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Hello TBPians!
You know recently I have been sort of worried for rahi! We all wanted rahi so much, we (especially rahi fans) wanted rahi so badly and still do. I do, too. I love them. I love seeing their bond, it always warms my heart. I remember when we were denied rahi, that literally felt like it would be the end of TBP for me because I was just so heart broken, I felt way too connected with rahi as a pair to see them separately in the show, I still feel like that. It's like when they are together, it just feels right. I don't know, but it's just that feeling. When they are not together, to me it feels like some jig saw puzzle is missing. so, ever since the beginning, I wanted rahi to be together because of my love for them and to just gain that complete feeling after watching them. but, now that we are finally getting them after waiting so long, I feel a little nervous and worried.
It feels like I'm losing something; or, am I? Today's rahi scene was amazing, in fact all the rahi scenes after panchi came back have been amazing, especially that hug when she came back, instead of panchi, it was ranveer's expressions that just sealed and completed that whole scene this time. He just looked so content to see her. but, see?! This amazing rahi scenes are somehow making me even more uneasy! I don't know how I will feel when they become a couple, it's just that cvs have always focused and drilled their ever green friendship in my mind that I don't know how I will feel when they become a couple. Will it be short of all our expectations? Will it be just as amazing as their friendship is now? Heck I don't even know what it will be like when they become a couple, it will be an unknown and unexplored territory, but after getting so comfortable with rahi in this friendship land, I'm afraid of them stepping into that unknown. I am worried that what if cvs won't know how to handle their relationship? Somewhere in my head, I can see a soul mate type of relationship for them, but even then the image is not clear in my head. All I know is that, I don't want cvs to mess up our rahi.
At this point, I feel like a bipolar rahi fan, it's like I'm not happy when they are with other people and not with each other, but I'm also kind of scared if or when they will get into a relationship. I'm scared to see how their relationship dynamics will change! somewhere and somehow, I can see a beautiful and mature relationship form between them. The one where ranveer knows exactly what panchi wants and one where panchi knows exactly how to be there to support her ranveer! They will have a deep understanding level between them. They can be independent yet at the same time co-dependent on each other! There is so much scope. but, I just don't trust the cvs, what if they reduce their relationship to comedy, or just simple light heartedness? I want some deep and serious layers if rahi get together, but will we get them? I don't want to completely doubt them because they have given us some really nice rahi scenes recently, but I still can't trust them 100%.
This doesn't mean I don't want rahi as a couple! I do, I very much do, I have been looking forward to it forever, but I'm just afraid that what if the end result is not what I expect it to be. what if cvs miss the mark..? What if the potential rahi has is not tapped into the right way by cvs? There are just so many ifs in my head and I honestly don't know what to do about them.
Am I the only one that feels like this?
Ye Hai Mohabbatein
Arjun
Sensational South
