Dear Frns,
I absolutely have no idea about the length of the post [sounds ominous isn't it ]...Since I am starting with no set ideas and am going to put whatever thoughts that flits in my mind on to these post ....there will be no coherency too....shall we begin our aimless wandering ....
The sax are in heaven ....[whenever they are in heaven, chaos descends on us ...so we wait resigned to our fate ]...Finally they have got an alliance that they can show off..and they are mightily pleased [one more free wedding , would not you be pleased] ...Aarushi is being Aarushi, putting lot of airs and acting nonchalant !!
A new day has come .....
Krishna has freshened up and in comes Pratigya with the cheerful bedside manner of a duty Nurse [ enough to aggravate any man ,Krishna normally is short tempered , this is like waving a red flag in front of the bull ] ..she has brought him garama garam Milk ...and offers it to him...he glares at her [where has the love gone] ..with an added advise that in such weakened condition , it is imperative to eat and drink and well * Uh-Oh , Pratigya..It is NEVER advisable to imply that A man has become weak , esp when he is weak..act as if he is a macho and strong man , boost his ego , girl* ...This immediately riles Krishna ..gives himself a once over and says "why, what is wrong with me,I am perfectly alright and there is no need to do all this " and walks away from her and sits down on the chair ...
Pratigya gets mildly angry but swallows it and approaches Krishna and commits even bigger blunder , she starts of by saying "What do you mean, you are alright, have you looked at urself, you have become weak..have this , don't be stubborn " * Hun , Man does not likes to be treated like a ninny and also like an recalcitrant 5 year old and you are compounding it by giving Bhashan when silence would have been preferable or even anger *..
Krishna gets even more angrier and says "Don't be condescending ! and don't act like my mother, just bec she isn't here doesn't mean you have to take over { is he referring to Amma's over the top love , or to her nagging }..Pratigya feels hurt on his unfair comparison to Amma, she continues "Say whatever you want ,but for me , your happiness is important ..if you are not happy with me, why did u save me??why didn't you let me die ?? [Krishna turns away his face ] to which Krsina responds "What ever it was ? It was just out of humanity [ He says this without meeting her eyes ...Why ??} Pratigya is pained to hear this, she confirms "Just Humanity"..He looks up and stands , staring straight at her , he says, "Yes ! This is the truth ..in ur place ...{ A long Pause}.if ur Angad too had been there , I would have saved him [Yes !! but would you have gone to such lengths ] ...He knows , he is hurting her and is watching her reaction, Pratigya looks on in pain ..Krishna's eyes it is that falls first and he looks away ... Suddenly ..Kesar calls ..Pratigya puts down the milk and walks out.
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We are seeing a Krishna, a Krishna filled with rage and anger who is taking it out on Pratigya. Ever since the veil has been removed, he is nursing a strong sense of betrayal , as a consequence he is in a no holds barred mood , while earlier he used to swallow his anger and hurt and his opinions, keep it to himself and run around to do the bidding of Pratigya, Now he simply refuses to even lift a finger......................Pratigya has changed , but this is not sufficient...earlier she was openly contemptuous of the Thakurs and was cold and humiliated Krishna by flouting his suggestions and treating him like a second class citizens...but now I feel that she is adopting a patronizing tone and treating him like a retard,which is even more worse give him the respect that you expect from others and treat him like ur equal and above all like an adult ..surely it will not be very difficult for an educated young lady like U !!
Mummy calls and shares the news of Aarushi's alliance and also offers to send over Aarushi to help out Pratigya...Pratigya accepts this offer ..she rushes over to her bedroom to share the glad tidings with Krishna..Krishna is sitting on the bed like a caged Lion * His body language is screaming and telling her to leave him alone, but Pratigya has never paid attention to him before, she will not do so now *
she notices the glass full of milk , ignores it and runs near to Krishna and gushes that "Aarushi is coming over to help her * as if a messiah or an angel is coming over*even better news is Aman has sought Aarushi's hand , Aman is a good Man * careful, don't praise another man in front of a man * he will keep Aarushi very happy and their match is also ver compatible", Krishna sits uncaring, non responsive, finally Madam takes a note of his lack of reaction and inquires " Why are you silent ??Don't you like the news?? * from which part of the world is Pratigya, what is he supposed to do, he has recently learned that the whole Sax family fooled him and he is going to be jumping for joy at their happiness 😲, This girl takes the cake for being so selfcentered *
Krishna takes a deep breath , controls himself and grits out "Who am I to talk about the good and bad ??You are an educated lot and he too is an educated guy like you , the professor has got the type of family he craved [Note he says "Professor saab", it is no more Sasurji ],, then naturally you will be happy, in fact you shud be happy ", he again gets up [time to deliver the killer punch ]looks her straight in the eye and stands directly in front of her and says "Just tell Aarushi, that if she too has any secrets, Ask her to inform the Bride groom prior to marriage", Pratigya is jolted and looks on shocked ,"Don't keep him in the dark, irrespective of any education , a man cannot forgive nor forget betrayal ".. * an eyelock moment, krishna's full of rage and anger and pain , Pratigya's Pain, vulnerability and suffering * { Again it is Kishna who breaks it and walks off the bedroom }
why is Aarushi coming to Thakur's, That girl has a bad memory as for as Thakur's villa is concerned ..she knows perfectly well that Shakti's Intention's are not good, knowing this why is she hell bent on putting herself for sacrifice...This was my thought the instant I heard about this ..
later in another thread of mine [Precap one] ..I had said ..Aarushi is the trigger, she always has been the trigger in the Kriya case...so her arrival now would mean that She is going to provide the trigger ...But How ??...This again was my question ...lets assemble so far collected facts ...The Thakur's esp Amma and Piyasiya have gone out ..these two women constantly stayed in the house and kept a watch on almost everybody's activities ...so the house is deserted so to speak ..yesterday we had our second indication that Kesar pain has begun to increase ...we also saw that for once Krishna is staying IN the house and is not wandering out ...Suppose Kesar develops sudden complication and has to be rushed to hospital , Aarushi will be left alone in the house, if Shakthi chooses to come at this juncture and realizes that Aarushi is all alone and Kid bro is sulking in his room ....He will make his move [Shakthi had earlier confessed that he has a high libido]..he will try something nasty on Aarushi and Krishna may come and save Aarushi ...BEFORE anything can happen.... he saves her but now he is in a dilemma, he already has been informed by Pratigya that Aarushi is betrothed and he also knows that Shakthi has a bad reputation where women are concerned ...What will Krishna do ??..Will he order Aarushi to inform everything to Aman ..That would mean , Tarnishing his family's reputation ..and Krishna is a proud man [ This would be unacceptable to him ]...or will he try to suppress the incident ?? ...I think for the first time ...he will appreciate the dilemma that Pratigya faced ..Suppose he resolves this dilemma and takes Aarushi and proceeds to inform Aman everything..Aman by his consideration and his understanding and his acceptance might show that Trust is important in a relationship ...This will be like a wake up call on Krishna and he will realize the error of his ways and mending begins..
Pratigya walks into the bedroom AGAIN [Why can't she just leave him alone ??]..Krishna is sitting on the chair still in his night wear, she has brought him soup and once again has assumed the cheerful manner of the nurse * This Florence nightingale act is killing me !!*..she prattles on as if she speaking to a preschooler, Krishna is getting plain irritated * His Body language is awesome * [Any one with a degree of intelligence would have left him alone, but this Pratigya belongs to another genus ]
..she goes and gets a bib [why ??does he have bad table manner's, does he drool ??] and tries to spoon feed him ...Krishna is fed up by her antics , he manages to rein in his temper and tells her "There is no need to play act, keep it there , I can eat myself" but Pratigya does not pay heed , she still want to do things her own way ..and is insistent on feeding him..Krishna grits his teeth , takes a spoonful and spits it out and also upturns the soup bowl ..Pratigya is stunned .. he gets wild and says " what is this ?? such horrid taste , even animal's will not eat "...Pratigya somehow pulls herself together and says "If you did not like it , I will prepare something else " and turns to leave the room ,
But Krishna's words stop her, he says "There is no need for that, when u don't know how to cook , what's the need to cook again ??It won't get cooked all by itself "..Pratigya is shocked but she still manages to say "Why are you speaking like this ??you always liked my cooking and now suddenly " Krishna cuts her off in mid stride and growls "Nothing happens suddenly ,earlier, I used to like ur cooking very much bec I was blind , right,wrong,good,bad..I never could understand all that , but now my eyes have opened, Now I can see everything clearly ..and I don't want to eat anything "...but Pratigya is all solicitude and hold him lightly by the shoulder and says "that you have to eat , cos one shud not consume medicines on an empty stomach "Krishna shrugs off her hand ,gives her a fulminating glance and tells to get away from him ...Pratigya is deeply hurt and so is Krishna...
with all this happening one would presume that this relationship is spiraling down...but looking back at the past track and taking them into cognizance , I have a bit of optimism left ...
when Kesar's pregnancy track started , Aarushi acted as the initiator of events and this track eventually led to the split of Kriya ....Then Later Election track started ..and Kriya were reconciled ...now Shyamu had to do his bit and he started the court case and the smoothly flowing Kriya relationship hit a mine and exploded into pieces ..Now the Marriage track has started ..and the shredded Kriya may glue together on this occasion [That is if CV's stick to form and do not try any hanky panky ]