya's diary to continue

Edited by Saayaniz - 12 years ago

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670134

Hibernated

Posted: 12 years ago

#907

So friends ! Finally I updated 😆 currently m feeling sleepy & going to sleep 😆 Will pm tomorrow 😊 if anyone reads in between don forget to hit like button & comment

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sadia

@Sukirticious

Rocker

Posted: 12 years ago

#908

Very nice dear ,just amazing and superb ,thanks for it

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Alicia thelwell

@alicia212

Inactive

Posted: 12 years ago

#909

wow great story plz update soon
it's an amazing story
thanks for the pm

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..juhi..

@..juhi..

Rocker

+ 3

Posted: 12 years ago

#910

amazing update sayu👏 So abhay is starting to fall for our heroine😉
wat is with dis alina😡 samajhti kya hai apne aap ko😡
nw finaly piya's past is opening...!!
waiting for the next...
nd well i wont punish u...jao chod diya😉