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Im just so incredibly hurt as a FAN. I guess I never let myself get attached to couple .. after MJHT when Nupur was killed off. 😡 which frustrates me till this day..
But then AsYa came along and they taught me to be a FAN again.. and then AYRA backed that up even further.
I guess the reason Im angry as a fan is because of NO CLOSURE.
I cannot accept a new Ayan... and I cannot accept that Ayan the only Ayan i ever liked and regarded was Vikrant.. him and ketki will not be in the same from anymore as AYRA.. we got their last scene and it was not a happy memory. It was him leaving.
ILL NEVER be able to forgive CV's or Vikrant for that. BAD TIMING as a fan of theirs, it pisses me off.
And now as a HUMEIRA and KETKI fan whom i LOVE to the core, i feel in two mind sets. One side of me as her fan is saying I have to watch for the sake of Ketki and on the other as an AyRa fan.. i feel disguessted be see the Haider and Humeira stuff moving so fastly. As if the CVs have forced the HAIDER stuff right after Ayra.. im sorry but thats not EASY. Its REALLY is hard to digest.
And on top of that, Humeira is getting flack for being to whiny or cribby.
GIVE THE GIRL HER GOD DAMN SPACE.
Im just going to copy and paste my response from Starsinmyeyes post for this part:
"Here at least humeira is showing anger and resentment and telling people she is angry rather than running off. but still trying to focus her mind on her education... [she is studying.. and seems to focus on that.]
And people bitching that she is over reacting or too move on.. get over it.. smile and face the situation with stride. My ass. she has every right to pain right now. Yes i do think hurting herself in the process is to much and i do think she needs to stop taking it out on others, but people also need to give her space and stop forcing her to be happy. This was the guy that she loved since childhood, who finally she was getting love from and on two occasions he married someone else or ran away without so much as to saying bye. She is physically ill as well. Like what else does this girl need to take ? Why cant she be allowed some time to mope around?
People break up in real life over guys and girls they know for barely a few months and start whining cribbing and doing exactly what humeira is doing and this girl knew him since childhood.
Give her space and stop expecting her to smile and be cool with everything."
Which is why im angry with ZOYA because I want HER to be able to understand that much at least considering she did exactly the same thing at one point in her life.. but to a much greater extent.. renouncing the world and all. Leave her alone for a little bit. I KNOW SHE MEANS WELL.. I know Zoya only wants her to be smiling and all, but give her time man. HAIDER who IS A GUEST.. is forcing himself SO MUCH as if he knew her forever and shes his best friend who he cant see miserable. HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW HER. I know he means well, or at least thats what it seems like. And who wouldnt want to be around Humeira! That gorgeous face, and personality.. she is infectious.. BUT DUDE .. stop trying to force her to laugh and smile.
Less the characters, i hate the CV's for this. I think Haiders entry was TOO SOON. Maybe after a month or a few weeks after Vikrant left it would have been better.. I just feel like all of a sudden we have to accept Haider taking Ayans' place.. already with Humeira and Zoya as a friend and soon it will be Asad as his new godh taken brother.
I dont have anything against Haider! I LIKE HIS CHARACTER. I really do! Its refreshing to see, and Mohit is doing a decent job as well.
But couldnt we have had at least a few weeks or a month or so before jumping RIGHT INTO the replacement stage?
Simi brought this up in her post: Humeira deserves better.
I TOTALLY AGREE. I HATE AYAN for being the douche to break her heart on multiple occasions. I HATE for how he left. I DO WANT HUMEIRA TO HAVE BETTER and HAIDER CAN BE THAT PERSON!
MY PROBLEM IS: ITS TOO SOON. WAY TO SOON. as much as I didnt like Ayan in general ..i adored Vikrant and I adored ayans chemistry more so with Ketki. An OTP is an OTP. and they WILL ALWAYS be that for me.. But we should have been given time. Or at least their fans should have.
I wish I had closure with all of this. Its to much.
-Rosh
Im just soo frustrated.
Pushpa Impossible
