RANTARA-THIS IS NOT THE END (FF)EPILOGUE PAGE 47 - Page 3

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Raghu: Excuse me Pretty Lady! Can I get u a Drink?

Antara: Y? R u a Bartender?

Raghu(Baffled): Ofcourse not.

Antara: Den? Ah! Let me Guess, its ur Fav. Hobby to ask Ladies for Drink Rite?

Raghu: yes... I mean no. I saw u standing alone thought u need a good Company so here I m. Wat say? Lets share a Drink

Antara: I m sorry. But neither I talk to strangers nor I like to take any things from dem. So u can give any other girl ur so called 'company'

Raghu(to himself): Attitude huh.. I love girls wid Attitude.(Den to Antara) ok miss if u dnt need my Company. U dnt knw wat u r missing. By the way u r looking very Pretty (He tries once again to flirt wid her)

Antara(smiling): Thanx. I wish I could say the same for u also.

Raghu: Excuse me miss...

He was intervenes by Ruksana who had came there to introduce Raghu nd Antara to each other

Ruksana: hey, So u both finally met.

Raghu(muttered): ya kind of

Ruksana: u said something Raghu

Raghu: huh, no nothing

Ruksana: anyways, let me introduce u both once again to each other. Antara, This is Raghu machmach's Best friend from childhood. He's quiet flirtarious but a very Good Person from Heart nd Raghu this is Antara(she hold her from shoulders) my best friend since School currently doing Architecture bt I think she should be a Lawyer because u cant win from her while Arguing. Beware ha!

Raghu(muttered): ya that I can see

Ruksana: wat?

Raghu: huh... wo I was saying nice to meet u miss Antara

Antara: same here Mr. Raghu

Suddenly someone calls Ruksana so she has to go Leaving Raghu nd Antara alone

Ruksana: So u guys carry on I'll catch u both later

She said nd left

Raghu: So antara. Nw we r not strangers. So nw lets go nd share a drink

Antara: I m sorry but still I cant

Raghu: but y I thought we r friends nw

Antara: wen did I said dat I m ur Friend. For me formally u r Raghu Machmach's best friend bt Personally u r still a stranger for me nd I dnt believe in strangers. nw pls excuse me I need to go to my friend.

She said nd left from dere leaving Raghu confused at her behavior as she was d first girl who has refused his company. She is really different from other girls, he thought. For the first tym he genuinely wanted any girl to be his friend. Machmach who was watching both of dem from long came to Raghu. He Laughed at Raghu's situation

Machmach(Patting Raghu's Shoulder): Dude! I told u na she wont accept ur friendship nd nw after seeing ur flirtarious behavior m sure there is no chance in future also. So better forget her!

Raghu: Dude! Wat kind of friend u r inspite of Helping me u r just discouraging me

Machmach: Look Raghu I m very well aware about ur attitude towards girls nd I never interferes in dat but Antara is Different. She is not only Ruksana's best friend but a very good friend of mine also nd I always treat him as a sister therefore I wont allow ur Flirty Tricks on her because I cant see her hurted

Raghu: o God Dude! Wat d hell r u thinking? Look I seriously wanted to be her friend because she's really Different from other girls pls help me

Machmach: Sorry Raghu. But dis tym I wont

Raghu: Fine I'll handle myself. By the way is Antara is on Facebook?

Machmach: ya y?

Raghu: just asking

Machmach: Raghu...

Raghu: machmach nw let me handle dis alone. Trust me I wont flirt wid her

Machmach shakes his head in disbelief bt somewhere in his heart he knews that Raghu was a Man of his words if he says he wont flirt wid her den he wont. Nw Raghu is thinking hw will he convience Antara to be his Friend

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Raghu was brought back from his thoughts wen he heard the Car Drive past the house on the Street below. He opens his Eyes nd came back into reality. He found himself all alone not only physically but mentally also. He looked at his watch its 12:30 of nite. Usually dis tym he use to talk wid Antara either thru msgs or thru call bt today dere was no msgs or call from her. ofcourse y should she call him after all dat happen at noon, he thought

Raghu's Monologue:

I was feeling all alone I dnt know y but I was nt feeling Good especially after remembering our first meet nd automatically a smile came to my face wen I remember Antara's Attitude in d Party, wen I remember her big grey hazel eyes, those beautiful eyes knocked straight to my heart, which were trying to break d passage which no one was able to break despite of my Flirtarious nature. There was so much innocence, so much emotions in dem which makes her different from all other girls, which compels me to be her friend. But she refused my frndshp nd walked away

Though not much has changed since dat day to today. Dat day also wen I asked her to be my frnd she refused nd walked away nd today also wen I said to remain friends she said nothing nd walked away. Her silence has given me all answers. Its d sign of her refusal. But only the thing dat has changed is dat from Dat day we became Strangers to Friends nd den to couple nd today we became from couple to strangers. I looked at my watch, it was 12:30. usually dis tym I talk to Antara but today there is no one to whom I can talk. Is dat the reason y I m feeling so lonely. I thought of Antara wat she should be doing dis moment. Is she also remembering me? I don't know. I badly wanted to talk to her at dis moment. May be we r not couple anymore nw bt we can still be friends like we were before. I took out my cel to call her but den I stopped. Wat if she doesn't pick my call? What if she again gets in pain after talking to me. May be I should give her sometym to handle herself. But nw another thought started buzzing me. It was Machmach. Wat should I say to him wen he'll come. I had decided to talk to him about my restlessness but I had completely forgotten wat he has said me at the Party. He cant see antara hurted. Will he understand me? Hw will he react wen he'll cum to knw that I left Antara? Well i have to keep myself mentally ready for his anger because dis tym he's not going to leave me.

(Raghu's Monologue Ends)

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On the other hand Antara too lost in her thoughts. She too remembers d day wen she first Raghu. She smiles remembering his flirtarious behavior towards her nd hw she rejects him but he didn't stopped trying after dat. Even after d Party also he tried to approach her nd automatically her mind started to travel in d direction of d Day wen he approached her second tym

*******~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~********

One week has been passed after the Party nd Antara has almost forgot that she had met someone named Raghu until d day she got frnd request from him. It was 11 pm of nite wen Antara was checking some mails wen she gets d notification dat she has got friend request from someone named Raghu naik.

"Raghu naik, ab ye kaun sa frnd aa gaya mera" She muttered. She quickly logged in to her Facebook Account nd found Machmach nd Ruksana as their mutual Friends nd Also saw Raghu's Pic as his Profile Picture den she remembered that he's d same guy who has asked him for drink dat day

Antara: oh no! yeh yaha bhi (she said while patting her forehead wid her hand)

In d mean tym her sis Misha came to her

Misha: hey Wildy! Wats up? (den looks at Raghu's Photo) woo.. who's dat guy

Antara: Raghu naik

Misha: hey, u havent told me that u had any frnd named Raghu

Antara: I too came to nw today only. Anyways I m going to reject dis

Misha: but y? see he had such a hot pic in his profile

Antara: So?

Misha: so wat just add him na. y so much issues?

Antara: Mish u knw I dnt add strangers moreover he's d same guy whom I met Last week at d Party

Misha: oh d Bartender one. So wat yaar Big deal. Tumhe kaun sa usse Shaadi karni hai. Just Add him like ur other frnds. See hw much despo he is for being ur frnd

Antara: Mish...

Misha: c'mon Wildy dnt b so dumb yaar

Antara: ok! I add him ok.

She clicks on d Confirm Button nd to her luck Raghu was online dat tym

Antara: Ae lo! Nw wat should I do (she said looking at Misha)

Misha: wat should I tell? He's ur friend nw. enjoy ur tym wid MSK

Antara(irriated): Mish I'm gonna kill u nw

She said nd started hitting Misha wid Cushion placed near by. Misha too hits her nd d sisters had cat fight wen Misha notices sumthing

Misha: Hey Wildy! Look he has sent u chat message

Antara looks at d screen nd takes a deep breath

Misha: ok wildy enjoy ur tym wid MSK. M going to sleep. Gud nite

She said nd goes to sleep

Antara starts chatting wid Raghu

Raghu: hi, remember me?

Antara: ya d Bartender guy who was trying to flirt wid me

Raghu: hey, I accept d fact dat I was trying to flirt wid u bt nw I seriously wanna be urfriend. I knw u dnt talk to strangers bt y dnt u try to knw me first nd den commit to our frndshp

Antara(after thinking for a while): ummm ok. I agree

Nd dey started chatting. Both of dem didn't realized dat hrs have passed while chatting wid each other. Antara who was initially running away from him was actually liking his company now. She realized that he is not as Bad as she thought of him. They talked about each other's interests and found that they shared the same taste in music. Soon Antara realized that it was 3 am of nite means dey were chatting from 4 hrs.

Antara: omg! Its 3 of nite

Raghu: O really! I too didn't realize

Antara: ok I think we should end over here only

Raghu: y? getting bored of me?

Antara: ofcourse not but the fact is dat I had my College tomorrow. So I need to sleep nw otherwise I'll sleep in my class

Raghu: ok ok den u must go. Gud night/gud Morning see u soon

Antara: same to u. bye

She said nd logged off her account. Nd after dat day it has became their routine to talk to each other. Dey won't get piece until dey share their whole day activities wid each other nd soon dey became very good friends. After few months dey exchanged numbers nd started talking on call nd sending each other text messages. They talked for hours on call. If any outsider would see dem then he'll think dat they were in relationship but d fact is dat both have became such a good frnds dat dey give Damn to others. They fought, they laugh, they share their problems wid each other wenever they met or talk on call. They both didn't realize dat how nd wen dey had became comfortable with each other. Soon Raghu realizes that Antara was getting more den a Friend for him. Every time he talked to her his heart skipped a beat, wenever they met Raghu couldn't able to take his Eye away from her. Her small - small gestures just tickle his senses. Her smile, her Eyes, Her nature everything was simply great infact she herself was best. Despite of being so simple she still managed to look Breathtaking. He Felt Jealous wen he saw any other guy talking to her or even looking at her. He felt like just punching that guy. He don't knw wats happening to him but all he knows is Antara is becoming an integral Part of his Life. He decides to share dis wid Machmach.

Machmach: Wat? R u serious?

Raghu: yes. U think m joking?

Machmach: ofcourse wen it cumes to great MSK den no one would believe it.

Raghu: whatever Machmach All I know is dat I love her nd I cant Live Without her nd dis is true

Machmach: Raghu I know u since childhood u haven't been serious for any girl. Den y Antara?

Raghu: I dnt know Machmach, y nd wen she became an integral Part of my Life all I knw is dat I love her. Pls Dude pls help me. Dis is d first tym m asking u a favour pls yaar

Machmach: Fine I'll help u not because u r my friend but because I saw true Feelings in ur Eyes. I'll talk to ruksana about dis

He said nd gives an assuring look to Raghu

********~~~~~~Back to Present~~~~~~*********

Antara closes her eyes in Pain remembering d tym she spend wid him. Their friendship days, the most beautiful days of her life. She wish dat somehow those days would cum back.

Antara's Monologue:

I closed my eyes as I remember d days I spend wid him. The nights, in which we used to talk for Hours just like Lover; The Evenings which we use to spend together along wid Machmach nd Ruksana. I still remember hw much it affects Raghu wen he notices any Guy staring at me. Infact once he has gone to an Argument also wid sum Guy wen he notices dat he was staring at me from a while. Only I knows hw I managed to control him. Dat day I saw sumthing diff in his eyes bt I couldn't able to figure out wat it was bcoz for me he was still my Friend infact a best friend after Ruksana. Den wat happen to those Days? Cant those days b back again? M really missing our fights, our care for each other, our friendship everything. I looked at d watch nd it shows 1:00 AM nd I thought of Raghu wat he should be doing dis moment? Was he remembering me or just have forgotten like his another Passing Affairs? May be afterall its nt a big thing for him. He has done dis so many tymes nd wid so many girls den hw can I be a exception? But wat abt me? Will I ever be able to forget him? He was Love of My life, he was d one who compels me to once again fall in love. Who has brought Love Back to my loneliness Life nd today he left me too. Will I ever be able to Luv anyone again forget about Love, Will I ever be able to Trust someone again?

(Antara's Monologue ends)

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No matter hw hard Raghu tried to forget everything but he failed because all d memories of his Past flashing in front of her eyes wenever he closes dem. He remembers hw much he has to convience Machmach to make him Believe dat he truly Loves Antara.

*******~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~*******

After getting convienced by Raghu regarding his true Feelings, Machmach talked to Ruksana about Raghu nd Antara nd told her d whole story. Initially Ruksana was nt ready to help as he knows Raghu but den Machmach make her believe nd told her about d changes he saw in Raghu which makes Ruksana agree to help dem. She didn't told Antara abt it as she felt dat Raghu Himself should tell her abt dis. She planned a date for dem along wid theirs so that antara dnt get suspicious. Nd on d day of d date Machmach nd Ruksana excuses demselves from Raghueet saying dey need sum tym Alone. Antara understands nd excused demselves. While Going Machmach gives a Thumbs up to Raghu encouraging him to confess his feelings for Antara. 15 mins have passed after Machmach nd Ruksana goes bt Raghu didn't utter a word which was unusual for him. Antara too felt uncomfortable seeing his behaviuor she decides to talk to him.

Antara: Raghu wats Wrong? Y r u acting so Weird today?

Raghu: no Antara, nothing like dat

Antara: c'mon Raghu u cant hide it from me we r friends na. nw tell me

Raghu: ummm...Antara... Actually...

Antara: C'mon Raghu nw say it since wen u get short of words

Raghu: Actually Antara, I dnt knw hw to say it nd I dnt knw hw u'll react may be u feel bad but I cant keep dis to myself anymore nw

Antara: Raghu, wats wrong tell me

Raghu (wid full intensity nd taking Antara's hand in his): Antara I LOVE YOU, I REALLY REALLY LOVE U. I DON'T KNW HOW, WEN ND Y BUT U BECAME AN INTEGRAL PART OF MY LYF INFACT U BECAME MY LIFE ND I CANT LIVE WITHOUT U. WILL U BE MINE?

it was amazing part.. just felt like going and hugging antara ...so much pain..

wow dear its really amazing. this is realy interesting. thanks for PM and update soon

wow so beautiful and sad cont soon

Great!!!
What a way to become friends facebook ki jai ho!!'
And the now he confessed!!
Loved it!!
Thanxx for the pm!!
Update soon and pm me!!

u hc written so beautifully that am just going through the same pain...that Antara is suffering ...n going through the same restlessness n confusion of Raghu ...the pain is wrenching my heart n am building anguish against Raghu ...as if am in the place of Antara ...why is Raghu doing this with her ??? Why ???? i feel like crying ...

Wow this story is getting interesting with every update poor rantara 😭 😭 pls continue soon m loving it 😛

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Antara: Raghu, wats wrong tell me

Raghu (wid full intensity nd taking Antara's hand in his): Antara I LOVE YOU, I REALLY REALLY LOVE U. I DON'T KNW HOW, WEN ND Y BUT U BECAME AN INTEGRAL PART OF MY LYF INFACT U BECAME MY LIFE ND I CANT LIVE WITHOUT U. WILL U BE MINE?

Antara stood dere frozen. She has never ever thought dat Sumday Raghu would say dis thing to her. She don't know how to react, wat to say. She was totally speechless at dat moment. No doubt she likes Raghu nd likes his company also but just as a friend she has never thought anything beyond dat bcoz sumthing from her past is stopping her to feel like dis for sumone. She don't want to break his heart but she didn't even want him to give any false commitment. She again looked at Raghu who was waiting for her anwer paitently. She was really praying dat dis turned out to be a joke, sum another prank of Raghu's but unfortunately its not

Raghu: Bolo na Antara! WILL U BE MINE?

Antara: Raghu, wat r u saying? U r joking rite

Raghu(held her by her shoulders): Antara, u think m joking? U think I can play any kind of prank like dis specially to the girl whom I love a lot

Antara(closes her eyes): Raghu pls.! Pls stop it over here only. I cant take dis joke of urs anymore

Raghu(growled): Antara for god sake its not joke. I REALLY LOVE U

Antara opens her eyes only to find him standing close to her nd his eyes are speaking in volumes. She still couldn't believe d reality which is in front of her.

Antara(softly): Since wen?

Raghu: I don't know Antara. I don't know since wen, where, why; I don't know anything all I know is dat I LOVE U VERY MUCH ND I CANT LIVE WIDOUT U.

Antara: I m sorry, I m sorry if I have given u any wrong signal but I haven't seen u more den a friend. I haven't thought of u in dat way

Raghu: y m I dat bad dat u cant think of me more den a friend.

Antara: no Raghu its nt like dat

Raghu: Den wat Antara?

Antara: Raghu, m not ready for all dis. I don't want to fall for anyone

Raghu: but y Antara?

Antara said nothing nd looked other way. Raghu sensed dat Antara doesn't want to share it now therefore he didn't force her to tell. He held her shoulders nd make her to face him

Antara: Raghu, wat did u saw in me?

Raghu: I don't understand u Antara

Antara: Raghu, u r such a handsome, Good looking Person. Any girl would die for ur one look only nd u can make easily any girl fall for u nd moreover m not like ur previous Girlfriends neither I m hot nor I m stunning like dem. I m just an average looking girl who just simply lives her life den wat did u saw in me? Hw can u fall for me?

Raghu: Antara, even u don't know wat special qualities r dere in u. I agree on whatever u say but Antara u r different from all other girls. Ur simplicity, ur innocence makes u different from all other girls nd dis quality of urs makes me fall in luv wid u. trust me u r d most beautiful girl I have ever met.

Antara: Raghu, I need sumtym

Raghu: Antara, I know its very sudden for u. nd u take ur tym as much as u want. I'll wait for ur answer

Antara: Raghu, let me make one thing clear to u before only, I knw wat kind of answer u were expecting from me wen u asked to give me sumtym but dat doesn't mean my answer would be yes only. I mean I cant say wat would be my answer after dat may be den also my answer would be no. R u ready for dat?

Raghu: Antara, I completely understand wat u say nd trust me I'll not force u for anything. U take as much tym u want nd whatever ur answer would be after dat I'll accept it. It's a Promise.

Antara: Thanx Raghu, nd one more thing I don't want our friendship to be affected due to dis. u knw wat I mean?

Raghu: ya Antara ofcourse nd don't worry we r friends nd we always be. No matter wat ur answer will be; we r friends nd we'll always be I assure u of dat

She said nothing but smiled

******~~~~~Back to Present~~~~~*******

"I wish I would refuse to u straight away dere only nd walks out from urlife forever after dat" She said while opening her eyes wen she remembers d moment wen Raghu Proposed to her. She remembers wen she came home dat nite. Her state of mind was still not settled. Everytym she thinks of Raghu she remembers about his Proposal even if she don't want to. She remembers hw much excuses she has to give to her Mom wen she skipped her dinner dat nite. No matter hw tried she hard to not to think about it but it all failed. She hears d music, she reads her fav. Novel, she surfs d net just to keep herself busy so dat she couldn't think of dat but nothing seems to be working. Finally she shrug off all her thoughts nd decides to sleep. But sleep seems to be miles away from her. She decided to talk to Ruksana about dis. she texts her to meet her next day at CCD she needs to talk sumthing important.

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Ruksana: but wats d Problem Antara? Y u can't accept his Proposal?

Antara: Ruksana u were asking me dis? u? u knw everything

Ruksana: I knw Antara, but hw long u'll stuck up in ur Past. Its tym for u to move on nw

Antara: m not stuck up in my Past Ruksana I moved on nd u knw dis

Ruksana: den wats d Problem?

Antara: I don't know Ruksana, but m afraid

Ruksana: Afraid of wat Antara?

Antara: Wat if I again left Heart-broken? Wat if he also does d same wat Rahul has done wid me?

Ruksana: Antara, dere is a difference between Raghu nd Rahul. I knw dat I dnt knw Raghu from much Long but I knw dat he's nt like Rahul. I knw he had affair wid many girls but I haven't seen him falling as seriously as he fall for u. infact since d day u both became friends I haven't seen him or heard him talking about any other girl

Antara: But Ruksana...

Ruksana: Antara, I had seen u going thru very tough tym wen Rahul left u. only I knw hw hard was it for u to overcome from dat. U smiled from outside but had lots of pain inside nd nw wen Life is giving u other chance To Love, To live, To Feel for d person who truly loves u den y u denying it? Y u not giving him nd urself an another chance?

Antara: Ruksana, hw can u be so sure dat nothing will go wrong dis tym?

Ruksana: Antara, tere sath jitna bhi bura hona tha ho gaya, ab job hi hoga wo acha hoga. Trust me.

Antara said nothing but smiled. She finds a ray of Hope in Ruksana's Words. She thought that Ruksana is rite she should give Raghu one chance but before dat Raghu should know About her Past nd she will tell him everything. Thinking dis she texts Raghu to meet her next day.

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Next day both Raghu nd Antara met at d same place where Raghu proposes her. He had no idea y Antara has called him today over here. She just said dat she need to talk sumthing important so he decided not to get late as Antara dnt like Latecomers. But wen he reaches over dere he saw Antara already sitting over dere

Raghu (To himself): Shit! I m again late

He quickly speeds up his pace nd reaches to d place where Antara is

Raghu: Hi Antara!

Antara (smiles): Hi! (den looks at her watch) 20 mins late

Raghu: m sorry yaar. Actually got stuck up in d traffic. (He said while sitting)

Antara said nothing but smiles

Raghu: So u wanted to talk sumthing important to me

Antara: ya Raghu its really very important.

Raghu: ya antara tell me

Antara: Raghu as a friend u knw me from six months nd u knw every part of my lyf. But dere is one thing which neither u had asked nor I had ever told u. but I think nw I need to tell u before I can consider about our relationship

Raghu: Aisi kya baat hai Antara? Y u so tensed?

Antara: Raghu dere is a part of my Past which nw m going to tell u nd which will decide d future of our relationship

Raghu said nothing but listened to her

Antara: Raghu, u asked dat day na dat y cant I fall for sumone. Bcoz I had already Fallen for sumone 3 years back. He was my classmate. I had crush on him since d first day of our session infact it was Love at first sight. But I couldn't able to tell him. Den one day on Friendship Day I asked him for Friendship nd he agreed to it. He said dat he was always waiting for me to ask him as his friend becoz he was afraid to ask me as he thought that may be I'll refuse to it or even create a scene.

Raghu: den?

Antara: Den we bith become friends nd day by day our friendship gets stronger but my Love was always dere for him but I was not able to express it den one day he proposes me in front of d Whole class. I was totally speechless as d person whom I love d most is proposing me in front of d whole class. It was all just like a dream to me. I instantly accepted it. Nd after dat we became d famous couple of d college. Girls use to envy me as Rahul was my partner but I didn't care for anyone of dem as I m happy wid him. I was happily seeing my dreams of Future wid Rahul. I thought dat as soon as we set up our career we'll tell our families about our relationship. But it is rightly said dat Dreams r broken as soon as we open our eyes. Mere saath bhi aisa hi hua

Raghu notices a Drop of tear in her yes but he didn't stopped her

Antara: I still remember dat day wen I faced d reality. I was very happy dat day. I got selected for inter-college quiz show for representing my college. I wanted to share my happiness wid Rahul. But he was nowhere to seen. I enquired about him so sumone has told me dat he has not came to college today as his parents has gone out of town nd he needs to be at home. I decided to meet him over dere. I thought of giving him a surprise so has gone without telling him. As soon as I reach his home I saw his bike at Parking Lot which makes sure dat he's at home. I knocked at d door but no one opened it, den I noticed dat door was not locked so I entered inside

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Antara (To herself): where is Rahul? Darwaza bhi khula chod rakha tha? I think I should check to his Room

She said nd proceeds towards his Room. He once told dat his Room is upstairs next to Aquarium so she didn't find it difficult to find it. As soon as she opened d Door of his room. She saw d Bitter Reality of her life. She saw Rahul on his Bed wid sum other girl nd d girl was none other den Sonia, her classmate.

Sonia: Honey u are very bad

Rahul: y?

Sonia: u make me Jealous like hell of dat tacky Antara. U are wid him always glued wid her like dat like u were really a couple

Rahul: o c'mon Darling I had done all dis for u only. U were away from me becoz of dat Jay. So I need to make u realize ur mistake so I haven't find any other option den dis. nd wid Antara it was easy as I was knowing d fact dat she loves me from d day 1 so there would be no complications. U know first find any GF nd all dat.

Sonia: but how long ur Relationship will be wid Antara. I cant stand her near u anymore

Rahul: Relax Darling very Soon I m planning to break-up wid her. Waise bhi she's very dumb. I get bored wid her. She always talks about Love, trust etc etc nd dis makes me bore. Poor girl thinking dat we r having Future together but least she know dat soon m going to throw her out of my lyf.

Antara couldn't face d fact nd in vein she dropped d Vase near her which brings Both Rahul's nd Sonia's attention towards her. Rahul was shocked to see Antara over dere. Antara just closed d Door nd ran downstairs as fast as she can. In d meanwhile Rahul quickly wears his Bathrobe nd came downstairs nd stopped her

Rahul: Antara Wait!

Antara: let me go Rahul

Rahul: Antara, I can explain to u

Antara(angrily): wat will u explain me Rahul? Dis? dis Bull Shit!! Why had u done dis? y had u breaked my trust

Rahul(smirked): fine nw if u knw everything so I wont hide anything ffrom u. yes I love Sonia from always but she has gone far away from me due to misunderstanding so I need to attract her attention derefore I used u. I was never in love wid u. I always love Sonia

Antara: I haven't seen a cheap person like u

Rahul: nd u wont see also. Nd waise bhi it was a saying "Everything is fair in Love and War". Aur tumhe kya Laga dat I can fall for u? u d dumbest girl. Just look at urself in mirror do u think u had any extra-ordinary quality dat can make anyone fall for u. no u don't so better forget about everything dat was between us nd get out from my lyf.

*****~~~~~FLASHBACK ENDS~~~~*****

Antara: nd after dat day I decided dat I'll never see his face in future. I even changed my college also. He was nowhere in my lyf nw. but d pain, d wound dat he has given me was always dere. But den wid d Help of Ruksana nd other friends I overcum from all dis but I vowed dat I'll never fall for anyone neither I'll trust anyone because I dnt wanted to get hurted again. (den looked at Raghu) den u came to my Lyf. Nd unknowingly I started trusting u nd u became my very gud friend but wen u propose to me den I couldn't able to face it dat tym.

Raghu notices d tears in his eyes nd he couldn't stand it. He felt rage towards d person who has hurt her dis much. He slowly keeps his hand on hers to calm her. She slowly wipes away her tears nd faces Raghu

Antara: Raghu, I dnt have courage left to Love again, to trust sumone again. No doubt I trust u but I still cant prepare myself to luv u.

Raghu: Antara, I understand. U had really gone through a very bad Phase. But Antara trust me I'll never break ur trust. Antara I said before also nd again saying dat m nt forcing anything on u. u take as much tym as u want nd even if u wont feel d same way like I did den also we'll be friends like we r nw.

Antara dnt know y but she felt an assurance in his words nd dey started dating each other. Though Raghu was always behave wid her in d same way like he did before but Antara started to Feel sumthing for him. D feelings which she has suppressed for forever. She found Ruksana's word right. She found her true Love in Raghu nd after 3 months she said yes to him. Not because she don't want to disappoint him but becoz she has really started to feel for him. She gave her life a another chance nd she was happy. Memories of Rahul was nowhere in her life. Nw dere was only one person left in her Life, Raghu. Nd dey both r really going well wid each other. Everyone adores dem as a couple. Machmach nd Ruksana both were happy for dem.

Almost 1 nd a half year has been passed of dere relationship. But dere was sumthing which was still to cum in dere way. Antara Found Raghu's Behaviour Odd from few days. He gets irritated very soon nd was not like before anymore. Antara thought dat may be due to stress because of studies he was like dis so she didn't complained but d reality is sumthing different.

Raghu get influenced by sum of his friend dat d thing between Antara nd Him is not Love but just an Attraction. Initially he didn't concentrate on dis but as d tym Passes by all dis things has started leaving impact on him. Nd he really started to feel like dat d people around him were true. Machmach was out of town due to his internship derefore he couldn't discuss it wid him. He even had a fight wid Antara also without any reason which leave Antara stunned nd she realizes dat Raghu's behaviour was not due to stress but sumthing else nd sumwhere she had d intuition dat soon dis relationship will cum to an end nd as this thought came to her mind she Prays to God dat nothing would happen like dis nd all dis Passes like a Nightmare. But it didn't nd she gets sure of dat wen Raghu called her for meeting him next day. Datsy she kept d belongings which she considered as a souveneir of dere love wid her so dat if in case Raghu ends dis relationship she can return him back all dis

On d other hand Raghu was too in dilemma. He don't want to break Antara's heart nd trust. But he don't want to keep dis relationship widout Love either (Acc to him). Derefore he decides to call her next day nd thought of talking her about dis nd asks her to just be friends

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"But u didn't agreed to that also Antara" he said while getting up from his Bed. He thought that Antara would be agree to be his friend forever but she said nothing nd walked off. Was this d Thing which was bothering him so much? Her silence?

Raghu's Monologue:

I got up from my bed thinking about all d moments dat happened in Past. I have no idea wat to do? Whom to ask? I don't know y but m not getting peace. It was me only who asked her to end dis relationship den y m I getting so much restless. I remember wen she said to me dat she had no courage left to love again den it was me who assured her dat nothing will go wrong wid us, den y did I done dis? if d thing between us was really not love but just a mere attraction den y m not able to get out from d thoughts of her.

Was it because of d Feeling of Guilt which was killing me inside. I remember Antara's face wen I said all dis. I thought dat we'll be friends always like before but she didn't said anything nd walked off which was enough to understand her answer. Y she didn't said anything to me? Y she didn't asked me any questions? Y didn't she asked me wat was her fault? Y didn't she shouts at me? All dese thoughts were haunting me. Her silence, her silence was haunting me. I still couldn't able to figure out dat if I was not in luv wid her den y her silence aching me?

(Raghu's Monologue Ends)

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Antara's Monologue:

I sat dere at d window thinking about whatever happened so far. I don't know y Raghu did dis to me? I told him everything about my past lyf. Hw I was badly hurted by Rahul, hw my trust have been Badly Broken by him. I also said dat I had no courage left to Love anyone. Den u assure me dat nothing will go wrong wid us. Nd I believed u. I believed on everything u said. U said u love me, I believed. U said me to trust u, I believed. U said dat u'll never leave me, I believed. U said dat u r busy therefore cant meet, I believed. Nd u said u dnt love me, I believed to dat also. I believe on everything u said datsy I didn't questioned u anytime not even today wen u asked me to end dis relationship.

But I dnt know y but I wanted to ask u y u did dis to me? Y u betrayed me? Y u left me? Y u break my heart? Y u break my Trust? Wat was my fault? Y r u giving me dis punishment? But den I thought dat it's useless to ask anything. I knw Raghu dat ur friendship id genuine but i dnt want u to be in any kind of guilt. Because I know dat if I'll be wid u after dis den we can never be like before. u be happy in ur lyf nd I'll also try to be happy in mine. From now on Antara Kaul will be no where in ur Life nd as d tym passes by u'll forget me also but I doubt dat I can ever forget u as I cant forget d person who came into my Lyf nd changed it forever nd nw who has walked out nd again changed it forever.

omg this was so emo yaar i loved it soo much\