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As far as Swayam's character has been compromised, I also feel is Sharon too so had been targeted. SRP is a strong person and doing such things to win Swayam back is so not happening.
"Am I doing the right thing? Will this get me and Swayam together?"
These thoughts were running in her mind since long. Especially after she felt Swayam is melting and his behaviour has been changing towards her. She wanted him back at any cost. No! It wasn't her ego, it wasn't her fear of being rejected by him. It was plain, simple and pure love that she had for him. She loved his attention, craved for his concern, wanted to get him back coz he completes her.
Her integrity was questioned by her best friend today. "How can an enemy become such a close friend of yours Sharon?"
Yet she chose to remain silent coz he was there.
"Why am I acting? This is not me. Bloody hell this is so not me! Am I degrading myself to get back my love? Is my love so weak that I need a third person's help to revive it? Is this the Sharon Rai Prakash whom Swayam Shekhawat fell in love with? Gosh! It's suffocating me", she said as she frantically moved from one corner of her room to the other. She wanted to shout out loud, hold him by the collar and tell him how much she loved him. It's only he who mattered to her right now but in the process of getting him back wasn't she losing herself?
She hated Kriya from the beginning. She hated the fact that Swayam was in contact with her all this while. She just simply hates her but now she is laughing with her, supporting her and fighting for her with her own friends. All this was just for Swayam? Yes her plan worked! He saw her changing and he did soften up towards her. But all of this was just based on a lie! What if he gets to know about it? Nothing can get them together after that.
"NO!", she freaked out loud. "I can't let this happen. I need to tell Swayam about this. If my love is true for him, then he will recognise those efforts of mine that were genuine. He wouldn't think of giving me a second chance just coz I befriended his friend. I'll convince him being myself coz after all it was with me he fell in love with and not the fake Sharon I'm trying to portray"
With determination she left from the room and done her way to Swayam's place.
I just penned down my thoughts. Wrote it today cos of the response :)
I'm glad it spread 0.1% positivity :)
"Am I doing the right thing? Will this get me and Swayam together?"
These thoughts were running in her mind since long. Especially after she felt Swayam is melting and his behaviour has been changing towards her. She wanted him back at any cost. No! It wasn't her ego, it wasn't her fear of being rejected by him. It was plain, simple and pure love that she had for him. She loved his attention, craved for his concern, wanted to get him back coz he completes her.
Her integrity was questioned by her best friend today. "How can an enemy become such a close friend of yours Sharon?"
Yet she chose to remain silent coz he was there.
"Why am I acting? This is not me. Bloody hell this is so not me! Am I degrading myself to get back my love? Is my love so weak that I need a third person's help to revive it? Is this the Sharon Rai Prakash whom Swayam Shekhawat fell in love with? Gosh! It's suffocating me", she said as she frantically moved from one corner of her room to the other. She wanted to shout out loud, hold him by the collar and tell him how much she loved him. It's only he who mattered to her right now but in the process of getting him back wasn't she losing herself?
She hated Kriya from the beginning. She hated the fact that Swayam was in contact with her all this while. She just simply hates her but now she is laughing with her, supporting her and fighting for her with her own friends. All this was just for Swayam? Yes her plan worked! He saw her changing and he did soften up towards her. But all of this was just based on a lie! What if he gets to know about it? Nothing can get them together after that.
"NO!", she freaked out loud. "I can't let this happen. I need to tell Swayam about this. If my love is true for him, then he will recognise those efforts of mine that were genuine. He wouldn't think of giving me a second chance just coz I befriended his friend. I'll convince him being myself coz after all it was with me he fell in love with and not the fake Sharon I'm trying to portray"
With determination she left from the room and done her way to Swayam's place.
I just penned down my thoughts. Wrote it today cos of the response :)
I'm glad it spread 0.1% positivity :)
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