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The lies and the sneaking around, not her cup of tea ...plus La's very timely call saw to it that he finds out the truth about her whereabouts..
Her surprise at finding him at the hospital, I almost thought he was going to be angry but he was a man on a mission, a mission to finally tell her what has been going on..
He always knew what pain his admission of truth will bring to her and I am so happy that he tells her, knowing that she is probably going to hurt, and that will hurt him too...but the truth is- he could not live with himself after having lied to her and see her excitement on a daily basis and her expectations coming crashing down making her feel dejected and low at not being able to conceive and living in hope...one that he knows he has a hand in ... and rather than seeing and causing her pain daily this was a far better approach, Her disappointment and probably her heartbreak was what he would have to bear and repent for...but he felt she deserved his honesty!n I don't know how she will forgive him will she be able to trust him again...will she be able to see, understand and appreciate his point of view and his reasons, will they be able to justify his actions...will Khushi see that it was Love and Fear behind this action...
My heart did break when she says so trustingly and surprisingly says to him but he even bought her prenatal medicines..., as though to say, no no there is some misunderstanding here, it is not possible that she heard correctly or that he just said that he does not want to have a baby right away! Willing it to be untrue...aww poor Khushi!
The rose garden and talking about the past and his fears and insecurities makes him so vulnerable, so human...Just Arnav not the ASR that he is for the world, desperately clinging on to his fear of loss and unable to break away from that...I wanted to hug him, but I don't know if Khushi is feeling the same way!
That was one emotional chapter and am so looking forward to hearing her reaction and what happens next...A tough predicament to be in!
I loved the dedication- Both wonderful friends that I am thankful to IF for...hugs to you both!
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