I desperately need to...where I scream and yell...and am almost ready to hit my head...and then someone dreamy has to hold and cradle my top...hug me tight...put his leg across mine (in a protective gesture of course...gutter minds sheesh😆)...and croons to me in a velvety voice...Shaant!!☺️ (Really with that kind of voice, no female can remain shaant...shut up Rudra!!)