AsHlok OS : Dil De Diya Hai...

Dil de diya hai, jaan tumhe denge

Daga nahee karenge sanam

Ho... rab dee kasam yaara, rab dee kasam

Dil de diya hai, jaan tumhe denge

Daga nahee karenge sanam

He gently caressed her hair, that stll felt abnormally silky and their fragrance still making him go crazy. Lying on the bed, covered with bandages, her beautiful face had scratches. The doctors were amazed at the sight in front of them, well..who knew that the rude, rich and arrogant Shlok Agnihotri will be crying like this!

"The girl, might be someone dear to him. By the way, what's her name?" asked a doctor.

"I agree. And her name is..OMG she is his wife! Mrs. Aastha Shlok Agnihotri." the other doctor replied, efficiently hiding away the shock he got.

Rukh jindagee ne mod liya kaisa

Hamne socha nahee tha kabhee aisa

Aata nahee yakin, kya se kya ho gaya

Kis tarah mai tumase bewafa ho gaya

Insaaf kar do, mujhe maaf kar do, itna hee kar do karam

Dil de diya hai jan tumhe denge, daga nahee karenge sanam

Looking at Aastha's still body, Shlok couldn't help but curse himself and cry tears of repentance. Remembering the past memories, Shlok felt that he is really the rakshas of Aastha's life. Shlok rembered the way he used to hurt her with awful, cheap and rough remarks. Just because she had the audacity to challenge him. Just in the passion to take revenge, he had destroyed the best thing ever happened to him. He can feel the past playing in front of him, making fun of him. The girl, he ought to take revenge from by making her fall for him, is now the most important person in his life.

He can still feel the warmth in her smile, the love that poured out in form of tears when he had professed that he loved her, only her. For him it was just a pretense, but for her it was her life, her soul, her heart, that he broke mercilessly. Those lovely moments spent with her now hunt him badly. The cute nok jhoks, those eye-locks, their hugs and what not! Everything was perfect. She used to say that for her all this was like a dream and like every dream, this perfect dream ended too, but the difference was that this perfect dream of hers was heartlessly broken, piece by piece.

Awaaragee me ban gaya diwaana

Maine kyun sadagee ko nahee jaana

Chaahat yahee hai ke, iss kadar pyaar du

Kadamo me tere mai, toh jahaan waar du

Chain meraa le lo khushee meree le lo, de do mujhe dedo saare gham

Dil de diya hai jaan tumhe denge, daga nahee karenge sanam

Revenge, hate, these two are really powerful words and emotions to be felt. Shlok in his pretense of being in love with Aastha, fell for her every single time, she looked at him with love in her eyes. And what a fate! In his ego, he ignored his heart shouting her name. During the first few days of their relationship that they hid from their families Shlok and Aastha only shared few hugs and some pecks on cheeks. Pretending, as usual, the day when he helped on of her ashrams' friend by providing the best medical facilities and best team of doctors, being overwhelmed and out of nowhere Aastha had kissed him. Kissed him, on his lips and that too so much passionately, lovingly and crazily. That kiss cast-ed such a spell over him, that he forgot the entire pretense and gave into that moment. Wrapping his left arm around her waist, bringing her close, he cupped her face with his right hand and deepened the kiss. It really took him Herculean efforts to break out of that kiss.

Then came the day, when Aastha being madly in love with him, proposed him for marriage, which he pitilessly rejected and hurled a number of insults up on her. Breaking her heart in such a way that nothing was left inside her named as heart. He had laughed at her, make mockery of her love. He ad felt triumph for a while, turning his back he had commented about women being weaker and all the stuff. He had this sudden urge to see her expressions and for this he turned again, in order to face her but found nothing except that red long stem rose, lying on the floor.

He bends down and picked the rose and stared at it for a while. He felt a sudden pang of something hit him hard. A sudden unbearable pain, so much oppressive that he felt his heart sink. After few minutes, he felt something wet on his cheeks, something the others call tears. He questioned himself, what were the tears for? Why was he crying? All this while, he had wanted this, wanted revenge, but what happened now. Not able to decipher anything Shlok became really irritated, when his phone started ringing continuously.

Seeing Aastha's name flashing on the screen, he quickly answer the call. Fate had played the card, Shlok got his answer. The call was definitely made from Aastha's phone but the person who he talked to was some one else, who informed him, that the owner of the phone, the girl had met with a deadly accident. Listening to this Shlok had broken down completely. Not able to stop his tears he realized what he was ignoring from a while. He realized the biggest truth of his life, the answer to all his questions! He was in love. In love with Aastha, the girl who challenged him now had changed him. Shlok Agnihotri now realized that he had been in love with Aastha all this while.

Not wasting even a nano-second, Shlok quickly started his car and rushed towards the hospital, Aastha was being taken to. The sight in front of him, made him loathe himself, curse himself and repudiate himself. Aastha covered in blood, the doctors were treating her, but she wasn't responding. When the nurse had brought the form to sign, he had ticked the option that stated that the patient was his wife. He had deliberately mentioned that Aastha was his wife.

Mere ashk keh rahe meree kahanee

Inhein samjho na tum sirf panee

Ro ro ke aansuo ke daag dhul jaayenge

Inn me wafa ke rang aaj ghul jaayenge

Paas tum rahogee bhul abb na hogee, karunga na tumpe sitam

Dil de diya hai jaan tumhe denge, daga nahee karenge sanam

Ho... rab dee kasam yaara, rab dee kasam

Dil de diya hai, jan tumhe denge

Daga nahee karenge sanam

He wanted her to shout at him, call him names, loathe him, despise him, but he didn't want her to 'die'. These good for nothing doctors, claimed that Aastha, his Aastha, Shlok's Aastha was dead. How can she leave him? No she can't, now who will dare him, who will claim to be stronger. Ignoring everybody, the doctors, their family, Shlok lay down with the lifeless body of Aastha and whispered, "I really love you Aastha, and I really do. I am sorry for my deeds. As now I have realized my love, it's so powerful, so much surreal that it hurts; it hurts not being with you. Please forgive me, I am coming there too. Coming with you, for you." and closed his eyes.