Posted:
I had been trying to keep myself from writing this post, but I just miserably failed. Somehow, this whole observation I make out of people pokes me with a needle in the tummy all the time. It's weird to kinda undergo what others undergo, given you understand them. Like, sigh. Uh.
So, I've come up with something still bearable this time.
Misha continues to warm and wrench my heart, and really my heart. She transforms into a drunkard from a bad-ass and then she gets over her drunkenness in kind of one episode and nobody knows how! After that, when she does emerge into the lady, the daughter she is on the inside, she softens me and I let a lone tear escape my eye after which I shrug! Uh, so um - it was contorting to witness the bit Misha had in tonight's episode. She really thinks the family's complete while she's absent. That is momentary but Misha's struggles that are on and high these days are buff, and I already do admire Priya Wal. 👏 Okay, so indigenously - women tend to believe in the darker edges to their character and ignore what's bright and best and distinctive about them. They can be support systems to others, anyhow. Tonight, Misha trusted her dark edge that is the feeling of being unwanted that regulates through her, typically feminine and overwhelming.
Now, I am gonna throw light on the wives and the girlfriends. Pia, I'll start with - she's got this 'shying-away' flair in her which cracked me. Like, she's all bold and beautiful around everybody including Mr. bodyguard, Abhay but during the romantic scene which was more like that filthy song's promotion, she was shy. Feminine, aah aha!
My mother and Madhu and a dozen women who attend kitty parties with my mum are all the same. They never believe they hold an equivalent space in the relation of marriage as their husbands. Also, it is par ordinary for them to breakdown when their men are not around, provided this superior space that they hold remains empty. It's hard for me to admit, it's in an Indian woman's blood, hence even in characters she pens. Madhu's like that!
Panchi is in love again. ❤️ I dunno why but most females believe in their boyfriends more than 'themselves' and their 'lives'. And they assert their lives would come to an end if they do not have those losers with them. Women take the longest time on any planet to heal. However, they tend to fall in love in the shortest span of time in galaxy you find them. And if not love, at least the idea becomes amusing once again after their supposed heartbreak. Sigh. Panchi, I pity. But she again is truly feminine, if she had been real - my days and early-nights would have surely been spent in putting on paper, my jokes I would craft on her. My sarcastic classics! 😎
Now, after going through my lengthy hell of a post - tell me, which trait do you identify with presently? Are you dark within, are you shy in love, do you consider your man supreme OR you think the world will end if your boyfriend goes to the loo and excuses his presence from you, for like three minutes? 🤓
Anyway, hail Misha! Drop in your views all!
-Kankshita
