DIARY 9: Feb 18: A Wedding and a Funeral............pg 146 - Page 24

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DIARY of a QHian: Mujhe aapki zaroorat hai...

Dec 4:

Dear diary,

Asad Ahmed Khan has two grievances against Zoya.

1. Aap meri ammi ko rokna nahi chahti thi.😭

2. Aap andhar se utna pathhar hai jitna bahar se hai. Aap woh AsadAhmed Khan nahi hai jisse main pyar karti hoon.💔

The former, he excused...forgave... after the initial outburst.

The latter pricks him like a thorn...a statement he keeps repeating in his mind more than his mother choosing his father over him, or his father exercising his rights over his mother. That hurts him the most- that Zoya could say that about him. And it breaks his heart, so much so that he is not willing to forgive...unless she took many more steps forward to leave with him.😳

But Zoya is not willing to do that. She knows she'd be making him incomplete by leaving with him- because Asad Ahmed Khan is not just her beloved...he is also a son and a brother...relationships he is willing to forego, when he seeks to complete himself in Zoya.

She repeats her stance with tears in her eyes, begs him to see her reasoning...her efforts to help him regain himself...unfortunately, that falls on the deaf ears of a man whom Zoya knows is not stone hearted.

Mujhe aapki zaroorat hai- this is the second time Zoya is confessing her weakness. In his right mind, Asad would have held her close and repeated the lines for her. Unfortunately, hatred has him gripped so much that the seed of love struggles to show. He replies that the choice was hers...and it was what she had chosen, not him. Not her need, the needs of his parents...none of that will deter him- he is insecure in love and high on bitterness.

Mat jao- in effect, Trust me to make things better for you'- a promise unheeded. But Zoya bears no ill feelings that he stopped at the tears of his mother, if not hers. It is enough for her that he stopped. Zoya will never demand justice for herself- never from her Mr. Khan. But will fate exact it from Asad?

Aapki hifazat karna meri zimmedari hai- a pledge he had taken, and forgotten in his agony, that he refused to share with her.

Aap mere wazir pe itne focussed the, ke aap apne baadshah ko bhool gaye....Is Asad not missing a lot, concentrating on himself. His gaze has shifted from Ms. Faruqui momentarily. Does he not know there is a Tanveer prowling around, waiting to take revenge for the humiliation she suffered, and she knows the best way to hurt Asad is by harming Zoya. Is that what Asad wants? Be rudely woken up to a Zoya he failed to protect? Mujhe aapki zaroorat hai'- will those words haunt him then?

Rashid: Must have a deathlly allergy to hospitals.😆 That is the only way I can explain a terminally ill man managed at home. And of course we know the reason😃- the hospital set is not available for shooting since Nautanki Madhubaala is having her abortion track. 😲(Kya kya defences nikalvati hai, meri munh se, Gul!🤣)

Dilshad and Shireen: Two women who have loved Rashid in their way...I'd never compare their love.👏 I hope the maker does not, too.

Precap: Shireen in her sherni avatar.😡 Mohit looks damn cute😳...he is quite a lovable darling. I guessthat means no Asya...hopefully a bit on Friday.😳

PS: Link to tu meri rubaru hai...'- a prayer that went unanswered for Zoya. Akdu itna akdu rahega, kisne socha tha!😲😆

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/qubool-hai/3835192/tu-meri-roobaroo-hai-u-r-beside-me-edited

Originally posted by: MisHumptyDumpty

yes i do. 🥱 😆

Nice post...When AsYa saw each other in dargah again,the happiness in their eyes is worthwatching!Zoya then starts pleading him not to leave her and go and she cannot live without him,he was convinced wid her but when she started abt his ammi,abbu he again went back to the start and was stil adamant abt his decision!But when his ammi called him and was crying on phone,once again pleading him not to go,he kept all his anger aside and told her that he is not leaving!The thing that he cud never see is tears in his ammi's eyes!

SOUP 🤗

You say it so beautifully. Asad is hurting, and her words do hurt more than anything else. He is stubborn man. No one knows this more than Zoe. And she does not have ego when it comes to love and family, why should she? She found them so late in life, she cherishes them fondly.

She used very harsh words yesterday with him, but that was her insecurity, her love for family and relations she did not have. Honestly I am biased towards Asad, and I get where he is coming from, and I don't like being told I am wrong or what to do, but then who does? More than that, I don't like preachy talks, yet I felt for Zoe too, She was not wrong.

They both know each other so well. 😳 Mr Khan will not listen to her, but will to his ammi, coz he still wanted to stay back when Zoe asked, so found a way to do that now. He will stay back for both of them, not just his ammi.

Rashid and SM NO COMMENTS!!!

I didn't like today's epi much. I don't like Haider and Humeira and oh no some fans will be coming after me with pitchforks now 😆

Originally posted by: s120

I didn't like today's epi much. I don't like Haider and Humeira and oh no some fans will be coming after me with pitchforks now 😆

And no comments on Wimpid 🥱

AsYa were good in the Mazhaar scene. The dargah scenes are always a treat to watch ❤️

And they wasted so much of time on Shruti and her story that it pissed me off 😆

PS: I'll be now back on Monday

🤗 See ya

Will miss you 🤗

Originally posted by: manognasai

Nice post...When AsYa saw each other in dargah again,the happiness in their eyes is worthwatching!Zoya then starts pleading him not to leave her and go and she cannot live without him,he was convinced wid her but when she started abt his ammi,abbu he again went back to the start and was stil adamant abt his decision!But when his ammi called him and was crying on phone,once again pleading him not to go,he kept all his anger aside and told her that he is not leaving!The thing that he cud never see is tears in his ammi's eyes!