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hey guys 🤗..hope you are having a not so boring sunday like me 😆...since i am suffering from sheer joblessness..i thought why not vent my thoughts out about T from all the recent episodes ? 😉..so here i go ..
So, lets not forget that the most detestable yet the most ironically admired queen bees of any and every manufactured social institution in society have a big time similar and solitary signature trademark: all of them suffer from the severe stage of inferiority complex and this intricate and tangled shade of immense turbulent insecurities jumbled up inside to the heights of coloring their every action fondly termed as "destructive narcissism" ..and each so called troubled and cold spirited queen bee in this world of fiction and reality have this vehemently inside them..as they are insecure about their lack in values and morals in life and have faced something which was traumatic to them..traumatic enough to cut their self esteem in fragments by disgustingly insulting people to cover up their own immensely disturbed insecurities piled up in them from as far as they can remember through the faint linen of time ...the saddest thing about these sort of girls are even though they are admist in a crowd filled with bootlickers , admirers and people...inside their hearts they are always and always alone sitting in the corner of a dark wall shaking out of disturbed thoughts and fear...and they hope someone hugs them as fast as possible but nobody comes and they sit but even that eternal sitting has no solace...they tremble and remain numb ..and they remain shaking in that very corner eternally hoping and waiting for someone to come to that implicit dark wall...according to me, these are exactly their thoughts " kab ho gi seher...deewano daard beyhaadh veeran hain...kyun manzil mere kadmo taahley aake hairaan hain...uljhi saanse...chup hain raahe...koi raasta dikha...khuda ke liye 😠".but since no one comes to to heal their vulnerable inner selves chilling them to the bone mounted up by seriously psychologically disturbed issues in their life...they make everyone else feel their animosity of pain inside , thus ending up in sheer sadistic pleasure..for ex : T mocking Trackys values of being a wife in the norms and rules of society as T somewhere knows she cannot appreciate anything about anybody cause she does not really know how to appreciate and love herself..for the reason she even covers that up with desirably fashionable clothes..another example of severe insecurity would be short forming her name which piya once very accurately pointed out in the beginning of season 2 : "tum inti daari hui ho ke tumhe apna asli naam se bhi dar lagta hain *smirk*"...and her insulting alina and piya and misha...its all the explicit product of all that messed up emotional sadistic and sick turmoil inside...because by influencing their inner wounds on other people... atleast that makes women like T smile ,even if that smile is not out of happiness itself but gruesome sadism..still.. at least a smile comes out..even if its out of disgusted grimace ..its very sad if you think about it...they are not alone and yet they are always alone through every second of their life ...that is exactly how women like Blair and T exist ...blair at least had two people unbelievably reaching to her inner dark wall[Serena and Chuck ] and embracing her without any hesitance ...but T like every other realistically sadistic bitch has not found anyone trespassing that wall yet...and insulting and ridiculing tracker just like she insulted misha and piya and alina are the very humbly bitchy but thoroughly common daily traits sadistic girls and women like T have..that is how they are..*sigh*..and somehow i really understand these girls...so instead of being angry on them...i actually feel genuinely sad for them..but i am not fond of their typically convenient negative defense mechanisms either..but ignore them cause i know why and how they come out in this horrific and intriguingly evil manner and form in the outside world ...for the reason understanding and genuine sympathy evokes in me for girls like T [ even though she is a bit brainless 😆], instead of anger and irritation and disgust 😳
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