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Side Note :
I don't know if anyone understands the meaning of the title , but what I basically mean is that this post is basically my view on everything , meaning both the main couples of the show . I don't know how to make separate couple posts just cause there are such distinct separate fandoms here , sorry. This is a show , not just about one couple , so my post will be basically about everything overall. I don't know how to break it up for fandoms , and moreover I won't. Thank you.
KriYaansh - Misunderstandings is thy name.
So after ages , I actually liked D3.No joke. But whenever it comes to this couple , I think one thing is always proved which is very real in reality. Basically, it shows that feelings are never enough for anything , especially for a relationship , to sustain. Sometimes you fall for someone who is so far away , who is not meant for you , that no matter how hard you try , there are so many hurdles between two people that their feelings are never just sufficient enough to break through their problems. There are many people like that in the world , who fall for someone who was never meant to cross their path , who was never meant to be someone that they will always love . But by the twist of fate , things reverse , the belief of someone who is your soul mate is compatible with you in terms of trust , understanding and everything else , just twists around the other way. And before you know it , despite something that was never meant to happen , it does. You fall for a person who just doesn't fit with you. It's like two pieces of an entire puzzle .The two pieces are a part of an entire puzzle that completes it , but somehow the two pieces are not the pieces that you place next to each other to complete a certain part of the puzzle.They are far away fitting with other pieces near them to complete the puzzle . That's how people like Kriyaansh are. I am saying this by seeing their entire journey till now. I am not looking at the fact that since Shakti is back , both will be together , because that is not shown in the story yet.
Today , when I saw Rey in the fire escape, breaking apart after a long time , I wished someone , anyone , maybe Taani , basically anyone who gave him peace and comfort just magically appears beside him and hugs him while he breaks down on their shoulders. He really deserved someone to be there for him today. If it were possible , I just wish I plonked Taani out of nowhere and placed her beside Rey so that at least all the hurt would have a potential medicine. But it doesn't. When he was thinking about all their memories in that very place he is sitting on , for the first time those memories felt like some painful poison , that are stuck inside him without his permission , and somewhere along the way, could never really be vented out. It seemed like those tales when you sit on a place that your heart is attached to , and look at all of the memories attached to it , as a real visual in front of you . With you being a mere spectator of your past , of your memories. That is exactly how it felt when I saw Rey today. There was just so much of bitter nostalgia unleashed out of him , that for a few seconds I wished Kriya never came. At least I wouldn't have to see him this helpless. Did he deserve to be in this state? No. Since , I am not a hard core fan of this couple , but I have liked them a lot for sure , I never expected to cry for them .More importantly , I never expected to cry for Rey. But when he said , that all those moments we had were everything to me , and nothing to you , I cried. I couldn't help but cry. It felt good on the visual context though , as a viewer to see all those Kriyaansh flashbacks. I really did miss them. But something really cracked inside me , when Kriya is standing behind him , smiling. SMILING. She knows what she did , even though she knows she had no choice but to do what she did , but moreover, she knows for one , what she put him and herself through. She knows those very words she said to him , breaking him, his dignity , and his heart years ago , which still haunts him to this very date. And yet , she is standing there smiling , and saying hi. Somehow , I just couldn't sit through that. Understanding that she is trying to make conversation , trying to clear the misunderstandings. But I don't think she understands the extent to which she hurt him when she left , because if she would , she would be running to him , continuously pleading in a sense to give her a chance to explain . But there she is smiling . Saying Hi Rey. Long time no see. As if she never told him that she used him for his position and power. As if she never told him that Swayam would be her choice anyday. As if she never told him , that he never had any meaning in her life . As if her words never hurt her or broke him. How could she do that and moreover how did Rey tolerate that when it was hard to tolerate for me as a viewer , even I don't know. All I know is today Rey was a very broken man. Who believed that he belongs to no one. Even with so many memories with so many people like Swayam , Kriya , there he is walking alone on the edge of the terrace , wishing hat he didn't feel lonely despite everyone surrounding him with smiles everyday. This is why I really wish someone was there , holding his hand , and telling him that he is not a failure . It's like all those feelings of not being good enough for anyone , of feeling worthless , of feeling to be the incapable one to make any relationship sustain had started burning through him again like it did a year ago on the basketball court after Kriya broke his and her heart.
SwaRon: So Swayam is not the same anymore? Good! 😛
Okay so I have seen basically people harping on about how Swayam has been butchered and has changed , and how people want the old majnu back. I want to ask them one thing . Do they seriously want that very innocent , very transparently besotted guy who didn't do any crime except for being fascinated with a girl who was so involved in defending herself like she always has been that , she broke his innocence , his feelings and what it meant to him in the past , time and again , in order to save herself ???
Do we seriously want that old Swayam back who was so perfect that he never seemed to have any flaws , and yet that was never good enough for Sharon ? But good enough for her in the past to remind him and his innocence time and again that he is nothing but a desperate stalker of the Queen Bee in his college who doesn't give a rat's ass if he has put his heart out under her feet , and she can stomp on it with her big heels how many times she wants in order to protect herself? We seriously want that old Swayam back who always deafened himself to her harsh words and gave a calm reply back , and told her everything about himself , despite her showing him her care or not ? So Swayam kept a friends secret to himself in order to protect her , but was unable to protect the rest of his friends at the cost of that. That makes him not the Superman Swayam who is honest , and protects everyone everytime? Just because he failed to be the male version of Mother Teresa in his life for once , to the rest of his friends and Sharon , he is butchered and changed in a negative way? Have you guys ever looked back and realized that when he was his innocent majnu self , what price did he have to pay in every step of the way when it came to Sharon for that? That guy lost his confidence , the belief that he is worth something , he start to lose his self respect at one point because of her defense. You guys want that back? Cause Sharon showing her feelings in front of him was a very very VERY long process. So in that process did you wonder how many times did she break him to the extent that he lost his innocence that he initially had in his feelings towards her. After the way she kept on humiliating him , how can we still expect the same Swayam , who used to smile broad like a lovelorn teenager sitting next to Rey in class and dreamily looking at Sharon , imagining bubbles flying around in the beginning? How can we expect his lost innocence to be back? We can't . So if he flaws in not being transparent to Sharon or others for the sake of a secret he had to keep , we make posts about him changing and not being the same? Despite the continuous blunders Sharon made when it came to Swayam in the past? Isn't it because of our expectations of him always enduring everything and doing the right thing and Sharon always doing the wrong thing in order to protect herself and her feelings ?? Sure that is the usual nature of the characters but if Swayam slips once , we start saying things like this that Swayam flawed in the relationship and stuff? Cummon guys. 😆😆😆 When the Majnu Swayam never received the value and respect he deserved , but the flawed Swayam suddenly receives her attention and hurt , how can we blame him for that? I think its time for Swayam to make some flaws too, to make some mistakes too , and not always endure them like he always has. So , he made a mistake? He lied to protect someone? Good! 😆 Go swayam. <3
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