FF PV.Jindegi ki Talash -- Pt 10 Updated on page 136 - Page 80

Yash was in his car waiting for the traffic light to be green.He was looking so restless .A terrible pain was hovering on his face.Something was bothering him so much that he couldn't feel that his mobile was continuously vibrating coz of Arti's call.He was so lost in his thought that couldn't realize that pearls of tears were flowing from his eyes.It all started with Amana's call when yash was in his office.

Flashback

Yash just had finished his meeting with board members.All agreed with his plan about the new project for which he had come to MU.It was a very important meeting for him but finally he was happy coz at last his plan had been approved by all.Now he can do exactly what he wanted to do.There was a devilish smile on his face.

Yash(ST) : Prashant now you will see what yash will do with you.Till now you have just seen the soft gestures of him but now Yash will show you how worst he can be. I will make sure that you will beg forgiveness and mercy from those persons who had suffered a lot for you but nothing will be in your hands except sufferings and misery.To see your destruction even destiny will be terrified.Wait for the dooms day of your life Prashant.

Then he remembered that he promised Arti to take for shopping.In fact he called her to get ready and wait for him Yash looked at the watch and saw that he was already late.SO he got up quickly to go and join Arti but suddenly his mobile started ringing.It was Aman.

"Hey Aman ...how r you...? And how is my sis ..my Arpita..?"said Yash smilingly

Aman : Where are you Yash? When will you come back?

Yash became so tensed in a moment coz Aman was sounding very low as something happened very bad.

Yash : Aman tell me what happened..? Arpita is ok na...? Nothing has happened to her...tell me Aman Arpita is fine...

"Hold on Yash.Plz for God's sake don't panic like this.It's not good for your health..." Aman tried to console Yash who was just going mad in Arpita's tension.

Yash : Leave my heath at hell and tell me what's the matter...How is Arpita?

Aman just sighed and said " After your coming to India she was already very tensed and all the time was taking stress. I tried my best to make her happy and relax but nothing did work coz when comes the question of her brother she is not even ready to listen to her husband. ...and last night she had that nightmare again. You know na after that dream she alz has mental breakdown.But this time it's gone out of my control.She is behaving like insane Yash."

"What the hell... have you informed dr about this?"... Yash voice was full of tension and anger as he cant bear anything wrong with his sister but he is not able to reduce her pain also.

Aman : Yes .I have consulted with Dr. Sujaan. First she tried to calm her with hypnotic therapy but it didn't work fully.After gaining sense she was behaving more violently.So we had to give her sedative.But you know it's not good for Arpita and our Baby.It was you who alz controlled her in this state and she used to listen to you only.But now I am feeling very helpless Yash.I don't know what to do..." ...Aman's tone was broken in cries as he was not able to do anything for that person whom he loves the most... he couldn't do anything for his wife and this sense of guilt was just killing him inside.

On the other hand Yash felt that someone was piercing something in his heart very slowly and he even cant scream coz of that pain.He knew it very well what was the reason of Arpita's pain..her sufferings but he just cant remove it from her life. ..No matter how much he tried but he just cant erase that painful memory from her mind...and this feel of helplessness was making him more angry.Yash just clutched his fist and hit the glass table before him.

Aman : Don't hit yourself Yash coz your pain is much worse than all the sufferings that we have gone through in our life.You are the biggest support for all of us.If you breaks then we will lose everything Yash.

" Don't worry.I am fine."..said Yash trying to control his anger coz he knew for these people he will have to be strong. "You stay with Arpita.I will call you back in half an hour."

Aman: But where are you going ?

"You will get to know about it very soon." ..Yash said it with firm tone and cut the call.

Yash just jolted hearing harsh noise of the horne and saw that the cars behind was waiting for him to move...He wiped his tears and started the car.

After sometime Yash's car stopped near a small park. It was a park for the poor children who don't have ability to go to those fashionable park of MU where money is needed for entertainment. Yash had bought this land and arranged everything there that could provide pure entertainment to poor children.But every time when he comes here it just pierce his heart with terrible pain. It reminds him alz what he promised to Arpita and how he failed to keep that .

Yash took the toys and chocolates from his car and walked through the park.The watchman of the park was following him as he know where Yash would ultimately go. After sometime they came near gate behind the park.Yash siglned the man to open it .

" You go now.I will be here for sometime.Make sure no one disturbs me".. Said Yash and entered into the gate.

It's a small garden of flowers. Colorful butterflies were flying from one to another flower.Birds were chirping merrily.The whole atmosphere was very soothing and peaceful. Yash came near a small tomb which was surrounded by flowers. He looked at the nameplate with teary eyes and whispered ... "Nihaan"

Yash bent down near the tomb and touched it with shaky hands... " Hi Nihaan. How r you Beta? Wont you talk to me..? I know this time I have made you wait so long but see what have I bought for you.. I know you will like all these Beta..." ...Yash put the toys and chocolates near the tomb and cried silently for sometime. Then he dialed Aman's no again.

Yash : Hello, Aman.

Aman: Ha Yash .I was waiting for your call.

Yash: Is Arpita awaken?

Aman: Humm.She has woke up after I talked to you.But now crying so badly.She is not allowing me in her room.

Yash: Go and give her the phone.I will talk to her.

Aman: Ok.

He went to Arpita's room and knocked at the door "Open the door Arpita".

There was a mess in the whole room.All the things were scattered here and there and among all Arpita was weeping putting her head on her knees.It seemed that she was not hearing Aman at all.

Aman: Arpi...listen to me.Open the door jaan.Wont you listen to your Aman?

"Aman go from here.Plz for God's sake leave me alone for sometime.I beg of you Aman go..."Replied Arpita without raising her head.

Aman felt heartbroken as he could hear the sobbing of Arpita.But he controlled his emotion and said " Arpita Yash is on line.He wants to talk to you.You can say no to me but not Yash hain na..then open the...

But before Aman could finish his talk Arpita was on the door.

Arpia :You are not kidding with me Aman..tell me that you are not lying.

" No jaan. I am not kidding with you.Yash is on line.Talk to him..."Aman handed the phoneto Arpita

Yash who was hearing everything on the phone couldn't wait more and said "Hello..Hello Arpita.. me Yash..Your Yashu..Arpita r u there?

Arpita moved inside the room and sat on the floor holding the phone on her ear.

Yash: Arpita can you hear me..damn it..why don't you speak up...talk to me na..Arpita..

Arpita sobbed hearing Yash.. and said " Why should I talk to you?Did you listen to me? Nahi na..then why should I care for you?"

Yash: Arpita listen sis..

But before he could finish Arpita just snapped out and said "I told you not to go to India but you didn't listen to me.I told you to do the surgery but you didn't listen to me.I know you don't love me.You don't care for me Yash...one day you will also leave me like him ..but I cant bear all these pain anymore ...I don't wanna lose anyone Yashu but see everyone goes leaving me alone.First he went and now you will do the same... then why should I listen to you..GO...you all go leaving me...I don't want anyone beside me..go."

Yash: Will you talk to Nihaan..? I am with your Nihaan...wont you talk to him?

Arpita was jolted hearing Yash.Her whole body was trembling when she heard the name of Nihaan.

"I am taking the phone to him Arpita.Talk to Nihaan.He is waiting for his mother..." Said Yash crying.

Arpita's hand was also shaking.But she held the phone tightly on her ear and said in a whispering tone.. "Nihaan...mera bacha..Mamma here ... how are you sona..I know you are angry with mamma coz she is very bad...she has come here leaving you alone ..but what did I do bachcha..I had no other way na...But mamma miss you a lot beta... she loves you a lot...she loves you even more than her live sonu...everyday..every moment she remembers you.."

Aman ran to Arpita as she was crying badly. He put his hand surrounding her shoulder.Tears were also running from his eyes but they were soundless.

" Nihan...mera sona baby how can you live there alone without your mamma.I know you miss your mamma a lot.But I am very bad na ..that's why cant come to you...your mamma is very bad.Dunya ki saab se buri maa hu main.My bachcha ..my sona is lying on the cold earth and I am here in this house...but trust me beta your mom doesn't want all these.She needs only you Nihaan...she needs her baby. Why did you go leaving your mamma alone..? I was waiting for nine months to see your face but when you came I couldn't see your face beta.Your whole face was covered with bandage.Your mamma wanted to see her Nihaan..her bachcha..but no one let me to see your face sona.No one listened to me...neither your Papa nor your Yash mama."

I wanted to feed you my milk bachcha but bloods were oozing from your bandage and I couldn't take you in my arms beta...they all said that you are no more...they said that my Nihaan is dead but how can it possible beta that you left this earth without looking at your Mamma...without talking to her...why Nihaan..why did you left beta...come back to me son... I am missing you a lot baby ..come back to me ..why don't you listen to me Nihaan..why don't you come back to me..."

Yash was hearing all these in speaker as the phone was kept near the tomb.He was crying silently bending his head down beside the grave of Nihaan.Droplets of his tears were falling on the ground as they were saying sorry to both Nihaan and Arpita.

Arpita clutched Aman's collar and shook him violently... Aman do something...bring my son to me Aman...bring back my Nishaan to me...tum sun rahe ho na...mujhe mera Nihaan chahie Aman..I want my Nihaan back in my life.

Aman hugged Arpita tightly in his arms and tried to console her.. '' Chup karo Arpita.Try to control yourself.Our Nihaan has gone but he will be alz with us..he will alz be there in our memory.No matter whether our sone is with us or not but we wont stop him loving na... ..Aman's voice also broke as he was also crying holdig Arpita in his arms.

Arpita: No Aman.I don't wanna listen anything.Mujhe mere Nihaan ke paas jana hain. Plz take me to him Aman.Do me this favor. I want to go to my Nihaan...sunrahe ho na tum..?

Aman put Arpita's head on his lap and caressed her face and hair.. Shshshhh ... Sleep Arpita.I am here with you..and alz be with you my jaan.Yash will be back very soon also...Then everything will be fine...dekhna tum...now close your eyes and sleep.

Arpita cuddled Aman firmly closing her eyes. Though she was sobbing and mumbling but soon she fell asleep in Aman's arm.Both of them remained there in each others arm.The only difference was Arpita was sleeping forgetting her pain and Aman was being pierced by the sense of guilt and remorse as he could do nothing for Arpita whom he loves and neither for Yash who sacrificed all his happiness to keep them happy but in return Aman could do nothing for him.

On the other hand Yash was still sitting beside the Nihaan's grave.after crying a long time finally he controlled himself.He placed his hand on it and said .. '' I am sorry Nihaan... I promised your mom that I wont let anything happen to you...I promised her that I protect you from all odds...from all evils...but I failed...I failed to keep my promise...I failed to give you protection.Forgive me beta... I am guilty.. plz forgive me. But today I promise to you that those who didn't let you live I will make their life more worse than hell...the way your mom is suffering they will also suffer... in fact more than that...They will cry the rest of their life for forgiveness but will never get that.Until I give them a miserable life I wont breath peacefully and that's my promise to you...I will come to meet you only after ensuring the hell for them."

It's afternoon.Ansh was watching cartoons on TV but he was in sad mood.For the first time he got the chance to see MU city but before he could enjoy Arti bought him back to rest house.Ansh looked his Mamma who was in extreme bad mood.She was arranging the stuffs they bought from the market.Ansh wanted to talk to her but couldn't courage to ask her anything about her anger.

On the other hand Arti was Arti was shouring her frustration on all the lifeless things with no mercy.She put new flower vase on the table with a bang and poor Ansh just jolted with the sound.But Arti was not noticing all these and doing what she didn't wanted to do.In the morning she was so happy.In fact when she went for shopping there was excitement within her.But Yash spoiled everything.He just destroyed all her excitement.

Art(ST) : How can he do that? I didn't tell him to take us for shopping.He himself told that and when he changed his plan at the last moment he didn't even bother to inform me knowing that here I was waiting for him.Just send a sms "I am busy.Adi will pick up you.Go with him."...You at least could have told us Yash that you are not willing to come with us.You wanna avoid our company.I would never force you .What was the need to make drama..?Thank God that Adi was there to inform me the truth.Otherwise I wouldn't have come to known the truth.Why did you do this Yash...? I know you are a very famous businessman now.Your success and proud has made you arrogant but I didn't expect this from you Yash.

Suddenly Arti heard someone's footsteps behind her and at a moment her heart started beating fast as she knew who was there... It was Yash.And Arti was surprised to find that still he has such impact on her.She looked at the direction of the footsteps and saw that Yash was moving towards his room without giving any attention to her as if she was not present there.

Arti(ST) : How rude he is! It was he who told lie and he himself is now showing me attitude.No Yash..I am not gonna tolerate your rudeness anymore.You will have to tell me why did you do this.Why did you lie that you are going for meeting ?You will have to ans.

Arti proceeds towards Yash's room without thinking what can be the consequences.When she entered into the room saw that Yash was working in his laptop.Arti took a deep breath and moved forward to Yash.