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Hey,
I am Zee, and i am new to this forum. but i've read a lot of ff, os, and ss as a silent reader off my friends account. but today i finally joinned
this is my first attempt to write something hope you guys like it
prologue
this is a tale of love, ego, pain, and regret.
the story is about a zoya an ordinary girl whose crush turn into an 8 year long love. Asad, doesn't understand love but hopes for love. he tries to find love everywhere except for zoya.
Chapter One
zoya's pov
Finally the wait is over, atleast that's what everyone is saying, but i'm still waiting for that special moment. this all feels so unreal like its one of my dreams. a dream thats about to come true. i've waited 4 long years for this day. i always thought it was just me waiting for this day but now it seems like everyone was hoping for this too. It seems likes yesterday when we all started highschool, call me crazy but i still remember the moment i first saw him in a lot of detail.
*FLASHBACK*
Sept 11 2006 11:15:35 AM
I opened the cafe door nervous as hell, first day of highschool was nerve wrecking specially when you do not know anyone in the entire highschool other then your sister who is 2 years older then you. My bad luck was that i've already been ragged, twice this morning and didn't want to be targeted again. I just hope i find zeenat aapi fast. while looking around the cafe for my sis i saw him sitting at the very last table and at the very end wearing a black shirt - eating away his sandwich. He looked up. i think we had eye contact, i never felt shy. why am i feeling more nervous. He looked so familiar but i don't recall here i've seen him. unable to take my eyes of him i started walking in his direction. suddenly feeling a tug at my arm to realise api had found me.
Being a 14 year old and not realising what happened to me was annoying me i wasn't able to get him out of mind. why do i feel a connection? who is he? how do i know him? Days passe until one day when i took a longer route of class i saw him pass by me in the hallway. i began walking that way everyday in hope to see him more often. I told my friend fatima this stranger only to hear "OMG ZOII YOU HAVE CRUSH ON HIM. JUST ADMIT IT YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO HIM" maybe fatima as right maybe i did have crush on him.
*FLASHBACK ENDS*
"zoyii" my bestfriend humaira almost screamed in my ear "Mashallah you look absolutely amazing. there is no way he'll even be able to blink today"
I Looked into the mirror to find an 18 year old who had lightly done make up and had long black hair fall flawlessly on her shoulder. I as always told my eyes can do wonders, but today looking into my own eyes i felt myself feeling happyy, excited, nervous and stressed. my khol filled eyes were beaming with happiness and cheeks hurting from constantly smiling wide. My reflection looked beautiful for me, and i secretly wished maybe it wasn't just me and humaira who thought this. Maybe just maybe if he thought this. but what if he didn't. i was scared. what if this all as a dream or a dirty prank but why would this be a prank. why would my classmates prank me. why would my friends do this to me. Maybe it a dream. could this be real? maybe i'm thinking too much. he is caring but he is also cold. but could he be his cold to do this to me just as a prank?
INDEX
Chapter One - Above
Chapter Two - Page 3
Chapter Three - Page 4
Chapter Four - Page 8
Chapter Five - Page 11
Chapter Six - Page 13
Chapter Seven - Page 16
Chapter Eight - Page 21
Note by Zee - Page 21
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